Our Journey Living In Nature

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part 11

A view from our camp looking west

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part Eleven

“The greatest delight which the fields and woods minister, is the suggestion of an occult relationship between man and the vegetable. I am not alone and unacknowledged. They nod to me and I to them.”

– Waldo Emerson

April 3, 2018 – Tuesday – Memaloose State Park, Columbia Gorge, Oregon

We had a long drive ahead of us, about a 5 hour drive. We took Hwy 20 east from Newport, and it was a nice drive through some beautiful country side. We then connected to Hwy 34 that took us to the Hwy 5 interstate. We then got on to I-205 to bypass most of Portland, then to I-84 that took us into the Columbia Gorge, and the great Columbia River. This will be my first time in the gorge.

Many of the places we drive through or stay for a short while, would have been nice to stay longer, but we are on of a schedule. This would be a nice place to spend some time at it seems. It is a nice and quaint campground for the most part.

I-84 is a busy road connecting east to west through the Columbia Gorge. Most of our trip so far, traffic has been minimal and relaxing to drive. Traffic really never existed until now.

We found the campground with no problem, but getting to it was another story. It was across the highway with a concrete barrier dividing us. I was not sure how far we would have to go before we would find a place to turn around. I thought, “Who the heck designed this layout anyway?” We had to go further on the highway to get access to the other side of the highway where there was a rest stop, then back track 3 miles to the campground entrance.

Entering the campground, I was not to impressed with what I saw. The campground was small and we didn’t have very many choices that would work for us. I stopped by the Camp Hosts trailer to hopefully give us a helping hand. She directed me to a site that she thought might work for us. We took the site. I found out the next day, from a different Camp Host, that the site we had taken was the worst site for flooding. She recommended a site next to the river, and when I checked it out it seemed it could work. My other concern was taking a site that was next to the river, and if someone reserved it I would have to move. Most people will reserve sites next to water. I have to check-in everyday to reserve my site which is a pain in the rear.

This current site we chose had no flat areas to set up a tent. The only area for a tent was sloping in two different directions, 90 degrees from each other. It sounds like an uncomfortable night of sleeping.

The weather today consisted of high clouds, some blue sky, and winds.

I was trying to get the tent up quickly while fighting the winds that was making it a challenge. If it was cold outside, I didn’t notice while I was using a lot of energy putting up the tent. I was shedding off clothing from over heating. Once I got the tent up, the winds died down and I got to relax a bit and start to notice my surroundings. The first thing I noticed was the traffic noise from the cars and truck, with the campsite being right next to the highway. I would quickly find out, it was continuous during the day and night. We also had two busy train lines on both sides of the river. One on the Oregon side where the tracks were very close to the campground, and below us. This helped to muffle the sound a bit. And tracks on the Washington side of the river. The trains at night often ran about every half hour. I wasn’t paying too much attention how often the trains ran during the day. I didn’t mind much with the trains coming through because I enjoyed watching them. I have alway had a thing about trains at a very young age. Much of the loads the trains carried was coal and oil. The noise from the trains were nothing compared to the traffic noise. I had my doubts we would be staying at this campground long. I was ready to leave the next day for another campground. We had a small window of good weather supposedly on Wednesday, and more rain the rest of the week. It is all about the weather.

As in the last campground we were in, the trash cans are located by the entrance, which means we have to drive to them. The restrooms were also a bit of a distance from us.

The campground is overall a nice campground with beautiful features like being close to the river. That is if you want to call the Columbia River, a river at all. It just looks like a continues stream of dammed lakes. Looking across the river to the Washington mountains gave us a nice view. the nice trees sparely spread out on the grounds, the grassy areas, and vegetation, but for the actual campsites, in my opinion they are bad for tent camping.

We have the City of Hood River to the west of us 6 miles away, that has a Safeway and Walmart. And we have the town of The Dalles east of us about the same distance as Hood River. Either way I go I have to deal with a backtracking to get back to camp.

There is a lot of bird activity in the area, and Nanook and I just saw a gray squirrel. These little creatures of nature adds wonder to our experiences.

I also found a piece of birch bark on the ground from a birch tree. I will keep it for a good fire starting tinder. Knowing the resources that nature provides to us is good and valuable knowledge to have. With a small spark to the shavings made by the scraping of a knife to this bark, it brings the beginnings of a fire easily. For me, it bring me ever closer to the natural world. It gives a kind of kinship between man and nature that most of us have lost. It not only gives confidence in ones skills using what nature provides to us, we can bring a deeper relationship with nature. Nature is not something we must conquer, but a friend to be respected, and to be grateful for all that she gives. Without the many forms nature provides, life could not exist. But it seems most of us have forgotten this fact, with being consumed and lost in our modern, and materialistic world.

Evening Entry

We went to the grocery store in Hood River for a few things, and to also find a Wi-Fi for possible alternative campgrounds. I found a Wi-Fi at Mc Donalds, and no luck in finding an alternative campground.

After returning to our campground, I was talking to the Camp Host, and she told me to just look for another campsite here, and recommended one next to the river. I would have to think about my options.

With the long drive, being tired, and the frustrations I was having, it turned out to be a nice day with the sun shining in the late afternoon. There were signs of rain approaching with clouds beginning to roll in from the northwest, with a sense of rain not far away.

The Ranger dropped by our camp, and she blocked out the camp I picked by the river. I would not have to deal with making reservations. It is a nicer campsite then the one we are in now. So we will move to the new site tomorrow. It is a hassle moving camp, but it might be worth it. Monica, the ranger and I talked for a bit, and we have a lot in common, especially with the native people. We talked more when she was working at the kiosk this evening, while I was walking the boys.

After we got back to camp darkness was settling in. I decided to do some reading before turning in. The boys are just hanging out, checking the new environment out for any critters that might show up near camp. The campground was nearly empty. Before we turned in, I spent a few minutes enjoying the darkness of night, feeling at peace from this hectic day.

I have been thinking about where to go next to avoid this wet weather. The new tent is obvious not good in wet weather, since the last one only lasted a month. We will see how long this one lasts.

The night time temperature feels comfortable, as with the feelings of being peaceful. Enjoying the silhouette of the trees against the dark night skies. For a minute I thought I actually saw stars. Not too long ago the skies looked like they were preparing for rain. And a couple of hours later the stars are out. The ever changing fickleness of the weather. These times make it special to be in nature, to experience nature fully with everything she brings to us. These little things, when fully aware, makes these moments special. And they are even more special experiencing them with the boys.

April 4, 2018 – Wednesday

It seems I must have slept fairly well, even though I was leaning in two different directions with the slopes of the land underneath me. I continued waking up with those continued doubts if I will make to Alaska, and will I survive financially? But when I think about Alaska, I think of the beauty, and the wildness of the place. I think about the Movie “North To Alaska,” with John Wayne, and the theme song playing in my head.

We didn’t get any rain last night, or this morning. It is overcast with some low dark rain clouds creeping in, yet it doesn’t feel like rain. It is actually a beautiful morning in nature.

On our short morning walk, the boys and I walked by our new campsite we will be moving to today. It looks small, very small, but has a great view by the river, and the mountains on the Washington side. I hope it works out. The site we are moving to will be our smallest site we have been in. Very little room for the boys to move around in. We will also be further away from the restrooms. I will have to sneak a pee when no one is around, since I really don’t have any privacy.

Afternoon Entry

Memaloose Island and the State of Washington beyond

The boys relaxing in our new camp

The move to our new camp went quickly and with no hitches. I was hesitant about the new site. It felt like the size of a postage stamp. One has to sacrifice space for prime waterfront property, even in campgrounds. The people that would have been to the left of us, had left, leaving us with a much nicer view of the gorge. It makes our site look bigger. The boys settled in quickly to their new surroundings with many more things to look at. It doesn’t take much to please them. I believe they really like this life style we are living. I have a good view of Memaloose Island – “Island of the Dead,” which I am told is a sacred burial site for Native Americans of the Columbia River, that were known as the Chinook Indians. The name, Memaloose is derived from the Chinook Indian word Memalust, meaning “to die.”

On October 29, 1805, Lewis and Clark called Memaloose Island “Sepulchar Island.” It was one of several islands that Lewis and Clark commented on that had burial vaults of the remains of Indian tribes that lived along the Columbia river. Many of these islands are now covered by the backwaters of the Columbia dams. Only one-third of this particular island can be seen above the river today.

Until recent times, the Indian peoples of the Columbia River did not bury their dead. Instead, bodies were wrapped in robes or tule mats and placed in cedar vaults on islands such as Memaloose Island, as one form of placing the bodies to rest. There where thirteen such vaults on this island that were noted by Lewis during their passing of the island.

A collector of Indian artifacts, James Hartley, looted and destroyed many burial sites including the one on Memaloose Island. He was found dead in September 1896 in an old canoe on a small island in Deadman’s Lake (Cowlitz Co., WA). In the canoe, his hands and feet were bound by writhers of hazel and fastened to the stem and stern of the canoe. A stake made of hazel was driven through his body just below his breast bone. Torture and death was done to those who disturbed these burial sites of the Indian peoples. These burial grounds were seen as sacred to the Indian people, and death for those who showed no respect for them by destroying, looting, and showing disrespect for the resting souls. At one time in the early1980s there was believed to be 30 Indian grave sites on the island.

When I first saw this monument I knew it was not placed on the Island for the dead souls of the Indian people, but rather for some white man that carried a big ego with him by displaying such a monument resting upon his grave. His name was Victor Trevitte. He put in his Will to be buried on the island with his Indian friends. It was very unlikely that Trevitte or his family ask permission to have his grave site be placed on this sacred island of the dead, by the Native peoples in the area. It is something Native people just did not do.

His memorial was on March 10, 1883. He was a pioneer printer, businessman, state legislator, and supposedly a friend of the Indian people in the area. Trevitte requested burial on the island to be among the people he supposedly loved. Due to the rising waters of the dam, relocations of most of these Indian graves were relocated during the 1930s. Victor Treville grave site, as with his monument remained. And with some Indian burial vaults that were placed on higher ground of the Island.

Memaloose Island is one of several “islands of the dead” sacred sites once found on the Columbia River. And now erased from the past that some white settlers only saw as relics to collect, or destroy. Would they do this horrific act against their own? Would we do this? Many acts of genocide, atrocities, and hatred against these indigenous peoples, on this land, and other lands sadly still occurs. And many still have not learned from our dark past. With our cloudy vision of hatred and fear, and greed, we still cannot see what we had done to a once thriving peoples. A peoples that lived with the land for many thousands of years, that saw this land as sacred to their very existence. And for the European settlers, land and natural resources were just to be taken for their own use, and self-indulgence. Even if it required destroying a whole race of peoples to get it. A model that still exists today. And even worse, we celebrate it through a strong sense of nationalism. Of who we are as a people.

In North America, there was a very rough estimate of 60 million to a 100 million native people living here for tens of thousands of years, prior to the arrival of the Europeans coming here. If we think about it, each foot step we take on this land, their were many foot steps from the native peoples, imprinted on this very land. Where they may have slept, had camp fires, and where their children had ran and played. Do we ever think about them? For me, there is a deep sadness, and loss I feel in what we had done to these original peoples.

My whole view of this area, now has a much different meaning to it. I see it as a sacred place, not just a place to camp. A place to show respect to.

I find that once I get settled into our camps, and begin to look around, I see the beauty of my surroundings and feel a gratitude in those experiences. I feel grateful that I have the boys by my side on this adventure. It would not be the same without them. It is hard to explain the beauty in nature that I see and feel here. It cannot be explained enough in words.

Looking across the Columbia River (that now seems like just a series of damned lakes, of this once great river), over to the Washington side, viewing the spectacular scenery of the mountains and plateaus rising above the river, imagining what this place must have looked like when only the native people were here, and the land untouched by modern day man.

I hear in the near distance Canadian geese honking away, and the echos against the steep walls of the gorge.

There are plenty of freight trains on both sides of the river, carry freight, oil, and coal. I was watching a very long train on the Washington side carrying oil tankers. I was thinking about the possibility of a derailment of coal or oil, and the environmental consequences of such a disaster? With the health consequences to human life and animal life?

In June, 3, 2016, a Union Pacific unit train carrying nearly three million gallons of oil derailed by the Oregon town of Mosier. Of the supposedly safer tanker cars on the train, 16 derailed, spilling 42,000 gallons of oil. The volatile Bakken crude ignited, causing a fire that took14 hours to put out. It sent up a plume of toxic smoke and ash that could be seen for miles. It contaminated the Mosier water system, and oil spilling into the Columbia River for miles. How clean is the Columbia River? Today, toxic contaminates are mercury, DDT, PCBs, and PBDE flame-retardants, PAHs, arsenic, copper, lead, pharmaceuticals, and personal care products. The dams along the Columbia River also pollutes the river with oil spills. If you think we have clean water in our fresh water creeks, streams, and river systems, you better think again? And it is all human created since the Europeans first stepped on this land we call North America. (To this day I am writing this on November 11, 2023, oil and coal are still transported by rail along the Columbia River Gorge).

The Camp Host said it was okay to pick up twigs, so I am picking up some twigs from two dead downed trees nearby camp for a fire.

Midday when I was getting our camp set up and almost complete, it did begin to lightly sprinkle. We then headed for the grocery store, still sprinkling. On our return to camp, the weather turned absolutely beautiful. A gorgeous day along the Columbia River. Most of the campers at the campground had left. The traffic noise at our new site seems to be a bit quieter. The only place for the tent was right next to where the camper’s parking is at the site to our left. Hopefully we will get lucky and have no neighbors in that site.

In the area we are camped, there is a slight drop off where there is a grassy area, then a large patch of blueberry bushes. I was told there was also poison oak. There are lots of ground squirrels in the grassy area that Nanook is observing, while Tokata is napping from the busy day of setting up our new camp. It is hard work supervising me.

Two storms are projected for the weekend. We plan to leave on the first part of next week. I wanted to spend a little time at the Columbia Gorge, so I can scratch that off the list for things to do. It is amazing here. I was seeing this area with child’s eyes, so wondrous, magical, and beautiful. This is a childhood dream of mine to live in nature. It only took me many decades to get here.

April 5, 2018 – Thursday

Last night at about 8:30 pm, we went to bed. It was a beautiful evening, and with no rain. The temperature was around 60 deg. I could barely hear any traffic noise from the highway, but the trains heading east were very loud, almost scary sounding. Sounding like they were right on top of us. The bright train light beams would light up the whole tent. It was like in the scenes of a movie, when one would open the door of their house, and the train would be barreling down on them. The trains going westward weren’t as loud. I could also hear the trains across the river.Last night we also had a river paddle boat come by, that was cool to see. Then an occasional barge. I saw the one last night, and one this morning making things pretty exciting. Very few small boats have used this stretch of river for fishing. This river would be the last place I would fish in with it’s toxic laden soup. I think of the poor creatures who really have no place to get clean water that once were pure of man’s toxic waste.

The winds were blowing, coming and going, and with little rain falling. There was a light rain during the night. I had the window covers open, occasionally checking for any wetness coming in the tent. The fir trees helped block the rain next to our tent. Then the rain was beginning to come down a little harder, so I thought it was a good idea to close the window flaps. It was hard getting out of my nice comfortable sleeping bag to close the window covers, but much better than waking to a wet tent inside.

This morning we got up at 9:00 am, took a short walk, and paid for another night. The temp. was 50 deg., overcast and misty. I talked with the Ranger at the kiosk while paying for the night, and he asked how long I was going to stay? I told him possibly Tuesday. He said he would work with me on how I wanted to pay, and he would block out the site until Tuesday. A very nice guy and found the Rangers in many campgrounds very helpful and workable with the campers.

Our walks are somewhat short due to the lack of trails here. The only place to really walk is along the campground road. It is a beautiful morning walk enjoying the views along side the Columbia River.

A Tug and barge came by this morning, moving slowly down the river.

It is raining now, but just with a light sprinkle. I did put up the canopy yesterday, so we have some protection from the wet weather. If one has the room for a canopy, it is well worth having both in the winter and summer. One just has to be aware of winds. The canopy is nice to have because it gives one the experiences of being outside much more, as with being a necessity for doing the cooking, and as for me, writing in the journal, or just reflecting or observing, in listening while in nature. But I also enjoy the openness of not having it. I find it to confining at times. Both the boys are under the canopy with me, then Takota moved to huddle against the tent. His way of saying, “let me in the tent, please.” But not when he is all wet! He is getting some protection from the fir tree canopy.

I said a prayer to the spirits of the area today, and gave an offering of tobacco. In this prayer it is simply asking for allowing us to be here, asking for the protections for me and the boys, and any wisdom and knowledge the spirit beings can bring to me in having a better understanding of the natural world, to be a better steward of the land, of the air, of the water, and the respect of fire. The four elements of life. On our travels from camp to camp I also ask my spirit helpers to give us protection, safety, strength, support, and wisdom. And to provide us with a nice campsite. So far we have gotten these things provided to us.

I have been saying this for a while, but it is now time to toss the air mattress in the trash, and replace it with the new one we have. I tend to keep things as long as I can before they no longer are functional. This mattress has been a stretch.

I am finding my way around my Smart Phone and I am realizing it is pretty smart after all. It is a useful tool when it works. And I am finding it actually takes pretty good photos. It is easy to carry around vs. carrying a camera around, and much easier to photograph with the two boys.

This morning by the river, I thought I saw a young osprey. Other birds I have seen here are the junco, Steller’s jay, robins, crows, the gray heron, and I thought I saw two bald eagles flying along a ridge line to the south of us. Also I saw a woodpecker, and doves, and heard Canadian geese. I have been hearing a bird of prey calling each morning.

One of the priorities in a good camp, is a good place I can pee in privacy. I found a spot in our new camp as along we have no campers next to us.

Mid-Afternoon Entry

The rains have seemed to stop for the moment, but looking towards the west, more is to come. Because I am not familiar with the area, it is hard telling how much rain will actually fall. Will it be heavy downpours, or light rain that we have been getting mostly in Oregon? The light sporadic rains I can handle. The on and off rains (although somewhat light) we had for four days, consecutively at Harrison Beach was a bit to much with having a leaking tent, the boys and I being constantly wet did become a bit overwhelming, in pushing my limits of tolerance.

Although camping has it’s undesirable limits at times during the late fall, winter, and early spring months, seldom does one have to deal with crowds of people, the campgrounds are usually peaceful and quiet, and there is always the beauty of the changing weather with her many moods during these times.

We are suppose to be experiencing high winds through the gorge from the west of 20 mph. I hope the tent survives. I will lower the canopy.

The roaring winds we had during the night last night, that came from the west didn’t seem to bother the tent much. We have no protection or wind blocks for the tent. Most of the morning has been beautiful out.

Not many campers here, one guy just came in and camped three sites from us to our left.

Besides the highway noise it has been quiet here, and peaceful.

Afternoon Entry

On the Washington side, I counted 97 oil tanker cars on one train.

A little bit ago it was lightly sprinkling. So both Nanook and I were under the fir tree staying dry. Takota was next to the tent in the open. Then the rain got a bit heavier, dropping rain drops on my book I was reading. Then a steady rain began falling. Our only option now was to climb into the tent.

April 6, 2018 – Friday

We got up at 9:00 am after spending some special time with Nanook, when he climbed up onto my bed with me. His heavy body lying on top of me, while I gave him loving scratches. I was only able to take so much of his weight, then I booted him off of me.

I heard from the Camp Host this morning that we are going to get some sunshine today, and no rain.

It was 54 deg. It rained lightly off and on through the night.

The river was covered in a blanket of fog this morning giving the river a mystic feel and beauty to it.

It was a lovely morning indeed as it is every morning waking up to nature with her ever changing moods. This is why I enjoy camping during this time of year. So far on our journey, we haven’t had to get up in a heavy rain. It has always been a light rain, or even a pleasant mist.

Last night I was thinking of our next move. I was thinking about heading to Brooks Memorial State Park, but it is at an elevation of 3,800 feet with a possibility of snow. I wasn’t ready to drive in the snow with hauling a trailer. I have to think about this a bit more. Mike (our camping friend) was telling me we should camp at Wenatchee Confluence State Park. That can also be an option.

This morning on our walk we saw two children, a boy and a girl, and their parents camping in a RV. I was thinking, this is how these children learn about nature. It is not so much camping in a RV, although I don’t like them in nature, but it is about what the children will learn from the parents about nature, in experiencing nature. They won’t learn about nature playing with their toys, and electronic games, or watching TV in the comforts of the trailer with all the niceties of a kitchen, toilet and shower, and a warm place inside. In all the places we have camped, I have never seen the parents teaching their children about truly experiencing and being in nature, in learning to truly appreciate nature, in the beautiful wonders of nature. There are exceptions to this, usually when the children are camping with their grandparents. Or the parents themselves had grown up in nature, and they understood the value that nature can bring to children in their learning that goes beyond the material world. Because most parents have grown up in this material and synthetic world, they know nothing about teaching their children about nature. This is very sad to see, because they are missing out on the very beauty nature brings to us in the plants, the trees, and wildlife. The parents can also open the children’s minds with the old adventure stories like Huckleberry Finn and Tom Sawyer. And the sad thing is, mostly likely these children will carry on this tradition of their disconnection with nature.

One of the reason we took this journey, is to get closer and deeper into a relationship with the natural world. I knew, if I was in nature 24/7, spent silent moments watching and listening to nature, experiencing a beingness or presence in nature, to feel nature within through breathing deeply the cleansing air, my awareness would deepen my experiences with nature, and within myself in ways I could never imagine. It was an awakening in this relationship between me and nature.

I had learned through my reading, and from my experiences in nature. And learning much from the indigenous peoples of the world, and how they related to the natural world. In my practicing bushcraft skills that brought me closer to all things nature provides to us, with respect and appreciation.

Before the Europeans took a single step on this land, the indigenous peoples who had lived here for thousands of years, lived in harmony with the land, and to all life. They saw all life as being sacred. They took from nature only what they needed, and nothing. Since the native people did not write in words, they used their language in story telling, with their songs, in their ceremonies, their dancing, their prayers, and writing on rock faces in pictures and symbols, in their spiritual reverence for Mother Earth. For over four hundred years since the Europeans had arrived here, they have tried to eliminate these native peoples through greed and the theft of their lands – always wanting and taking more.

Genocide was not taken off the table, to rid these savages from the earth. They did not understand or see that these savages were more of the earth than the Europeans. Throughout the world, Modern day man has decimated the indigenous peoples everywhere for riches from the land. And it still continues today. We have learned nothing from the wrongs we have done. We don’t realize these indigenous peoples are here to teach us their wisdom and understanding of nature. We continue to push against the planet until she begins to rebel. And the Earth is now rebelling through climate change to teach them, or rid the planet of the human species. The humans will be part of the Sixth Mass Extinction.

“Imagine, if, they had listened… we’d all be sitting together around the fire today, listening to the sacred stories, respecting the waters, honoring the land, honoring one another…”

– Siksikaitsitapi, Blackfoot

Yesterday while talking with my oldest sister on the phone, a young bald eagle flew to a nearby pine tree, perch upon a branch looking for a meal in the river. He or she is just beginning to get the white on it’s head. The simple beauties in nature. I also got a glimpse of the elusive bird that never gives me a good enough look to be able to Identify it. It has a rust color under its wings, and a white tail that is visible in flight. Can you give it a guess? And a scrub jay is flying about our camp.

Evening Entry

Today was a nice day, with temp. at 68 deg., mostly cloudy with no indications of rain. The sun was visible a few times during the day. The evening is very pleasant with temp. at 63 deg., at 9:30 pm.

The light reflection of the river and the sky gave off a dark silhouette of the tree against the little light there was, giving a beautiful image for the eye to see.

I opened all the window coverings in the tent to get air circulating in the warm tent. Hopefully I won’t have to get up in the middle of the night to close them if rain comes in tonight. It is suppose to rain all day Saturday.

April 7, 2018 – Saturday

Last night it began to rain around 12:45 am. It seemed like it was not that much rain, just the light rain we usually get. But it went on and off for most of the night. I did have to get up to close the window coverings so me and the boys, and our bedding wouldn’t get soaking wet.

We got up around 9:00 am from being nice and comfortable in our warm beds. I was thinking today I will change my air mattress today.

The boys and I had our morning greetings with a “happy good morning.” I could not imagine them not being here with me. They are such a joy to be with. The rain had stopped, and it was much lighter in the tent then usual, which means the sun is shining.

It is 55 deg., mostly cloudy with those beautiful billowing clouds filling the morning sky, with a bit of the sun shining through the few openings between the clouds. I felt the sun’s warmth upon the earth. It was a glorious day to be in nature. It was nice seeing the blue sky, if only peeking through the mostly cloudy covering. The air smells fresh after the rain, and the birds are singing with delight. It feels so peaceful out, with the calm river nearby. Last night we had very little wind.

The campground is mostly full, maybe 3/4 full. There are a few tent campers, and the rest camping, if you call it that, in their trailers or RV’s. Most of the time it feels like camping in a glorified RV park with their generators cranking on, masking the sounds of nature.

One of the tent campers were setting up last night in the dark a couple of site from us. And they are gone this morning. One of my rules I have is never set up camp in the dark. My tent is always the first thing to get set up so we have protection from the weather if it comes. And one can see what they are doing. One couple spent a long time setting up their camp. They had a simple old fashion two person A-frame tent, and an elaborate tarp covering that attached to their truck. When they were finished, their truck looked like one big tarp. They packed up today. All that time and work to set up a camp to stay only one night. I don’t get it? The two pair of teenagers are packing up as well.

Preparing my coffee, I open the coffee packet, and smelled the wonderful aroma of the coffee blend. Too bad it doesn’t taste like it smells, but it is tasty none the less.

I had to chuckle in disbelief right now with me and the boys living in a tent, experience nature everyday, looking out towards the Columbia River, the mountains on the Washington side, writing in my journal, and drinking my coffee, next to a nice fire. It can’t get much better than that.

The winds are really beginning to pick up. I opened all the window covers to air out the tent. And hopefully equalize the pressure in the tent, with the winds blowing. My tent does not seem to be able to take a lot of wind. My canopy is toughing it out as well. I was just told we may be getting 30 mph winds tonight. I think we will have to cancel our dinner reservations tonight. No cooking tonight.

I saw an osprey flying by camp against the strong winds. I wonder what they think about that?

Afternoon Entry

I removed the canopy cover this morning when the wind was blowing. I did not want to take a chance of the cover ripping or the frame bending. I also put stronger stakes in for the tent.

I found our new tent was leaking in the same areas of our last tent. I will call Fred Meyers in Dalles or Yakima tomorrow for a replacement tent. Not having much luck with that tent.

April 8, 2018 – Sunday

We got up late this morning because of the rain at around 9:30 am. At 11:00 am, the winds began to pick up again. The skies are clear, but cold out. Two of the boy’s beds are soaked because of the leak in the tent from the rain last night. We also had a nice puddle forming inside the tent. We got a little break from the wind.

I will call Fred Meyers for a replacement. The one in Dalles didn’t have any, but they did have one in Yakima, so I had them hold it for me. I also called Columbia to complain about their poor quality in tents. The first 8 person tent lasted a month, this one a couple of days. But it gets much worse!

Afternoon Entry

The boys and I are inside the truck getting away from the wind. And the wind is getting much worse. A couple of hours ago, half of our tent collapsed and I am not sure how long the other half will remain upright. The guy lines are helping a little, but not much. Well, the tent failed the wind test and the leak test. A “Falure” for this tent.

The winds are suppose to stop around 5:00 pm this afternoon. I hope the other half of the tent survives. The winds are slowly settling down a little, but still having strong wind gusts.

Evening Entry

Most of the day we had brutal winds with half of our tent collapsed. Once we got a break in the wind I was able to get the tent upright, but the frame was weakened by the wind. Then the wind began again, and again half the tent collapsed once more, and then again it collapsed. I was getting frustrated and pissed off. I thought we were going to have to sleep in the truck tonight. The winds finally calmed at 7:00 pm, and I got the tent back upright. And at 7:50 pm, we went to bed. While I was getting into the tent I tripped over the entry threshold, and I lost it, kicking the tent and putting a big rip in the seam. The winds did finally stop, and the tent surprisingly did stay up for the night. We were very lucky.

April 9, 2018 – Monday

We got up at 7:00 am. The tent stayed up without collapsing on us during the night. We were very lucky the winds had stopped, as with the rain, or it would have been a very uncomfortable night.

I told the Camp Host we were leaving. She said, “why don’t you stay?” I told her we were out of here! And we packed up.

We stopped at the Fred Meyers at Dallas to see if they had a tent, and they didn’t, so we headed for the Fred Meyers in Yakima and to a new camp.

We crossed the border from Oregon to Washington State a short distance away from Memaloose State Park. It would take us about 21/2 hours to get to Yakima, Washington. I was thinking about camping near Yakima if we could find a campground.

In Washington, we found ourselves driving in the desert. It reminded me of the Nevada desert, at least in the beginning. Then to a place that was nothing like what I had experienced before. It was just very barren. A landscape that really didn’t interested me at the moment and just wanted to get through it.

We arrived in Yakima in 2 hours. It was a much bigger city than I expected. I am glad I had my smart phone for directions because it took some time to find Fred Meyers. I picked up our replacement tent, and drove to Yakima Sportsman State Park. I wasn’t to impressed by the campground, so we moved on. I looked at my smart phone once again for guidance to our next destination, Wenatchee Confluence State Park. Our camping friend Mike from Washington, suggested it. It helps having people who can recommend campgrounds when I find myself wandering blindly in new lands. Every campground is a surprise, and one never knows what they will find, in the good or in the bad. So far we have had pretty good luck in finding nice campgrounds on our travels. To bad we didn’t have better weather. If this one doesn’t look like a place we want to stay at, we will just take it for one night, and move on. It is getting too late looking for an another campground today. I am tired from the long drive, and I just want to settle in and relax.

The weather was good with mostly clear skies. Once we got into the mountains outside of Yakima, it cooled off quickly, and was hitting scattered snow in places. When we reached the mountain pass we were at 4100 ft elev. It was a beautiful drive through the mountains and seeing the snow on the ground. The air was refreshing with a cold mountain feel to it. Even with the phone guiding me, I wasn’t sure we were going in the right direction.

I had a difficult time finding the campground with all the streets and highways that were very confusing, that we had to weave through. But we were close to the campground, approx. 7 minutes away.

Continues in Part 12

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Our Journey Living In Nature

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part 10

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part Ten

“Erase all expectations when going into Nature, and just allow Nature to guide you into her world. She will open up to you in ways you could not have ever dreamed of.”

– Rick Theile

The Yaquina Bay Bridge

March 19, 2018 – Monday – South Beach State Park, Newport, Oregon

The day started out well with welcoming clear skies, and 38 deg.

We got up for our morning walk to greet the new day. Back at camp, I fed the boys and I began breaking camp.

It took less than 2 hours to pack up, and we were on the road at 10:30 am. Of course I was hoping to leave at 10:00 am, but we got a late start getting out of bed.

Our drive is longer then most, probably the longest so far, about 4 hours to get to our next destination, South Beach State Park in the city of Newport. I was looking at another campground a bit closer than South Beach, but discovered it was closed for the winter.

The long drive was beautiful, but tiring, and uncomfortable having to sit on my broken down cushion of my drivers seat. Driving through Coos Bay brought back memories of Mike and my bike trip to Canada. This is where our friend dropped us off to continue our bike trip. He gave us a ride in his car from Eureka to Coos Bay. We camped there one night, then set off again, heading north. The sand dunes were incredible there.

We made it to South Beach State Park at 2:30 pm. The weather was perfect the whole trip.

It took me a little bit to get oriented to the large campground. It was the largest campground we have been to so far. We did our typical drive through in search of the perfect campsite. We found one on our first go around and grabbed it. I unhitched the trailer then headed for the Visitor Center to double checked if it was available. They charged $21.00/night. I paid for 6 nights. We then went back to our new home to unpack, and begin to set up camp. As always, Takota and Nanook were excited to be out of the truck and in our new camp. The first thing I do in camp is to get the boys tied up, so I can get to work getting the camp set up. And the boys would do their sniffing and marking, then they would find a comfortable spot to relax and to watch and supervise me, making sure I was doing everything correctly. The first thing was finding where I was going to put the tent. I wanted to put it in towards the rear of the campsite, and away from the road, but the ground was uneven enough that would effect having a comfortable night sleep. Our campsite is in a large area, and provided us pretty good privacy overall. Our site backed up close to a wooded area for good privacy. With no luck finding a suitable site where I wanted to put the tent, I put it in a flat grassy area next to the truck and trailer. Not the best place because it was close to the road, but it was really my only choice. We had slept enough on uneven ground, and it does not make for a comfortable night sleep. I was also thinking the truck and trailer might act as a wind block. We also have a lot of vegetation around the camp for a good wind block. Most of this area consists of Lodgepole Pine, and Sitka Spruce, Shore Pine with different species of plants. Our camp feels like we are camping in the forest, and in a way, we are.

Our new campsite

I was thinking about needing to go to the store for food, but because the wind was kicking up a bit, my focus was getting the tent up.

After getting the tent up, and a few things unloaded, we headed for the store. We went to the city of Newport to do our shopping that was just across the beautiful historic Yaquina Bay Bridge, about 10 minutes from the campground. At the end of town there was a Fred Meyers and a Safeway for our shopping needs. I bought some roasted chicken and salad for myself, and the boys had their kibble with a little cooked ham as a topping.

After dinner and waiting about a half hour, we went on a half mile trail walk to the beach. It was a nice trail with the exception that much of it was blacktop (paved). The beach was not that spectacular like other beaches are in Oregon, but the boys like the sand. For them, that was what was important. We did have a great view of the historic bridge from the beach.

On our return to our camp, I got a campfire going and wrote in the journal a little bit, then we went to bed. I was pretty tired.

Although the campground is not right next to the highway, we still got road noise in the distance. We were also close to an airport where planes would be flying over the campground. But overall it was pretty peaceful here.

March 20, 2018 – Tuesday

We woke up to a beautiful morning with blue skies, and 36 deg.

We went for our morning walk to check out some of the area. We discovered the campground (tents only) that was closed for the winter, and explored this nice campground. It had a nice feeling of being in the pine woods, and was pretty good size as for the amount of campsites.

When we got back to camp, I pulled out the stove for cooking and of course for my coffee. Yesterday I just put up the tent. I got a fire going this morning, and using pine it was popping embers all over the place. I couldn’t sit too close to the fire so as not to get hit by the embers.

I thought this area might be good for bird watching, so I put some seed around camp this morning to see what we attract. I noticed crows here, of course, and robins.

With the doubt and uncertainty I am experiencing at night, comes the endless beauty nature provides to us, I am glad I made this choice to be in nature with the boys. There is nothing like waking up each morning, being consumed with natures beauty, in sights, sounds, and smells, that awaken ones senses.

South Beach State Park is one of the most popular state parks in Oregon.

I recognized one of the campers here, that was at Humbug Mountain. They were leaving this morning. Not sure if they were heading out, or just going for resupplies, or sight seeing. When they past our camp, I waved to them in a gesture of “Hello fellow campers, good to see you again.” I never did talk with them, but I still felt a connection there.

Because the tent only campground is closed for the winter, tent campers used the more expensive campsites that has an electrical hookup which is typically more expensive. But if the electrical hookup isn’t used by the tent campers that additional charge is waived. Some campgrounds don’t give campers that choice, and charge them for it whether they use this service or not. We do have a water faucet in our site which is nice, but does not have the drainage rock most campgrounds have. They also don’t have trash cans spread out in different locations, but rather have large dumpsters next to the Visitor Center which is a bit more inconvenient. But then, we don’t have to hear garbage trucks going through the campground for garbage pickup every week. I did locate two dog poop trash container that are helpful so I don’t have to carry around poop bags so far. As for the restrooms, they are nice, with free showers, but there is no parking at the restrooms, and are a distance away. So if you have dogs that can be a problem. Typical rules for dogs are that they are not allowed to be left alone in camp. What this campground did put in that I thought was ingenious, was doggie hitching posts at the restrooms. If you look at it, it usually is not a problem with most campers on some of these things I have mentioned who are here and gone after one or two nights, but as a full timer with two big dogs it can be an inconvenient. But we full timers are a minority for the most part. I tend to get a little bit irritated at times when campgrounds make it more difficult, especially for tent campers. I guess I get picking at times that the parks don’t think through making it more convenient for campers. Especially me, a full time camper? But we are few, and it is what it is, and I just have to deal with it. They also have low profile fire rings I don’t care for. I tend to like the taller ones for safety reasons. Originally I did not like the taller ones because they blocked out a good portion of the fire. If it has a higher base inside the fire ring it is not so bad, and it is easier to start a fire not having to hang over the fire ring. But, I can’t complain too much, it is a very nice campground, and we always seem to make each campsite and campground work for us.

Today I will put up the canopy because we may get some rain coming tonight or tomorrow. We will also go into town for food for the week and to explore a bit of the City of Newport.

Evening Entry

I dropped by the Visitor Center, and found out they have WiFi. I also found a place in South Beach, just outside of the campground where they sell firewood on a honor system. One takes the wood bundles and leaves the money in a box. Each bundle of firewood (six logs in a bundle) sells for $5.00, and $20.00 for five bundles. Not a bad deal. The bundles are held together with rubber strips that makes good fire starting material. South Beach is a small unincorporated community that lies between the campground and Newport. We also checked out the Newport Historical area, and it was jamb packed with people and traffic, so we didn’t stop. Then we headed to Walmart for good prices on propane canisters, and then to Safeway for our food shopping. Newport pretty much had everything we needed.

Back at camp, I put the food away, did some reading, and took a short nap with the boys. After the nap, the boys and I took a walk to the beach. I then fixed the boys and I some fresh frozen Sockeye Salmon for dinner.

We are suppose to get rain all this week, up to Sunday. We may only stay here for a week. The weather forecast indicated nicer weather the following week. Until then, I will have to button up the tent for the rain and possible winds. We will have to see how the weather materializes.

I tied the boys up at the rear of the camp so they have a little more room to run around, and Takota can stand watch for any intruders, human or critters, and Nanook for critters to observe.

We had a busy day today.

March 21, 2018 – Wednesday

While lying in bed in comfort, in my sleeping bag, and over two air mattresses, I was thinking, “stop worrying about the small stuff, and just enjoy the experiences we are having on this wonderful journey we get to experience in nature, day after day, with no end in sight.” I felt a refreshed attitude within.

We got up at 9:00 am with overcast skies, and occasionally feeling a few drops of light rain fall. It was a beautiful morning.

We went on our morning walk, and as always Takota gets tangled up in his leash. I then have to untangle him, over and over again. Nanook learned how to untangle himself at a very young age, just by lifting his leg. It was no big deal. But No, Takota made if difficult. Nanook learned to sit, and shake hands very quickly. Takota’s attitude was, “I don’t do that.”

Back at camp I was getting irritated with little things, like constantly having to untangle the coiled wire cables I used to keep the boys retrained in camp. Being tied up has never bothered them, and I provide a long enough cable for them to move around. The down side of using a long cable is the dogs getting tangled up, as with the coiled cable. The culprit is usually Takota. Takota always has to move around knocking their water bowl over, or getting tangled up. He is a restless bugger, where Nanook usually finds a nice comfortable spot and stays put. He will move to different spots on occasion, but nothing like his brother, Takota.

The rules in most campgrounds is leashes or tie downs cannot be any longer than 6 ft. In length. I stretch that a bit. I have a 30 ft cable, but I make sure it does not extend beyond our campsite boundaries. Few campgrounds enforce these rules, and many campers usually don’t adhere to these rules. Many campers will use the retractable leashes which I think are bad, because the owners will allow their dogs to go into other people’s camps, and from my observations, the owners never keep a close eye on their pets or the control of their pets. These type of leashes provide little control over their pets compared to the 6 foot length. When we are outside our campsite, the boys are always on a 6 ft. leash, and they have their leashes on in the truck, so I have complete control over them when I put them in and take them out of the truck. I then attach them to the cable immediately.

I can understand why campers let their dogs loose in camp. One is because of them getting tangled up. And another reason is, that they think it is okay to let them run around in camp which is not okay, because most dogs will wander outside of camp, or approach other dogs passing by. Another issue is dogs chasing after wildlife. Dogs need to be restrained at all time in a campsite, campground or areas where they are required to be on leash. But there are those who feel they do not need to follow these rules. They do not think about other campers they may impact. As best we can, we have to be considerate campers with all other campers.

We are getting a little sprinkle of rain in camp, so I retreated under the canopy. I prefer being outside in nature as much as I can, even with it raining, so I can experience nature. That is why a canopy is so nice to have. Unless it is a down pour or the winds are blowing. I will use natural wind breaks when I can to protect us from the wind. The boys have learned to use the vegetation, and trees for protection from the wind or rain. They also use the picnic table for cover from the rain.

A Steller’s jay came to visit us this morning. He was squawking a bit, and looking around, then flew off. So far that I know, no birds have been attracted by the bird seed in our camp yet. I did spot the elusive bird with the rust colored underside, flying from tree to tree.

This morning I started a campfire and wanted to see how that rubber strip from the wood bundles worked as a fire starter. And it worked well as expected. A good fire starter for emergencies. I will put some in my fire starter bag.

I have a nice fire going to start the cool morning out. Since I am under the canopy, I can’t enjoy the fire for warmth, only for the crackling of the wood and the ambience it provides.

The boys are starting to howl when a dog or dogs walk by our camp. Takota will first start barking, then prances around, showing he means business, then he starts howling, and Nanook will follow with howls. Takota typically starts to howl first, and then Nanook starts in most of their howling situations. I think they were telling the dogs passing to stay away from our camp. When they howl, I feel I am experiencing the call of the wild. They started howling at an early age, and I always encouraged them to howl. I thought I could use that as a communication with them and me.

I am not sure what our plans will be today.

Evening Entry

Most of the morning were light showers, it then got progressively more consistent and heavier in the afternoon. In the evening we were getting a mix of light to heavy rain.

This morning I was going over the Washington State map for options to camp in the mid to eastern part of the state. Not many options that I could see. I didn’t want to drive the coast line of Washington and deal with more rain and wind. I figured it would be dryer to the east. I wanted to cut through the Columbia Gorge, to camp and see the gorge, and also to get to the Washington side. There was only one State Park Campground on the Oregon side in the gorge. And they require reservations after the first night, and I don’t do reservations. I wanted to stay at this campground for just a week with the schedule I am trying to keep, but I do like this campground, and our campsite a lot. I think it will get harder getting campsites when the weather begins getting better, and more people getting out into the great outdoors. And of course, many campgrounds will require reservations.

Shoreline at South Beach State Park

I will go to Walmart at some point to try and get a pad for my driver seat. It is really getting uncomfortable to drive long distances.

I would like to cross the Canadian border by the beginning of May. The thoughts of driving through Canada brings some uncertainty, but also a lot of excitement in the beauty we will see, in the remoteness that we will experience in the Boreal forest, and the wildness that will be all around us, and in the smells, and freshness of the forest filling the air.

On our way to the store for some food, I stopped by the Big 5, to check out the good sale they were having on air mattresses. I never know how long the air mattress I just bought would last, and it would be nice to have a backup. It is always nice to have backups. I also dropped by the GMC dealership to take care of a recall I have on my truck for an air bag replacement. The guy in the service department would check on the part to be replaced. He then told me the recall was put on hold for my truck.

March 22, 2018 – Thursday

It rained all night with a light rain and little occasional wind.

When we got up to go for our walk, it was mostly overcast, broken. A light shower fell during our walk that felt refreshing touching my skin, and the air smelling fresh. We found a nice trail through the woods that took us around the closed campground, then we finished our walk through the closed campground.

It is always hard telling what the weather will be from moment to moment. By experiencing these changes, they can be filled with wonder, or filled with dread. I try to focus just on the beauty and wonders nature brings to us. We were getting blue skies and Sun, then in a flash, it was clouding up again. I did start a fire when we had that brief moment of clearing skies. An occasional breeze would come through our camp.

Our tent did well with the rain we had during the night, although it was just a light rain.

The Steller’s jay came into camp enjoying the bird seed. I also saw juncos in another campsite this morning. Occasionally ground squirrels can be seen scampering around looking for food. One was running through the bushes in our camps.

The rain has begun once again with the wind being the indicator. This will probably go on all day, through Friday, and maybe Saturday. Any blue skies that was here is now darkened by the gray rain clouds. Once I mention blue skies, the rain stopped and the blue skies reappeared like magic.

The burning of the firewood smells good in the morning air. Being in nature are truly magical experiences to behold when we can let go of out thoughts and just be in the moment.

This is the second time I burned a slug that was on the firewood. I have to stop doing that. This very act with a creature of the Earth, no matter how insignificant we may think it is, shows no respect for nature itself. All life has a role on our planet, that is part of the web of life. All life should be respected. It is the small things and large things that we do that can impact the whole scheme of life. By showing respect for all life, nature smiles upon us. When we don’t, nature cries for the loss. Asking, “why am I doing this to my relations?” I am always learning with nature being my home.

A robin that I saw foraging on the ground, brought back a memory I had when I was young. We had some kind of a red berry bush the robins loved to eat. We saw them on the grass in my front yard listening to the earth, then pulling out a worm for a meal. My friend and I were sitting on the porch one day, and my friend said, “They are listening for worms.” I had never thought about that until my friend made that comment. And I still remember that to this day. One evening not long ago, I heard a robin perched high on the tip of a tree, singing a beautiful song, and it gave me a greater appreciation for this beautiful bird for what they share to those who are listening, and in the beauty they bring to the world. Then one day, the robins and hawks began to disappear from our area. Was it the DDT that was being sprayed or something else? And if it was DDT, how did it effect us, the human? At that time, we thought DDT was a miracle solution for ridding us of insects. We were not aware, or even thinking about the impact it was having.

If it wasn’t for Rachel Carson’s brave warnings about poisoning our planet with insecticides, much more harm would have been done to all life. She opened our eyes to these toxins that impacted all life, even human life.

The rear portion of our campsite

Evening Entry

I talked with a volunteer at the Visitor Center, and we were discussing the high nightly rates where the campgrounds had electrical hookups at all the campsite. This campground did not charge tent campers if they did not use the electrical hookup. But there are some campgrounds that do. Why is that? It does not seem fair, and it is not fair, or right. I pay $21.00 per night here. It would be $31.00 per night if they charged for having the electrical hookup, whether you used it or not. I was referring to the Oregon State Parks. But I found this to vary from State Parks in other states as well.

The gal I was talking with also mentioned Spring Break starts this weekend, and I should stay here because it will be very busy at the campgrounds. Especially the more popular campgrounds like this one.

We are suppose to get some rain through Saturday, and Sunny weather starting on Sunday through to next Saturday. I also confirmed with the nice Park Ranger if I can keep my campsite for another week? He checked the reservations and said, “I was good for another week.” So I paid to hold my campsite. We will be staying for another seven days from this Sunday. The ranger also told me directions on how to bypass most of Portland, and cutting my drive about an hour in getting to the Columbia Gorge. Things are looking better with some of my concerns I had about the Spring Break rush, and the weather. Hopefully the weather will be kind to us for our departure day.

In the afternoon we went to shop for dinner, got some gasoline in the truck, got a new air mattress, and a butt cushion at Walmart. I also found a guy selling firewood in Newport, and bought about a weeks worth of fir firewood.

Going across the high bridge to get to Newport we hit very strong wind gusts, shifting my canoe from side to side, that was also effecting my truck. I saw a tarp I had in the bed of the truck fly out and hoping it wouldn’t cause an accident on the bridge. Luckily a police officer wasn’t around. I am sure I would have gotten a ticket, for sure.

On our way back from Newport and before crossing the bridge, I tightened the lines, and straps from the truck to the canoe. But I still got some front movement of the canoe going back and forth over the bridge. Pretty scary going over the bridge in those high winds.

I was getting concerned if the canopy and tent was still up with these winds. When we got back to the campground the winds didn’t seem so bad. I then saw a new camper with a canopy and tent flapping all over the place. When we reached our camp, the wind wasn’t effecting our camp much, but it did begin to blow a bit more in our camp, so I secured the guy lines on the tent. I would always recommend completely closing up and securing the tent, just to be prepared for unexpected weather, and especially when leaving camp. The weather looked like we could get a down pour any time. The rain never came, and the clouds were replaced with blue skies.

The new firewood we got didn’t want to start up to well. It felt a little wet. Once I got some hot coals under the wood, the fire got going. I got a good price for about a weeks worth of wood and figuring I would have a fire in the mornings and evenings, weather permitting.

Today, we had a productive day getting things done in town. Especially getting a good load of firewood. It is always nice having a good stack of firewood in camp.

If we do get nicer weather all next week, it will be the first since being in Oregon.

Before going to bed, I wanted to see if there was good access to the internet at the Visitor

Center. There was, so I checked Facebook, deleted emails, and checked weather. The forecast now says rain on Sunday. I am glad I extended our stay here. It is suppose to be nice up to the following Wednesday after our departure day on the following Monday. But maybe not. The weather always changes as does the winds blow.

March 23, 2018 – Friday

It rained off and on all through the night. We got up at 8:45 am. My mind was still foggy from the dream I was having. I was also doing some writing in my head last night, thinking I will write it down in the morning, and as always when I think about putting on paper, it becomes a blank sheet. For me to remember these occurrences, I have to write them down when they come to me. Sometimes I do, and most of the time I don’t. I knew a nice walk in nature would clear this fog in my head, and it did. Once this head fog had lifted, I began remembering what thoughts were running through my head in the middle of the night. I also find in my writing, if I write it down, it doesn’t mean when I rewrite it down, that it will be the same. Sometimes I don’t even look at what I wrote down in my notes. Funny thing how that happens.

It was a nice walk, the rain had stopped while we were strolling through the park. This park has nice trails, short, but nice. Especially when we walk them alone.

Back at camp from our walk, the temperature reading says 47 deg. It feels much colder with the dampness in the air, and with the wind blowing.

The first thought I had was having a fire. And 15 minutes before that it was hailing.

Overall the sky was overcast with some blue sky peaking out between the gray sky.

Because of the wind, I don’t think I will be going into Newport today for food. I have food for the boys, and I will order a take out at the Crab Shack in South Beach just a few minutes from camp, for my dinner. I haven’t had a good sea food meal for a long time. I have salad in camp I can have, if I am still hungry.

I was thinking how nice the good weather will be for a full week, and maybe longer.

I may have mentioned this on this series of blogs already, but one of the reasons I wanted to do this journey with my canine companions was because I had a real concern about the impacts climate change will have on our planet, and to the natural world. For a long time I have observed how most of the modern day world had very little or no respect for our “living” planet. We used her for our own selfish reasons, benefits, and thrills. And never had the gratitude of giving back to her, or in a simple prayer of thanks, for all she has giving us – in the many life sustaining benefits she provides to us. We take, and give nothing back in return, but destruction of this sacred life force. We pollute and poison the air we breathed, the water we drink, and the land we grow our food from. We have lost that connection with nature that has given so much.

I wanted to experience that deep personal relationship with the natural world before it was too late. Jumping forward about 4 years, I made the decision to get out of nature, in the lifestyle we were living, because it was getting too dangerous, and as for other reasons. The devastating impacts of Climate Change was upon us. We did not have to wait until 2050. And the continuing devastating changes on our planet can be seen all around the world, impacting all life forms. And it will continue to worsen.

I did not come close to all the things I wanted to accomplish on this journey, but I was lucky enough to experience a small piece of it, and our relationship and connection, and the oneness to all life.

The dream I had was about a woman I met back in the 90s. She was a beautiful soul. She lived in South Dakota, and I in California. We talked on the phone everyday. We talked about books we had read, and the stories that brought meaning to both of us. With those talks I began experiencing a shift in awareness towards a spiritual direction. A place I thought I would never go or even had any interest in moving towards. She did not consider herself religious or spiritual, but I felt she was a spiritual guide that was there to guide me on my spiritual path. She send me a book by the late Dr. Wayne W. Dyer titled, “Your Sacred Self – Making the Decision to Be Free.” We talked a lot about Wayne Dyer. She would see him when he was in town on lectures. I had read his first couple of book years before, but knew little about his transformation he had experienced. I read this book she sent me, this book was “Your Sacred Self,” and I began experiencing a major transformation to the spiritual. Was this woman that came into my life an angel, a spirit guide, unknowingly showing me to the sacred? To a place I never knew existed.

On this spiritual path I found myself on, it wasn’t like I was looking for it, or I needed it, or it was pushed upon me – it was like experiencing a welcoming gentle breeze running through me and deep within me.

In the morning I wrote in the journal, and did some writing in a note book afterwards.

Evening Entry

I went to the Visitor Center and asked if they would let me charge my laptop there? And they were obliging to do so. I checked the weather and of course it changed once again. More rain is expected tomorrow. Today it sprinkled or rained most of the day today, as with being a cold day.

I did a little reading today, and sat by the fire to get warm in between the rain showers.

I picked up my laptop from the Visitor Center, then went to South Beach to pick up some dinner at the Crab Shack, then brought it back to camp. After dinner the boys and I went on our evening walk. We had a light rain during our walk, and came back to camp, wet.

The campground was filling up quickly for the weekend. I am glad we reserved another week here.

After our walk I just wanted to get out of the rain and cold. I was wet and the boys were very wet. We slipped into the dry tent at about 6:30 pm. Also the new weather forecast was for more rain for next week. I really wonder if the weather forecasters really know what they are forecasting. Maybe they should say, “Nice weather is expected, but it can always change, so don’t count on it.”

March 24, 2028 – Saturday

We rose from our slumber and greeted each other with a good morning to a new day with hugs and kisses. I love my boys and I am very grateful to have them with me. We got up at 8:30 am, the temperature was 36 deg. The rain took a break. Half the night we had no rain, then half the night til morning a light rain fell.

We took our morning walk, the rain didn’t start until mid point on our walk with a light rain. It was on and off, but mostly on. Back at camp I wanted to start a fire to warm up, but it was pointless with it raining. We did have a nice walk and discovered a new trail.

The campground got pretty busy last night with people coming in. Both campsites next to us were occupied. On one side they had an elaborate tarp set up over the picnic table, but nothing else, as far as a tent goes. I suspect more people will come in today.

My air mattress is getting flatter and flatter. I think it is time to replace it with the new one I just bought.

Right now I am having my coffee, and writing in the journal. The boys had their breakfast and are now relaxing. There are dogs that are always doers, mine are relaxers. They enjoy their walks, and exploring, but they also like just being in camp with me.

A towhee dropped by camp yesterday to check out the bird seed situation, but stayed in the shrubs. This morning he returned and was enjoying the bird seed. Another bird came in and I am guessing it was the female. Also a junco joined in on the feast. I guess the word is finally getting around that there is food at this camp. We will see who comes tomorrow. The crows are dropping by, but I think they are after the dog food more than the bird seed. Why not go for the big stuff rather than the small stuff?

Afternoon Entry

We went shopping for food in Newport, checked weather, and checked Facebook. I have been on Facebook since 2007, and many Facebook friends are following us, so I like to check in with them and let them know our updates, and share any short writings I have done.

When we returned to camp, a recreation trailer moved in next to us, the people were already gone doing something when we got into camp.

A stream of trailers were coming into the campground for a one day camping experience. I could not really see the point of camping just for one or two days. But most people do. And at one time, I was one of them. Unfortunately many come into nature I believe for the wrong reason. And it is not to commune with nature for the most part on a deeper level. To connect deeply with the natural world, away from our busy non-stop lives in our modern world. We have become machines, always grinding away for a better life that usually never comes. We only have the present moment, and nature can teach us that there is much more to life then the life we have chosen in the material world, then our culture has chosen for us. We live in a matrix where the powerful controls us, but gives the illusion that we are in control.

It amazes me how the word gets out among the bird community everywhere we go when they found a good source of food. There were about 20 juncos in camp and a few towhee. I bet there will be more tomorrow coming to feed.

It was raining oh so lightly, so I decided to get a fire going for the evening. It was a beautiful night, with no rain, and very pleasant out. The campground was quiet overall for being so crowded.

March 25, 2018 – Sunday

I was looking forward to a nice non-rain day today, and it started out with off and on showers.

We went for our walk I notice a lot of rain puddles, and my parking area is getting partially flooded. It was a nice walk although we were getting a bit wet. When we returned from our walk, I didn’t see any birds around. I spread some more bird seed around camp, while the birds were waiting in the bushes. They still remained in their hiding place – then all at once they came out to feed. The Steller’s jay also arrived. It is such a pure joy to see our bird friends visit us in camp. And now we have two jays visiting.

The campground is pretty much full with mostly people bringing their homes away from home. There maybe only about 10 tent campers here, including me.

So far in the Oregon State Parks, I have seen nothing about the history of the native peoples here before the white settlers had arrived, and during recent times. In our modern world, they have become the forgotten people, like so many indigenous peoples in the world. California State Parks seemed to do much better than Oregon in that respect. A lot better.

The family camping on the other side of us, came back to their camp after crabbing. They caught two crabs. A bit later one of the guys dropped by our camp and offered us some crab. It was hard to refuse this kind offer, but I think they had five in their family, and I didn’t want to take what little they had. I thanked him for the kind offering anyway.

March 26, 2018 – Monday

Yesterday turned out to be a pretty nice day as far as very little rain. This morning was another story. It began raining lightly in the morning around 6:00 am. We stayed in bed until it stopped at about 9:00 am. On our morning walk, it started out with no rain, then a light rain, then steady rain showers getting me and the boys soaking wet. But as always, it was a nice walk in the rain.

I seemed to be sleeping pretty well in a half deflated air mattress as long as I don’t move much. If I move around it feels like being in a water bed half full.

It seemed quite a few campers left yesterday with others coming to take their place.

Some college students set up camp next to the right of us. At least 6 of them, both girls and guys. They left after setting up their camp for a hike probably to the beach. It was quiet with our new neighbors gone, and even the whole campground seemed peaceful. I was expecting the teenagers next door to be noisy when they returned. I reflected on all the times I was disrespectful to others. It is just part of being young with a sense of freedom and independence. But during these times though with this freedom, we tend to get out of control.

When they got back to camp they were a bit loud and with a lot of laughter, but they were not out of control. Probably because they were not drinking alcohol. They kept the noise down during the evening, and I was able to have a peaceful night sleep.

While I was at the Hospitality Office (I was calling it the Visitor Center), I was checking on the weather , and asking the employees (volunteers) why there wasn’t anything in their pamphlets about Native Americans in this region? They didn’t have an answer to my question. This tells me that few people think about the very people who once lived here, and who still lives here, but who are invisible to us.

The gal I was talking with said that one of the Camp Hosts here is a Native American elder, and he is fully involved with his tribe. He might be able to give me some insight on the native people here. I remember seeing him and I knew where his trailer was. So I immediately drove over to his trailer to talk with him. I was excited about having a conversation with the elder. I knocked on his door, when he answered I introduced myself and asked him if he would mind talking with me about his people. He immediately responded with, “I don’t know anything.” I knew he just didn’t want to talk with me. I mentioned that the gal at the Hospitality Office told me you might be able to help me? He replied once again, “I don’t know anything.” I knew he did, but just didn’t want to talk with me. So I ran over to the Hospitality Office, and told the gal, “He wouldn’t talk with me!” She was surprised, because he openly told them stories about his people. I was hoping maybe she would talk to him, telling him I had good intentions, but nothing ever transpired. I was a bit disappointing, I was hoping to connect with him on a very personal level. But I also know, few Native Americans trust white people. I should have given him some tobacco as an offering. Maybe he would have reconsidered having a chat. I was sorry that I did not have the opportunity to talk with him. From that point on I gave up on trying to talk with, or connect with the Native people. If it happens it will happen.

Our bird friends, the juncos, towhees, and jays were filling up on the bird seed this morning. It amazes me how well birds do in cold, wet, and windy weather. I am sure the bird seed helps in their fat stores.

I would like to get a fire going this morning, but not sure if the rains are going to come back. The rains started again with a light rain for about a half hour. After the rain stopped, the birds returned for a second helping. A chipmunk partook in the bird seed buffet as well. Nanook has an eye on him. Takota couldn’t care less.

Yesterday Nanook was lying down next to a huckleberry bush where a chipmunk usually came out in the open to feed. He came from another area and ran right by Nanook’s nose. Nanook was relaxing when this little critter disturbed his rest time. Nanook realized what had happened and spent about a half hour sniffing out that critter. I wish I could have gotten on video of this. The thing with photographing or video taping wildlife, one always has to be ready for it. Professional photographers or videographers usually finds a good spot where there is wildlife activity and they wait, and hopefully being able to capture something special. I didn’t think about trying to photograph or film wildlife with two big dogs around. I can do it with birds, in camp but they are quick and most of my shots end up blurred on Automatic mode. I haven’t figured out how to set the shutter speed on my camera.

We had a late breakfast in between the rain showers. I didn’t do much, did a little reading and checked the internet. And just enjoying being out in nature. This lifestyle seems to be suiting us just fine.

It is almost 1:00 pm and still raining and cold. We are watching that chipmunk for entertainment.

Evening Entry

The one chipmunk turned out being two. For being such small creatures, they are awfully brave around people. I was walking back from my peeing spot, and a chipmunk was about two feet away from my feet. It seemed not to be bothered by me being so close. Then about 30 seconds later it scampered back into the brush. They are obviously not bothered by the boys either.

A light rain fell most of the day today, and more expected for tomorrow. So far this evening is pretty pleasant out. I can enjoy sitting out under the night sky. Our tent seems to be doing fine, with no leaks.

March 27, 2018 – Tuesday

It is warming up. It is about 45 degrees when we got up. And at 10:00 am the temperature rose to 50 deg. It still feels cold with the moisture in the air, and the wind blowing. Most of the night the skies were clear and the stars shining bright. At some point it started to cloud up and some moisture fell.

On our walk, we didn’t get rained on. I was noticing all the plant life all around the area. The moss on the ground, and on the trees, the lichen hanging from the tree branches, the mushrooms, the many plants, and ferns, and of course, the trees. It was a moment of gratitude.

Even with the cooler weather we have been having, the boys are beginning to blow their inner coat out that began around a month ago.

The forecast today is suppose to be rain showers. This morning we will have a fire before the rains start to celebrate nature and all that she gives to all life.

I have been having more fires then I thought and my firewood supply was getting depleted quickly. I have about 26 logs in the bed of the truck, and 14 in the wood pile next to the fire ring. That should get me about 6 more fires. We will be here for 5 more nights.

Last night before getting ready for bed, I noticed my air mattress was as flat as a pancake. I added air to the mattress, but I was not sure how long it would stay inflated. I was pleasantly surprised it stayed inflated all night. Go figure?

We are getting a light sprinkling right now.

Today we need to go shopping for some food.

The birds seem to be eating all the bird feed, and I am sure the chipmunks might be helping. I will have to put more down. I haven’t seen them feed this morning. They could have come to feed before we got up this morning or during our walk.

According to the last weather forecast I looked at, it is suppose to get nicer for at least for four days. We are leaving in five days. So I hope we get good weather on our long drive to our next camp on Sunday. I also hope the butt cushion I bought helps in my driving comfort.

The chipmunks are getting very bold in getting very close to the boys. The boys are just watching them as they scamper around.

Yaquina Bay Bridge

March 28, 2018 – Wednesday

With this lifestyle, it can be easy losing track of time. For a minute I thought it was Thursday.

I slept pretty well last night. My blanket and sleeping bag did get wet from the window I had open next to my bed. It was overcast all night, but no rain.

We got up at 8:30 am with blue skies, and partly cloudy.

Yesterday was overcast all day, but really didn’t get much rain. A little in the morning, and a very light rain in the evening.

This morning the boys and I took a different trail, that took us along the jetty. Five minutes into the walk on the Jetty, I was experiencing a sharp pain in the back of my knee. I wasn’t sure if I could walk any further. We continued on our walk with that pain coming and going. Once I was getting warmed up the pain lessened and finally stopped. On very rare occasions I have experienced this pain. But never figured out the cause. At my age, and with our lifestyle things like this get me a bit concerned, and hope it is a short term thing, and nothing serious. I have to stay healthy and strong on this journey. There is no one else to help us.

Today we are going to stay in camp. I have to start thinking about the planning of our trip through Canada, and Alaska.

Evening Entry

On our evening walk we just walked along the road in the campground. A truck driving in the opposite direction of us, slowed and stopped next to us. It was a guy alone. He rolled down his window and asked me if the boys were malamutes? I told him they were Native American Indian Dogs. He said, “Beautiful dogs.” He smiled, and waved while he drove off. I didn’t think much of this encounter and walked on. I then stopped unexpectedly, turned around to see if he was camping near by. I saw him pull into a campsite only a few campsites away from us. A thought came to me, “Maybe he would like to meet the boys?” I had no idea where that came from. We turned around and we started walking towards his camp.

Yesterday, I received a post from a friend saying that I must be meeting a lot of interesting people? I replied back to her that I was not interested in meeting new people. I was not doing this journey to meet new people. It was about being in nature alone with Takota, and Nanook. I was trying to make a strong point that I really just wanted to be alone. I realized later when I wrote this, that it really didn’t make much sense. As a supposed writer, this whole experience we were having was also about other people stories, and not just mine. And much later, I realized I was missing out on other parts of our story by closing the door on other peoples stories. But I kept the door partially closed to focus on the experiences we were having in nature.

Maybe my friend’s comment on meeting people was there to awaken me to a larger experience beyond me, but was also part of me. Maybe this brief experience I had, this inner intuitive voice that was telling me to turn around and talk to this person, in this brief encounter, was for a reason?

When we reach this stranger’s camp, he was getting his camp set up. I asked him, if he wanted to meet the boys. Takota and Nanook seemed excited to meet this stranger. And I thought it would only be a quick meeting. He walked over slowly to us. All this guy’s focus was turned towards the boys. The boys and this stranger greeted each other. He knelt to the ground to be at the same level as the boys, giving them gentle pets. Takota was being a little shy and unsure as he always is at first, being a little stand of offish when meeting new people, and Nanook went right up to him, and began licking his face continuously. He told me his Malamute had died, and I could tell he still felt this deep pain in his heart of the loss of his best friend. I asked him when he had lost his dog? He told me it was eight years ago. I had mentioned, my loss of Shiloh back in 2011, and his spirit was always with me. I noticed his emotions rising to the surface with tears slowly beginning to flow uncontrollably from his eyes. It was hard for me in holding my tears back, while thinking of the loss of Shiloh, and feeling for his loss. It was easy to relate to what he was experiencing in these moments.

We walked over to the picnic table, and Nanook stood by his side as he sat down on the bench, as Nanook continued licking his face. Takota sat next to me. He told me his story about how his dog had died. He was coming back from the VA hospital from having surgery for a shoulder injury. It took most of the day with the surgery, picking up pain medication, and the long drive back to his home, where his dog always waits for him on the front porch. He was looking forward to seeing his companion after that long time being away. But there was no usual greeting by his best friend and life long companion, no wagging his tail, or dancing with excitement, no talking with him as Malamutes do, but was just lying there motionless on the front porch. His heart dropped with concern because he knew this wasn’t good. His beloved friend was gone. He held his dog close in deep grief. While he told this story, Nanook was licking his face and the uncontrollable tears flowing down. I was thinking, he must have felt so much guilt leaving his companion for so long. I know I would have if it happened to me. This guilt isn’t really warranted, but we humans tend to feel this guilt for the loss of a loved one.

He then got up, came over to me, and shook my hand tightly, like he didn’t want to let go. And thanked me for sharing the boys company with him. He told me his tears were of joy in getting to meet and spend a little time with Takota and Nanook, I have never seen Nanook do this before.

In writing this, much later in a blog, I can feel and remember how profound this experience was to me, and with the boys. This opened me up in giving myself, and the boys more experiences in meeting new people and dog friends on our journey. That experience was truly a gift for me to have, and experience those moments in making a difference in another persons life. And listening to other people’s stories.

The boys always gets a lot of attention from others, but they got to give to another person in a very special way. It also opened my eyes to these special moments. Moments it seems I was suppose to experience.

It is 12:15 pm, the temperature is 56 deg. It feels very warm and comfortable with a nice breeze coming through camp. The campground is still quite full.

Afternoon Entry

I took a well needed shower to day. I just had to figure out what to do the the boys. I could hitch them up to the hitching post next to the showers, or park in a campsite that was not used, or leave them in camp? I did decided to leave them in camp and they were fine. Luckily no unleashed dogs strayed into our camp. I should have put them in the truck.

As always, it was an amazing experience taking a warm shower. It revitalized me.

March 29, 2018 – Thursday

I slept well last night, though at times I got a bit cold, colder then it was the night before.

Nanook came to get some loving attention from me, and I told him to lie down, and he assumed that meant climbing on top of me in the bed. I don’t mind, but he can be a bit heavy being on top of me. And he obviously doesn’t mind. Nanook weighs about 120 pounds. I give him loving scratches while he relaxes on me and the bed.

There were two robins landing on top of the two pine trees next me. They were perched at the very top branch of the trees and began singing their morning songs. They appeared as Christmas ornaments at the tops of the trees. A minute later a crow flew next to them and landed on a thin limb, attempting to stay balanced on it. The two robins wanted no part of this crow interrupting their songs, and flew off.

At 8:30 am we got up and it was 40 deg. We had a blue sky to wake up to.

Last night was the second night we have had the window coverings open since we have been here. It is nice to wake up to the rising Sun, looking out into nature from all the windows from my bed. I haven’t been able to do this much since we have been in Oregon due to the rains.

On our morning walk, we took a different trail to the jetty. I brought my camera with me to get some photos of the bridge, but the lighting wasn’t that good. Maybe we will try it another time. I had no problem with the pain in the back of the knee as I had yesterday.

March 30, 2018 – Friday

I slept well last night, but a little restless in the beginning. The boys and I got up a bit past 8:00 am. We went for a short walk and just enjoying being out in nature.

At 9:15 am it was overcast and 48 degrees on our walk. The boys were on the scent of a critter, with their noses to the ground. Takota was really focused on the scent. It took them to some bushes, while I was dragged along behind them. It was probably chipmunks.

I was surprised with all the campers and children around, the campground was pretty quiet. It also may be the spot we are camped at. With all the vegetation we have around us, it may help in blocking the noise.

Last night we met a nice couple from Alaska, and they gave us some pointers about Alaska that was helpful.

After my coffee I removed the stakes from the guy lines of the tent, and took down the canopy. We then went to do my laundry in Newport, and I picked up a Smart phone at Walmart. We also did some grocery shopping.

Afternoon Entry

I finally bought a Smart phone. Mike, our camping friend kept telling me I needed to get one. And I really resisted. I see how people use them, and I didn’t want to be one of those people. I soon realized it would be a good tool for our journey. That is if I have cell service?

All day it was overcast with a cool breeze blowing. At around 5:00 pm the skies began clearing. Back at camp I was able to relax a bit and enjoy the rest of the day, and away from the chaotic day I was having. I was told we are suppose to have a blue moon tonight.

Our new friend we talked with yesterday had left. I am glad the boys were able to help him by just giving him unconditional love. And I was happy I got to experience it as well.

Some campers left today and others came in. I am sure we will have a full campground this weekend.

March 31, 2018 – Saturday

We got up around 8:45 am, skies overcast, but nice, and no rain. It is 49 deg.

Our departure day for our next camp is this Sunday. I will miss our camp here.

A guy I saw whacking away at a log yesterday with a hatchet, that could be heard from my camp, we saw today still trying to split wood with a lot of effort and energy. I felt inclined to tell him about the splitter I was using that worked much better than a hatchet and much safer. I hear people whacking at wood echoing across the campground, and thinking there is a better way. The splitter I use is a “Kindling Cracker,” I wouldn’t leave home without it.

Today I will pick up some food in town, fill the truck’s tank with fuel, and start packing up. I figure it will take the usual 2 hours to pack up camp tomorrow.

Our bird friends came to visit us today. We will miss them.

Afternoon Entry

I checked the weather for this area and the area we are traveling to tomorrow, and rain is possible in the PM, for both areas. So it looks like we will have to extend our stay here for another day.

Today turned out to be a beautiful day with clear blue skies and a nice breeze. This afternoon we are just going to relax and enjoy the rest of the day in nature.

April 1, 2018 – Sunday

I slept well during the night. Only a few rain drops were heard hitting the tent roof, so I got up and closed the window flaps. The splattering of rain drops didn’t last long. They stopped as quickly as they started. It was 7:00 am. The weather is supposed to be overcast with off and on showers throughout the day I suspect. Not a good moving day. Since I did not have to get up to get everything ready for our move, I climbed back into my warm, comfortable bed for a few more winks.

As always the boys slept peacefully. Occasionally I would hear them reposition themselves in their beds. It seems I was alway aware to their movements. Once in a while, one of them would wake me up to let me know they needed to go out. Usually without a sound they would stand next to me or at the foot of my bed just looking at me, and I some how always felt their presence. I had three beds for them, two were at the opposite end to where I was, the other one was next to me. They would change off and on who was going to sleep next to me. I felt a deeper connection with them. A much deeper bonding to them, in always being with them.

We finally got up and went for our walk. It was a nice overcast morning.

I got a nice fire going and sipping on my hot coffee while enjoying the morning in nature. I fed the boys already. Since I took my canopy down, we had no protection from the rain when it comes. I hope tomorrow will be a better day for moving camp.

While I was enjoying the sunny afternoon yesterday, I forgot to put the boys beds outside to dry. I will have to put them in the bed of the truck when we leave, to air dry.

We should see a lot of campers leaving today.

I was talking with the couple next to us who were originally from Idaho and the guy was giving me some helpful hints on dealing with moose. Rutting season is always the most danger with many of the large critter, like moose, buffalo, and elk. He told me moose have very poor eye sight, so if one stays still when seeing a bull moose near, stand still, and hide behind a tree or tall brush. It also depends I suppose in how close one is when encountering a moose. Having two big dogs, or any dogs, can make it more challenging. One should always be alert to one’s surroundings. But even with that, there is no guarantee for a close encounter with a potentially dangerous animal.

Afternoon Entry

We went shopping for additional supplies, and food for tonight. Walmart had good prices for propane canisters for my stove, so I picked up four of them at $3.99 per bottle. Each bottle usually lasts about three days cooking both breakfast and dinner. I also bought 27 packages Mountain House freeze dried meals. They were also at a very good price at $8.99 per package. They are not the healthiest foods to eat, but makes good emergency rations. Mountain House brands are the best tasting that I have found, and they also have the highest salt content, as with GMO (Genetically Modified Organisms) in all their foods. But are very low in sugars (refined), yet high in carbs (sugars).

The weather forecast is suppose to be good weather, but with high winds for Monday.

It began raining around 2:00 pm, and looks like it could continue on most of the night. We are sitting it out in the tent during the rain.

April 2, 2018 – Monday

We stayed in the tent all afternoon and evening yesterday due to the rain. I was hoping to get some things done, but the weather can quickly put a damper on those plans. This morning it was sprinkling on and off. During the night we didn’t get much rain. It was quite windy though.

We got up at 7:15 am, and it was hard telling if we would get rain or not.

The boys and I went on our walk, and on our return to camp, I noticed everything was quite wet in camp from the day and evening rains yesterday. I also found a leak in the tent. The very tent we bought only three weeks ago. I have to search for the receipt from Fred Meyers, and see if they have another one in stock.

April 3, 2018 – Tuesday

I got everything packed up by 10:15 am. We dropped by the Hospitality Center to get the phone number for Fred Meyers, and called to see if they had another Columbia #8 tent in stock. They had one, and had them put it on hold for us. I will pick it up on our way out of town.

I was able to extent our stay here for one more night due to the weather.

We were on the road to our next camp, Memaloose State Park on the Oregon side of the Columbia Gorge.

Crossing the Yaquina Bay Bridge, it was extremely windy. It was a white knuckles crossing the bridge with the trailer. The wind was pushing us all over the place. It felt like we were in a wind tunnel. I took it very slow and praying we would make it over the bridge safely.

We picked up the tent at Fred Meyers, and then on our 41/2 hour drive to our next camp.

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Our Journey Living In Nature

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part 9

Part Nine – Our journey in nature continues

At our camp

March 11, 2018 – Sunday – Humbug Mountain State Park, Oregon.

Last night the coastal fog rolled in completely obscuring the ocean and beach with a layer of thick fog. A very fine mist hangs over the campground. I was hoping to keep all the windows uncovered, but everything was getting all wet inside the tent so I closed up the tent, leaving only cracks in the window openings for ventilation.

The night temperature was comfortable.

I had constant thoughts, I would wake up late, where I would not wake up early enough to meet my time schedule to leave this camp, and move onto our next camp. We did get up at 7:30 am, took the boys for a walk and began packing camp up. I began packing up at 9:00 am after having my coffee and making the boys their breakfast. There was still fog hanging along the shoreline.

I was a bit concerned if I would find a campsite at Humbug Mountain State Park. The girls next to me, two sites over from me, told me it was spring break and I envisioned the campgrounds could be packed with partying youth. This campground was nearly full. I had no idea what to expect at Humbug.

It took me 3 hours to pack up, I was hoping for 2-1/2 hours. We departed at 12:15 pm, and figured a drive of an hour to get to our next camp.

It was hard leaving Columbia #10 behind, it was a good tent for 3 months. We will see how Columbia #8 will do. As long as we didn’t any wind, #10 was a breeze putting up and taking down. With all the large windows it had, it gave us a great view of the outside, giving a feeling of being outside, a sense of openness to nature.

Once again, we hit very little traffic along Hwy 101, the Oregon Coast Highway heading north which is always nice. Nice as in no traffic, and enjoying the spectacular beauty of the coastline drive. It was just me and the boys and the endless stretch of the Pacific Ocean and the rugged land mass called Oregon. We encountered a little road work, but it did not slow us up much. I was relaxed, yet I had a little anxiety about finding a campsite at Humbug.

When we arrived at Humbug Mountain State Park, I spotted the Host and told her what we were looking for, and she pointed me in the ask right direction. We circled the short loop not seeing any campsites suitable for us. There was only one camper here, in a trailer. We slowly drove past each campsite, checking if it was doable or not. Most were not. I am finding that many campgrounds are now designed for the RV’er and not for the tent camper. I found a couple sites as possibilities, then the last site we hit at the end of the loop, Site #23, seemed like we found the perfect site.

Close to the campsite, we had water, garbage, and the restrooms. The site gave us a lot of sunlight in the afternoon. It is a small site but enough to get our truck and trailer into, a good spot for the tent, we had a nice cover of trees surrounding three sides of our camp, giving us good privacy, and a small stream next to us where we can enjoy the soothing sounds of the babbling brook. I hear a lot of bird activity here. Although we are very close to the highway, I anticipate very little traffic noise, if any.

It is 5:30 pm now, with only about an hour of daylight left, so I better get a move on in getting the new tent set up. Our new tent #8 went up with no problem, but it is not as nice as #10. It is an 8’ x 10’ vs. a 10’ x 15’ we were used to. It doesn’t seem that it has the quality or the stability #10 had. The window were also smaller. But it will do, and it will be easier finding a site for it. It is a bit faster putting up, about 20 minutes faster.

The boys seem to be very comfortable with our new site. They seem to be liking this Nomadic life style I have chosen for us.

I am really liking this campsite with lots of trees around us. It has a coziness to it.

It is 6:00 pm and the Sun is going down below the tree line.

The boys where checking the tent out. Nanook really didn’t care. Takota can be a bit more particular to changes in his sleeping quarters. I put the boys beds out in what we had left of the warmth and sunlight to dry out. I was concerned a little of the beds getting mold on them. I will have to watch for that. If they do, they have to be tossed, and replaced, spending more money. The boy’s beds dried out nicely.

After getting the tent up, we went into town for some food. The town was Port Orford to the north of us and only five miles from camp. Port Orford is a small, artistic fishing town. I also checked up on where we can pick up firewood. I asked one of the store employees if she knew where I could get some fire, and she told me, “talk with our butcher, he sell it.” I looked over to the meat counter and this guy was looking at me, I asked the checker, “You mean that guy?” She said, “Yes.” I walked over to the butcher to talk with him, and found he had good prices for firewood. I told him “I will pick some up tomorrow if that is okay?” I picked up a few things for dinner, then headed back to camp.

From what we have seen of Oregon, it has the most spectacular coastlines, and beaches.

I forgot to mention, the campground was only $17.00 per night, which was a good price. I paid for 5 days stay.

March 12, 2018 – Monday

Our first night here, I slept okay. I am dealing with being on two different slopes where my bed is. If even with slight slopes, it can effect ones sleeping.

The temperature is 48 deg. and we are beginning to get high cloud cover that is covering what blue sky we had. It is a beautiful morning none the less. I can feel our new tent having much less space, even feeling a bit cramped compared to #10. It feels like I am sleeping in a VW van. It even kinda looks like one without the wheels. The windows on this tent are a lot smaller that are obstructing our view looking outside into nature.

We are getting traffic noise at the campground from the highway. This is where most campgrounds were built unfortunately. For some who like being in a quiet place in nature, to hear, and experience nature, it is an annoyance to say the least. This campground would be even nicer if we did not have this traffic noise.

I took the boys on our morning walk and I thought we would walk to the beach where we have direct access to from the campground. From our campground we went through another camping area that was closed for the winter months, then a trail that took us under the highway bridge, and to the beach on the other side. It was a pleasant walk until Takota began being rambunctious in the sand, making it hard holding on to two dogs, so we turned back. Luckily we did. I heard some noise behind us and looked back and saw two boxers running off leash behind us with no owner in sight. I yelled out to the unseen owner of the dogs to get his dogs on leash! An old chap appeared and got his dogs leashed up. I increase our pace to further our distance from them. Luckily the dogs did not chase after the boys. We could have had a big dog fight taking place with four strong dogs. Now, dogs are suppose to be on leash on the beach, but the Host told me if the beach is empty we can have them unleashed. The beach is part of the state park. And as people will be, some will unleash their dogs anyway, leash law or not. So for us, the beach is now off limits unfortunately.

This was a new camper with the two boxers that arrived last night. Four other campers arrived later that night. One of the campers was a biker from New York on his way back home. He looked young, a school teacher that taught science in middle school. He was a nice friendly guy. I shared with him about my experiences tour biking to Canada.

We were lucky getting to the campground when we did, and finding the site we were in. I am finding, a lot of campers get into the campgrounds late. That makes it good for us.

The campground gave a feel of being in the mountains, yet only about a half mile from the Pacific Ocean. We are in a small valley between two mountains. The mountain on the west side is Humbug Mountain.

This morning I heard the beautiful songs of a lot of birds singing. One was a Steller’s jay, the many others I could not recognized. It is nice to hear the voices, and songs of the birds. I also heard a Western screech owl this morning with it’s fast paced hoots. They are always a welcoming sound in the woods.

On our morning walk, I found two ticks on Takota. Those little critters are never welcomed, but alerts me to keep a careful watch for them. No one cares for these critter, especially me. Once I went on a long days ride with a group of people on our horses. When we got back I found these creepy crawler on me, and a friend began grooming me of these nasty critters. I had about 25 of them on me. All that I know of is that they were around the neck and head. I was even wearing a cowboy hat that did not seem to deter them. But without the head protection, it could have been much worse. I must have brushed along side a shrub with those buggers just waiting to hitch a ride, or them dropping out of trees. We are also having big flies coming to camp for a free meal.

The jays have discovered our camp for a free meal of the boy’s kibble. Eyeing it for any chance to grab some. We have four of them checking things out.

At 11:30 am it is beginning to cloud up pretty good. I think it is time to put up the canopy today.

Evening Entry

Today is a typical day we have been having weather wise. It clouds up looking like a chance of rain, maybe a few drops of rain falling, then the blue sky appears again. Back and forth, off and on, like someone was flicking a light switch back and forth. Just a few minutes ago we got a light rain shower for about 10 minutes, then the sky was a mixture of clouds and blue sky, with the reddish glow in the clouds of the setting Sun. Most of the clouds have that dark look of rain.

My day consisted of putting the canopy up, doing some shopping, dropped by an Art gallery, going to the library for Wi-Fi to check on the weather forecast, and check on Facebook. Met Richard, the butcher to pick up some firewood. I met him at his house and the firewood was laying in his front yard. He said it was a mix of oak and myrtlewood. I got a good price for the wood.

I started a campfire this evening and both woods burned well. The myrtlewood didn’t smell that good. I had a nice fire going with a heap of wood burning.

It has been a beautiful day and evening and with little rain.

If my site is not reserved for the weekend, We may stay until Sunday, or longer, depending on the weather.

While taking the boys out for our evening walk, I have noticed it is starting to get warmer. Nicer weather is always good, but it can also be bad because it will bring more people out to camp.

March 13, 2018 – Tuesday

It rained all night and the wind was blowing. It seems the wind comes through the campground pretty good. Our new tent, #8 was leaking a little, and a new tent shouldn’t be leaking. This has me a bit concerned. It may have been linking due to the wind. I was also hoping the tent would stay up with the wind we were getting. I will see how it does this week. Now I didn’t have the guy lines attached, so that could have been the problem as well. Maybe it was my fault and not the tents. One reason I don’t stake the guy lines is because I always trip over them, or the boys get caught up in them (mostly Takota). But, lesson learned.

We just had a strong gust of wind come through our camp, and always the rain follows. The wind must be funneling through the canyon we are in. My trailer may help a bit as a wind block. Watching the tent with this blast of wind, it didn’t move much. But anchoring the rain fly with the guy lines is a good idea to stabilize the tent, as with helping to keep the rain out.

I talked with the Ranger at their office here at the campground. The ranger gave me a printout of the weather, and some suggestions where to camp. He also told me our campsite is reserved for Monday. So we will leave on Sunday or Monday depending on the weather. I paid for two more days to get us to Sunday. The weather forecast after Sunday is rain, rain, and more rain through March 26th. But that can always change. I will have to plan for our next campground.

Today looks like one of those off and on days of rain.

Evening Entry

The rain never materialized today, but we have had a lot of strong wind. Along the coast, it was high winds. Overall it was a beautiful day.

We went to the grocery store then to the library to check on the weather forecast and it doesn’t look much better, the weather looks good for Sunday and Monday so far. The weather, and having to leave camp at a certain day, can be a bit nerve racking. The last thing I want to do is leave in bad weather, and having to take down camp in rain and setting up camp in rain and wind.

I did see two robins in the campground.

I began planning for our next campground.

March 14, 2018 – Wednesday

We woke up to clear blue skies at 40 deg. I took the boys for their morning walk. When we got back I got a fire roaring, but keeping it small. I got coffee done, and breakfast going for the boys and I. The fire took a little help getting going in these wet conditions, and I did use some white gas as a starter. Usually a No, No, in my book, but on occasion it doesn’t hurt in wet conditions and being respectful, and very careful using this fuel. And to be truthful, I was being lazy. I had enough materials to get a fire going in any condition – it just took more time and effort in the process. I must have been in a hurry, but careful.

I just noticed my chair is ripping, so soon I need to replace it. I can’t have an uncomfortable chair while I write, or in observing nature, or napping.

I slept well last night and me and the boys got up at 8:20 am.

It rained a little last night and the new tent kept us dry, as far as I could see.

I looked out toward the creek next to camp and the myrtel trees that grow along side the creek. Prisms of sparkling light from the droplets on the leaves, being reflected by the morning sunlight, and hanging from the tips of the leaves, they twinkle so brightly like the stars in the night sky. I cannot say I have ever seen such beauty before.

In our camp we also have some fir and Sitka spruce.

Every morning the birds are chirping away, many hidden among the tree branches or in the thick brush. Sometimes I am lucky enough to see them burst into flight. They are so quick, with such grace in flight, and being able to weave through the branches with ease.

The campground was busy last night with new campers in their RV’s, and trailers. Three have left this morning. For many campers in the winter, it is only a stop over to rest, then continue their journey onward. Only to see glimpses of the beauty that is all around them. There are only a few who really see and hear the beauty in nature. We have forgotten how to just stop, look, and listen. The simplest things like the dead leaves on the ground creates such beautiful patterns, or the water droplets hanging on a leaf. We forget how nature can give our senses amazing experiences of awe and wonder.

I feel in nature how wonderful are your sounds, how fragrant are the smells, how sweet the air, and how pleasing are the sights we perceive. What an amazing place to be, bringing me back to the Source of all life.

After breakfast we will run to the grocery store, and library to check weather conditions, then back to camp to charge batteries.

Nice view at our camp

Afternoon Entry

The weather changed to more of a chance of rain on Sunday, a 60% chance. But that could change as well. The weather is never static. It is always changing. So we may have to leave on Monday. I will have to continue checking on the weather.

At the grocery store we got some food, and a bundle of firewood for kindling. Coming back to camp, I aired out the trailer and the tent. I wasn’t sure how weather tight the trailer was, and it is doing well. We are suppose to get rain on Thursday so we will make that laundry days. I also got my batteries out on my laptop, and iPad to charge.

It is a beautiful day today with Sunshine, a gentle ocean breeze, and peaceful. I also picked up a movie to watch for this evening.

Evening Entry

We are getting some overcast skies this evening, and it looks like rain might be approaching from the ocean. I will have to button up the tent and cover anything outside needing to be covered with tarps. The rain may come in, in the middle of the night.

March 15, 2018 – Thursday

I slept okay, but had to get up around midnight to close the window covers because of rain. The wind blew some, and it rained lightly off and on through the night.

We got up at 8:45 am, and went for our morning walk through the campground. The air was cold and damp from the rain during the night. The rain refrained on our walk, then started up again once we got back to camp. It was a light, but steady rain. We will see what the weather does. We may do laundry today.

On our morning walk I was watching a large beautiful hawk. Not sure if it was a red-tailed hawk. It doesn’t matter, it was beautiful no matter what it was.

March 16, 2018 – Friday

Since it rained all day yesterday, I didn’t feel like doing laundry. We will do it today.

It rained all night til 8:30 am this morning. There were a lot of birds chattering away at around 7:00 am, where we had a small break in the rain. I wonder if the creatures mind the rain, or they just respond to it as just what is.

I decided not to cook breakfast this morning due to the rain, and it getting late. But a fire sounded good. I wanted to use the wood up or most of it, before we leave for our new camp. The fire was having a difficult time going in the wet environment. It seemed to be going good one minute, then not so good the next. When it seemed to be going out, I gave it some good steady blows, and that did the job. Then it went back to smoldering again. The wood was just to wet. I continue in my persistence, feeding it more kindling, blowing some more, babying it more. I have been using a log base to keep the fire from soaking up the moisture from the wet ground. This is a must do in wet or snowy weather. It is a good trick to get a fire going. But the base logs obviously need to be dry. After the fire got some good coals heated up, the fire was going good.

With all the rain we had, yesterday and last night, the tent seems to be doing pretty well, as far as keeping us dry inside.

The coals are the heat source that makes a good fire. I did a test on that when a friend, me, and Shiloh were camping for a few days. My friend got to camp early, and when I drove up, I asked where the fire was at? He said he couldn’t get one going. I have been there before. But with practice, and knowledge, I had enough confidence in fire starting when everything was wet, and I was able to get a fire going. Most of the weather was off and on rain. We were running out of any type of dry wood, so I gather punk wood and placing it over the hot coals. And soon the wet wood would burst into flame. I then put really wet punk wood on the fire, and it did the same thing, bursting into flame when it got hot enough. Fire starting takes patients in wet conditions, as well as using proper dry materials and techniques.

I forgot to mention, on Wednesday we had a good amount of sunshine, and I was able to get a good charge on my batteries. The solar works great as long as we have the Sun. These panels by Goalzero provides an indicator on what the Sun’s collecting power is on the panels.

Enough said, I think me and the boys will relax. I will enjoy the nice fire, do a bit of reading, and finishing my coffee up, then get going on the laundry. It is really nice being able to have a pleasant fire.

Evening Entry

I got my laundry done, dinner for tonight, a movie, and checked Facebook. Then read a little bit back at camp. Then the boys and I took a walk on the old 101 highway that ran through a part of the park. We checked out the small falls by this once old two lane highway. The road was narrow and over grown with vegetation making it more of a small abandoned single lane country road then a highway. On our walk I thought I spotted a Red shouldered hawk.

During our evening walk I may have seen a king fisher flying about.

It rained and showered off and on throughout the day. From camp I could see blue skies over the ocean with the Sun’s slow decent moving towards the horizon. There was a rain cloud hovering over us at our camp. For most of the afternoon we were experiencing very light rain showers falling on the campground. I was watching it fall against the setting Sun, and barely could feel it where I was next to the fire and under a myrtlewood tree. It was a beautiful experience watching and feeling the gentle tiny droplets falling from the sky, and the fine mist touching the exposed skin of my face. It was so refreshing.

There was a group of Boy Scouts that took up four campsites. I hope they are quiet.

March 17, 2018 – Saturday

It looks like we may have a full house this weekend at Humbug campground.

During the night I had thoughts of doubt about what we would be enduring in the Alaska’s long harsh winters that took up most of the year. In dealing with a place to stay in a tent, with the cost of food, and being able to get around in a two wheel drive truck. The whole romance living in nature in wild Alaska thing was always a distance dream of mine, but is it possible at my age, and doing it in a tent? In having really no idea what I was really getting myself into? The planning it would take for survival in the winters. I am sure people in Alaska would think this hombre was off his rocker, a little loose in the head.

My early morning closed with a nice dream that I cannot share here.

We got up around 8:30 am, took a walk, then back at camp to get a fire going, coffee brewing, and breakfast for me and the boys. I saw a lot of blue sky with scattered clouds. The temperature was cool. But soon began to cloud up again. It is time to take a nice warm shower today.

Today we will go into town to check on weather and pick up something for dinner.

For all the campers here and with the boy scouts, it was pretty quiet surprisingly. People don’t know what they are missing, when they learn to be silent, and listen to the sounds of nature. We are a very noisy culture in the US. I remember in my early days, as soon as I got home, I would turn on the TV to fill the silence with noise.

The movie I watched last night was the making of the movie, “Winnie The Pooh.” I don’t have any idea why I got that movie, but I really enjoyed it. I did not realize the impact the book had in the world. The impact it had on children.

If Takota can’t be in the tent, he lays next to it. My beautiful boy.

March 18, 2018 – Sunday

It was a chilly 39 deg. this morning with clear blue skies.

I had the window flaps open, something I hadn’t done for a while due to the rain. And again, it was nice looking out into the beauty of nature being so near to us. Looking out and seeing the trees was an uplifting experience for me, a spiritual experience, always giving me a sense of calm within.

We took our morning walk and it seemed even the plants and trees felt the warming sunlight.

We usually take our walks through the closed portion of the campground. It is peaceful there when no one is around, but us. This morning, even the traffic noise from the highway was quiet at times. This stillness was very welcoming. It was nice experiencing silence on this peaceful morn.

The birds are squawking away, and the boy scouts packing up to leave their short experience in nature. The Humbug campground will soon be almost empty again of campers.

I hear the song “North to Alaska,” playing in my head, and seeing the movie in my mind that I have seen many times. It was one of my favorite movies, as with Hatari, another John Wayne movie.

Last night on our evening walk to the close portion of the campground, I spotted something in a grassy area. I couldn’t tell if it was an animal or something left by a human. The light was quickly dimming from the absence of sunlight. We got closer and I thought it might be that hawk we have been seeing, but it was not feeding on anything I could see. It was just laying there. I thought maybe it was injured. Still getting closer for a better look, it rose to it’s feet, and flew off to a nearby tree branch. It was a hawk, but the species unknown. I did notice it had a white chest.

The plans I had during this journey were always hampered by the bad weather, so I would spend my time reading.

My hair and beard was getting longer and much shaggier, fitting the look of a mountain man, or a homeless person. With my hair and beard both gray, I looked like an old elder of sorts.

I had enough firewood for this evening, but I will pick up two bundles at the store, and two bundles of kindling. I will begin to pack up today, and getting the boys beds aired out and drying outside. We should have a good day as far as weather for our move on Monday. Although this place was nice, I am looking forward to moving on. It will be about a 3 hour drive to arrive at South Beach State Park, Newport, Oregon. It is 151.5 miles to South Beach State Park from Humbug State Park. I want to try and leave by 10:30 am tomorrow.

Afternoon Entry

It is 4:18 pm, and it is pretty much overcast. Tomorrow we are suppose to get nice weather here, and lots of rain forecast for where we are going. I would usually hold off leaving here, but I want to get going, and hopefully we will get good weather to set up camp when we arrive at South Beach S.P.

March 19, 2018 – Monday

Our day started out well with clear skies, at 38 deg.

The boys and I went for our morning walk. Back at camp I fed the boys, and I began packing things up, while the boys rested for the long drive. For me, I try to keep my driving time to about three to three and a half hours, keeping in mind once I find a campsite I have to set up camp again, and if shopping is near, I will go to the store to pick up some dinner. Breaking camp, driving time, then setting up our new camp. I am usually pretty tired. So I want to give myself enough time to get the things done that I need to get done before dark at our next camp. We departed Humbug S.P. at 10:30 am.

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Our Journey Living In Nature – Part 8

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part Eight

February 26, 2018 – Monday – Harris Beach State Park, Brookings, Oregon

Our Camp

With hail and rain all night, I was anticipating more of the same in the morning. But we got a break in the weather early morning. When we finally got up at 7:45 am, the skies were clear, with a temperature of 38 deg. I was going to postpone our departure one more day, but might as well take advantage of the good weather.

We headed to Trinidad to get the truck filled up with gas, and a large cup of coffee for me to get my blood following me. Then back to camp to start breaking down camp.

The packing up went smoothly. It took the typical 2 to 21/2 hours to get everything packed up, and the trailer hitched to the truck. We departed at 11:15 am. I figured we would reach our new campground by around 1:30 pm.

I did decide not to go to Prairie Creek Campground, but instead meet Mike and Mr. Dundee at Harris Beach State Park in Brookings, Oregon.

When we were well on our way, heading for a new adventure, I realized I forgot to grab the boys lead lines, and I did not want to turn back to get them. I figured it was time to get them replace, they were getting pretty worn out. Hopefully we can buy a new pair in Brookings.

On our beautiful drive north we saw a small herd of elk grazing along side the road. That was a sight to see. I yelled out to the boys, look, elk! Nanook looked out the window, but did not seem too interested. Takota didn’t care less, he didn’t budge from his hiding place under the seat. In his own way, he was telling me, “Wake me up when we are at our new camp.” The drive was nice, and with very little traffic. I called Mike and told him we were on our way, and to check out the available campsites for us.

We arrived at the campground at around 2:15 pm or so. Mike was waiting for us at the entrance of the campground to show us a couple of campsites. The boys were so excited to see Mike and Dundee, and Dundee was excited to see us.

The campground was right on the ocean, with Sitka Spruce trees covering the area. It looked like it was going to be a great place to camp out. The first camp site Mike showed us I liked, but he told me it had bad drainage and puddling, and I noticed it had very little protection from the wind. It is easy to assume a campsite looks good, until one carefully evaluates it, does it fit our needs? Mike’s comments made it clear it wouldn’t. And in my head, I go through a check list on if the site meets our needs. So that one was taken off the list. The second site Mike showed us looked like it would work for us. It had good wind protection, open for good direct sunlight, a nice grassy area for the tent, pretty good privacy, and surrounded with Sitka Spruce trees. We were also close to the bathrooms. Our cooking area is at the parking level, then dropped a few feet down to our tent pad. There was a very small fire ring, and a picnic table at the upper level. The parking area encroaches a bit into the cooking area. I was able to move the picnic table in a better position for my liking, so I have enough room to put my canopy up. Usually the picnic tables are stationary in most campgrounds. Although the truck and trailer infringes into our main camping area, it gives me easy access to getting things in the truck and trailer. There is always a give and take with these campsites. With the camp layout, I don’t have a good spot to tie the boys. That will have to be figured out. The only option for parking was to park the trailer and truck side by side, and hope we are not asked to move them. The trailer is partially off the pavement and some campgrounds are funny about that type of thing.

I paid for 5 nights, and will see how it goes. I would not stay here much longer, but for having the ocean so close to us. It is nice being close to the ocean once again. We may stay for the two week. I prefer staying a full two weeks when we can, and just settle into an area. To get to know our surroundings, what trees and plants are here, and the wildlife in the area. I don’t like moving camp unless we have to. Each place we camp, seems more like a temporary home.

It was in the 70’s. It felt good to feel the warmth again. The temperature cooled quickly with the setting Sun.

I got the tent set up first thing, then we went into town for some groceries. Not much to say about the town of Brookings. It is like any other town or city. I was expecting a quaint type setting of a fishing village. Unfortunately I didn’t feel that. It did have a Fred Meyers grocery store, a laundromat, and a pretty good pet store. I was able to get wire lead lines for the boys and some treats for them because they are being so good. I also picked up some groceries. I forgot Oregon does not have sales tax which is really a nice surprise when going shopping. Brookings is very close to the campground that is convenient. I try to minimums going into town for shopping to save on gas, the wear and tear on the truck, and time spent away from being in nature. But when it is this close, it is easier going into town more. Because I have a good ice cooler, I can go without going for ice for about five or six days using my insulated ice cooler, (The one I am using is the Cabela’s Polar Cap Equalizer Cooler, 60 Qt.). By using block ice I can store usually five days of perishable foods, reducing my having to go to the store every couple of days. And I have to find a place that carries block ice, that can be challenging. If I can only get crushed ice, it usually has to be replace every two or three days. So I very seldom use crushed ice when I can avoid it. It also saves me time and money, if the grocery store is a close distance away.

I wanted to get back to camp to finish setting it up camp and getting the tent ready for rain and possibly wind that is expected for tonight. I also wanted to get the canopy up.

February 27, 2018 – Tuesday

After almost 4 months in California we finally reached Oregon. This morning we had clear skies, 40 deg., and chilly. It got down into the mid 30s last night. I got a little chilled in the early morning and had to hide my head beneath the sleeping bag.

The boys and I went for our morning walk along the ocean cliffs of the Pacific. Wanting to dispose of two bags of dog waste, I couldn’t find any garbage cans. I thought for a clean state as Oregon is, and especially in a day use area, and by the ocean, they would have trash cans. But they didn’t have any, so I had to carry the waste bags back to the campground. Mike and Dundee’s camp are just above us past the restrooms. The Boys and I can here Dundee barking at their camp and of course the boys get all excited when hearing Dundee bark.

One would think the only thing we would hear next to the ocean are crashing waves. But that was not the case, there was construction going on at the campground, and on the highway which we were very close to. It sounded like there was highway construction work going on all night, as with the usual traffic noise on the highway.

Although I can’t see the ocean from camp, I can sense the smell of the ocean breezes, and hear the crashing of the waves.

Evening Entry

I got everything done that I wanted to get done today. I got the guy lines staked on the tent, the canopy up, the firewood out of the truck and stacked to dry, went to the store for more food. I also got some reading done, and meditated. It was a warm 65 degrees today.

When we went into town, only a mile away it felt much colder with a wind chill in the air. And when we got back to camp, it was felt warmer.

At 4:00 pm we met Mike and Dundee at the beach. Dundee was off leash. I kept the boys on leash. I did not want to take any chances of the boys going after any other dogs. It is hard telling what dogs they don’t like and what dogs they do, thus I cannot take any chances. It would be nice if they got along with other dogs, but unfortunately that is the way it is. It does create limitations on what we can do in nature, but they do give back so much more in just being with them. On the upside, they do love people. Once the boys felt the sand on their feet they got all excited, and began wildly playing with each other, and yanking me every which way.

I thought the beach might be cold, but it felt very comfortable with six layers of upper clothing on me.

The evening is very pleasant before the rains come sometime tonight. It will be interesting how much rain we will get at our new camp.

The drying of the firewood must have helped, because we had a nice tiny fire in our very tiny fire ring this evening.

The night sky is pretty bright from the moon light and lighting up our surroundings. It is nice walking the boys at night without a flashlight.

February 28, 2018 – Wednesday

The rain I was anticipating last night didn’t start until around 5:00 am or so the next morning, and it was a very light rain. We got up at 9:30 am and no rain was falling. But we would soon find the rain was intermittent this morning. I am glad we have the tent on grass so we don’t have to deal with tracking mud in the tent. Our living/cooking area was a mix of grass, rock, and a little dirt. The boys have the protection of the canopy, or under the picnic table from getting wet from the rain. Now, Takota at times just enjoys laying in the rain. Our wind break seems to be doing its job so far. We are getting an introduction of the weather here, and what will soon come in the next few days.

I usually prefer having a good size camp, but as long a we have good privacy from other campsites, I feel good in small camps. Each campsite brings it’s own personality and feel to it. They are never the same. Once we get to a campground, we usually do a drive around to check out the sites. Then pick out possibilities that could work for us. And hopefully choose the best one. It can take a few go arounds. And I will also get out sometimes to do a walk around. This is why I always make a point to get to campgrounds on a Sunday or Monday when most campgrounds empty out. Unless it is a three day weekend, then we will leave for a new campground on Monday, or Tuesday. I found this to be the safest bet on getting a campsite and having a choice of sites, both in winter and summer time. But I know, summer time will be more challenging, with more people camping.

We are allowed 14 days here, so I will add another 5 days, giving us four extra days for changes in weather if needed. Weather is a big determinant in where we go, when we go,and is it safe to go.

We have a little chill in the air from the breeze, but it feels good. And I know the boys love the cold.

Evening Entry

Our Columbia 10 person tent did well until we returned to camp in the afternoon at 3:00 pm. It was raining in the area from about 1:00 pm continuously, and before that, off and on. The boys and I got in the tent to hang out from the rain. Hopefully it would stop before dinner. About an hour later I noticed drops of water forming on the inside of the tent at the roof, and my bedding was wet, as with small puddles on the floor. That was not a good sign. The more I looked, the worse it got. I was thinking with the steady rain we are now getting, and the forecast for more rain tomorrow, we will be underwater if I don’t fix the problem now. I had plenty of tarps with me, and grabbed the ones most handy. I had one at the firewood pile, With some difficulty, I covered half the tent rain fly with that tarp. While doing this I was getting soaked. I got the tarp tied off to the tent frame, and the tent stakes. It was also getting windy, and I hoped the tarp would stay in place. I had no trees to tie it onto. I will then use another tarp for the other half of the tent and will finish it off tomorrow. Unless the other half of the tent started to leak. The tarp I put on seems to be working. Hopefully we get a break from this rain.

Since the rain tonight, it is the second night I have not had dinner. I did feed the boys.

While I was getting propane bottles at Fred Meyers earlier, I checked out the tents, and they did have 6 and 8 person Columbia tents on sale. I thought, “Do I buy another tent, or buy a sealer”? With the weather we are getting, it would be difficult putting a sealer on the large tent rain fly. So the option is to buy a new tent. The tent we have been camping with we have been using for three months. It is probably time for a new tent. It served us well. This will be a continuous problem with tents on this journey. They will wear out much faster with continuous use. The camping tents are not made for this type of use long term. I do have other tents with me, but I don’t want to use them. We will look for a new tent tomorrow.

March 1, 2018 – Thursday

It was raining and the winds blowing all night. It seems we may have a break in the rain and winds this morning, and then they started up again. The rain is on and off. It is 44 deg. It is cold with the winds blowing.

All of my clothes are wet, and I am not prepared in having dry clothing in the ready. They are in the trailer and some are not accessible without digging into the trailer in the rain. This means putting on wet clothing, which is a miserable experience.

My side of the tent with the tarp, is staying dry, the uncovered area where the boys sleep is just a little bit wet. The leaks seem to be coming through the fabric of the rain fly where it is touching the ridge framing of the tent. Which tells me the water proofing of the rain fly is pretty much gone. This tent has been good to us, but it is time for retirement.

My Columbia Fall River 10 tent began failing after 3 months. I was hoping for more use, but these tents are not made for longevity when using them everyday. The zippers begin to fail as well.

The rain was lightening up some, so I decided to get some coffee on. The winds just started blowing which usually means more rain coming.

Because of the rain I have had only coffee, slices of fruit, and slices of ham for meals the past two days. The boys haven’t lacked in what they eat. When I cook breakfast I usually have bacon and eggs, and the boys get a little topping of that on their kibble for taste. When I don’t cook due to weather I will give them a little bit of ham, or roast beef on their kibble. For dinner the same, unless I cook and then they get a little bit of meat or poultry that I cook for myself. They are spoiled in that respect.

I did see some blue sky coming towards us, but that was short lived.

I think soon we will be moving out of this rainy weather with each day that passes, but we could have two more months of it, just not as frequent. We have had very few down pours, just mostly light rain, so it could be worse. Winter camping has it pros and cons, and it can also be a beautiful time being in nature. The time limitations at each campground can be a problem as well if we have to pack up in wet weather. But so far we have been very lucky in that. The weather has cooperated for us on moving days.

While drinking my coffee, watching the wind, and rain coming through camp, we then had the hail come crashing upon us with a loud roar. We may have to hunker down in the tent for a bit.

When we get a break in the weather, if we do get a break in the weather, we will run to the store. This weather is wearing on my peace of mind.

I notice, when I can relax in this crazy weather, I can actually enjoy it. It is when I think to much that causes mental misery and discomfort. It seems that the boys don’t mind.

I haven’t seen much bird life, just the seagulls and crows.

It is 1:00 pm now and the boys and I are still hunkering down in the tent waiting for a break in the weather. More hail and rain is coming down. It is 42 degrees in the tent, and cold. I am getting used to staying in the tent during periods of bad weather. This is why I chose to have a large tent for us.

I am getting impatient being stuck it the tent, so we are going for it, braving the elements.

I did get a tarp on the other end of the tent, so our tent is fully protected from the rain. A puddle was forming on the floor of the tent once again, that we had the previous day.

I called Fred Meyers and put a new tent on hold and will pick it up on Saturday. The new tent will be an 8 person tent, 8’ x 14’. We are currently in a 10 person tent, 10’ x 15’. I figured the smaller tent should work fine for us. I had no plans of putting the new tent up at this camp because it will be lying on a boggy puddle, unless this tent completely fails.

March 2, 2018 – Friday

We are in our first two days of March in Oregon, and three days of wet and cold weather.

This morning at 8:30 am it is 40 deg.

The rain and wind made it difficult to sleep during the night. The pounding of hail and rain are very loud against the tent surface, It was pretty much endless all night.

First thing this morning, we went for our morning walk. It wasn’t raining, but it could anytime. There was some blue sky peeking through the clouds, then quickly vanishing above the next set of rain clouds coming in. The rain did hold off until we finished our walk. During our walk the wind was blowing bringing cold temperatures with it. My hands were freezing holding wet leashes. Once in camp the winds had stopped and felt pleasant at 40 deg.

I just saw a hummingbird flying into camp. I saw it earlier, but did not pay much attention to it because I was talking with Mike.

Looking out towards the ocean I only saw gray skies, although we are suppose to get a break in the weather anytime now. The forecast is more rain today, and through tomorrow, then cloudy on Sunday, Sun and cloudy on Monday, and cloudy for the rest of the week. But that can change as it seems it always does.

Afternoon Entry

The storm that was suppose to clear up to nicer weather never happened, instead we got more overcast skies, and mostly rain all day.

We went into town and found a WiFi at the Starbucks in Fred Meyers and touched bases with our Facebook friends. I did have someone interested in the oil painting I was trying to sell, but because it was hard to find any information on the artist, the person decided not to buy it.

One of the issues camping in wet weather in a tent is staying dry, and if we had a dry tent, which we don’t, and with wet clothing, it makes for a very unpleasant experience. I made the mistake of not having easy access to dry clothing. We could have gone to the laundromat to dry my wet clothes, but didn’t. If we had a heater in the tent, that would have helped keep the moisture content low and much more comfortable, and to dry help dry out my clothing, but I didn’t want to buy a heater just for this occasion. With these temperatures we are having, with being all wet, and with the wind, I could have possibly experience hypothermia, but luckily I didn’t. These are lessons learned. I didn’t see these things as being too serious, so I took a lackadaisical approach. I thought the conditions would get better, but they didn’t as far as the weather, until four days later. I was just miserable.

My plan was to head inland through Oregon to avoid this wet weather, but in talking to Mike, he said the passes are requiring chains for both vehicles and trailers. I had neither. So onward along the coast.

We took a short afternoon walk and right before we got back to camp, it began to rain again. Rain, rain, go away, come back some another day. I have stuff to do, but can’t with this on going rain. Every time we would have to go into the tent because of rain, the rain would follow us inside. The entry to the tent was right into the wind, bringing more rain into the tent.

Time to make another payment for camping, and did another 5 nights.

March 3, 2018 – Saturday

Last night I watched a movie, ate another cold dinner in the tent, and the boys had their dinner in the tent, and more rain.

Other than doing a little shopping yesterday, we stayed in the cold and wet tent most of the day.

It is 40 deg. The wind is blowing off and on, as with the hail and rain. It is never ending. To add to the entertainment we are having with the weather, we had some thunder rumbling nearby. Full of exciting moments here. Other than having to deal directly with the elements in nature, it is beautiful here.

At this moment, the Sun is shining, and in a blink of the eye, it will be gone. It was nice seeing the Sun come out even for a brief moment. It is cold outside with the wind blowing. I miss having a fire to start the morning off, sipping some hot coffee, and just being outside in nature, and breathing in the salty ocean air.

Last night I took the boys for a short walk, it was foggy out, but I was able to see stars out. A welcoming sight. I thought, maybe the rain is over? But soon returning to the tent, climbing into bed, the rain began once again, and pretty much rained all night. I love this experience, and at the same time, I am tired of it. If I didn’t have the boys to keep me company, I would really hate it. I would feel lonely without them. They provide me with a great sense of comfort and companionship.

We woke up to off and on rain. The tent is now leaking at the floor and wall seams. The tarps are still keeping the roof of the tent dry, thus keeping us dry.

I was just talking with Mike at his trailer. The Sun peaked out for a few moments. We were talking about why we are doing this, especially in the winter? And the simple answer is to experience being in nature. I would see things differently if I was still dealing with a leaking tent. I knew from the very beginning it wouldn’t always be a pleasant experience. Like right now, I am cold, my hands are shaking, my feet are cold, but I am living and experiencing nature.

It is hard telling what the weather will bring today. Mike will bring by the weather forecast a bit later.

Today we will pick up our new tent.

Although I feel cold throughout my body, feeling miserable with discomfort, asking myself how long can I do this for? It is part of being and experiencing nature. It could be far worse. In these times, we can always see the beauty in the natural world.

The Pacific Ocean is calm for now.

March 4, 2018 – Sunday

It rained off and on during the night, and this morning.

We didn’t get up until 9:30 am because of the rain. During our morning walk we had a very light rain falling, then back at camp it stopped.

I had a fire this morning for the first time since last Tuesday. It did take some time getting it going since the wood was wet, even covered with a tarp. The fire was going, but struggling, and having to occasionally nurse it back to life by blowing on it.

This morning there are a lot of jays and crows jabbering away. Probably happy the rains are over with for at least a few days.

It is 12:15 pm and we are getting a lot of sunshine that was very welcoming. The weather will be fair through Wednesday, then worsen again on Thursday. We may leave on Wednesday.

On this section of our journey it has been the most challenging so far with the constant rain and a leaking tent, and being cold and wet all the time. The first week was draining with four days of rain, wind and hail at times. Too much rain or wind can drain ones soul, and energy it seems.

When I originally set up the tent on this nice grassy area, I did not realize I was in a slight swell. With all the rain we were getting the water was collecting under the tent in one big puddle maybe two inches deep in parts. Walking in the tent felt like we were walking on a waterbed.

I began getting concerns and doubts that we could even reach Alaska with the funds we have, as with spending a year there. Could we survive?

This campground is used mostly for RV’s and not so much for tent campers especially in the winter. It seems to me the campgrounds are catering more to the RV’ers than the real campers that camp in tents. I am getting used to seeing RV’s in campgrounds because it is now the way it is, but it doesn’t mean I like it. I don’t think they belong in campgrounds, or put them all in one area, and the tents in another.

Oregon Coastline

After the winds roared through the Sitka spruce, and the rains and hail pounding on our tent, where no other sounds could be heard.

Where the seas surf crashes and pounds against the erect rock pillars rising from beneath the oceans bed, like sentries, the protectors of the shoreline and rocky cliffs.

Where the booming thunder announces it’s presence in unbelievable strength and force.

Where the looming dark gray clouds always threatening, gives way once again to the warmth of the Sun’s rays.

And the sea once again begins to calm in her magical grace.

The wind, hail, and rain has finally ceased to exist for now, and the Sun, and blue skies took their place, giving us a refreshed outlook once again, and the calming ocean soothing our souls. A brief experience to behold until the next storm arrives. Where the birds once again rejoice in song as a new morning comes. Even though the cold still air and brisk breezes still remains, reminding us we are still in winter. It is a constant reminder that nature is in control, like the surge of the oceans forces wearing away at the cliffs in nature’s course. It reminds us that nature should always be respected.

Evening Entry

I was getting a little down today, thinking about our money situation, and how far will it takes us in reaching the wild lands of Alaska, meaning “Great Land.”

These prolonged rains has something to do with these dark feelings I am having.

We went to the grocery store to pick up a few things, and to check on Facebook. I received a real nice comment by one Fb friend on my writing that gave me some encouragement, and purpose to continue in my writing. Writing gives me a sense of exploring my inner self, and my deep relationship with nature. I have had others say good things about my writing, yet I still feel the lack of confidence in my writing for the most part.

I see utter chaos, and madness in this external world we live in. A world for the most part that is filled with greed, and materialism. A world the modern day cultures feel separate from. And nature becoming just an after thought. Something for us to use to give us some kind of normalcy in a crazy world, but knowing a place we always have to return to. We never really get close to what nature truly is – a giver of life.

After a decent day of weather, with the Sun’s rays drying my wet boots, the tent beginning to dry out, and the firewood drying, things seem to be getting back to some sort of a normal.

March 5, 2018 – Monday

We woke to blue skies this morning, 38 deg. It should be a beautiful day by the Pacific Ocean.

On our walk this morning we saw a cottontail rabbit, Nanook wanted to invite it over for breakfast.

I checked out the new tent, and it is not a quick set up tent like the last one. It will take a bit longer to put up, and take down. I hope it will be easy to set up alone. As always, the rain fly is always the most difficult, especially with a tall tent, and especially with any wind blowing, even the slightest winds. This is one reason why I try to move on good weather days for both taking the camp down, and it setting up. So far we have been lucky. With the tent we have now, I was able to set the tent up at the half the height, then slip the rain fly on. It was much easier then trying to put it on when the tent was at full height. And with any wind, impossible to do alone.

It is amazing how nice sunny weather can change ones attitude and outlook. After 5 days, we are finally able to cook breakfast. Bacon and eggs are on the menu this morning.

Afternoon Entry

Checking on the weather from weatherman Mike and his sidekick Mr. Dundee, the rains are suppose to be returning on Wednesday. Most of the rain will be during the night. Saturday and Sunday looks pretty good, and maybe on Friday. We are now looking at leaving on Sunday for a new camp.

Most of the things I put outside to dry, dried or almost dried. Two of the boys beds dried, and the other needs a bit more time. Much of the firewood is dry. The tent is drying out as well. I will dry the under side of my air mattress tomorrow, and then more rain is expected.

During my meditation I was reminded to live from my heart and not in my mind. In the mind, we live in fear, living through the heart we live in the present moment.

March 6, 2018 – Tuesday

At first I thought today would be another sunny day, but the cloud cover is slowly moving in. That is okay as long as we don’t get rain. I had the tent windows uncovered last night and it was nice looking out into nature while lying in bed. That is one thing I liked about this tent, it had large windows that opened up to nature.

On our journey I wanted to focus on nature, being present in nature, to write about nature, and also write about the native people that once thrived in the areas we have camped at. Bringing my attention to these things, they brings me in experiencing more of a deep purpose and connection to these. I do wish I could have connected with the native tribes on a more personal level, but it was not to be.

Afternoon Entry

So far it has been a beautiful and warm day in camp.

On our afternoon walk, we met a lady from Finland. She lives here in Brookings. She told me Finland does not receive any snow as it once did, due to climate change. For the most part, most of us in the US, don’t pay attention to the subtle changes that are happening here because we are so out of touch with nature. I began seeing it back in the 90s that things were changing on our planet.

Evening Entry

The sunset was spectacular this evening.

A Steller’s jay flew into camp, and a lot of crows flew by. And for the second time I heard Canadian geese fly by.

Mike had told me the noise I heard on the road, that I thought was road work, was actually from a large lumberyard.

We were going to have chicken tonight, but didn’t feel like cooking, so I just had a cold slice of ham, some roasted macadamia nuts and a protein drink.

It was a beautiful afternoon and early evening with no wind and with a pleasant temperature. At 6:30 pm it began cooling off a little.

I will have to prepare for more wet weather coming soon.

March 7, 2018 – Wednesday

It didn’t get too cold last night in the tent. The temperature read 38 deg. But felt more like in the 40s. This morning is with overcast skies.

We got up and did our regular routine of going on our morning walk, got a fire going, coffee brewing, writing in the journal, and preparing breakfast. From there, we will just let the day come as it may.

Not many animals here, we did see a deer here in the campground this morning.

The cloud cover just opened up to blue sky. It is hard to figure out what the weather is going to do from moment to moment. It is always changing. This weather is as fickle as a woman.

It is nice camping next to the ocean, a nice contrast from wooded areas, although here we have a mix of ocean and the woods. The ocean is a special place, a spiritual place, a healing place. But we are finding this everywhere we go. Everywhere is special in it’s own way, and sharing it’s beauty and magic to those who are aware of it. In indigenous cultures they experienced this, by living in the present moment, and seeing all life as being sacred – even in the simplest things they did. We can learn a lot from these native peoples of the land.

Afternoon Entry

With all the kneeling I do in getting a fire started, especially in the wet weather, I bought a kneeling pad to protect the knees.

More rain is suppose to come in tonight on Thursday, and Friday. Saturday, and Sunday is suppose to be rain free.

The rain started again today at around 3:30 pm with a very light sprinkle.

Evening Entry

Before turning in I just took the boys for a walk, and we got soaking wet in the rain. It wasn’t a down pour, but a steady light rain. It wouldn’t be a big deal if we weren’t living in a tent. Well, it is always a big deal when the boys get wet because it is impossible to get them completely dry with their heavy coats, and It is impossible to keep their beds dry.

It is now 5:40 pm and we are in the tent for an early evening of hunkering down in the tent from the continuous rain. I picked up a movie to watch to preoccupy my time before going to sleep. The nights become very long on these cold and wet winter nights.

We climbed into the tent trying to not get everything all wet. The boys would shake once they got in, defeating my efforts in trying to keep the inside of the tent dry. I would dry the boys off as much as I could in the tent. If the canopy was closer I would give them a partial dry, then finish the drying off when we got into the tent. It seemed to be an endless battle keeping them dry, and keeping me dry.

What some tent manufacturers don’t do is putting an overhang at the entrance, where there is a side entrance, which kind of makes sense to me. It would help in keeping the inside a little dryer. Having a heater inside the tent would help as well, but I don’t feel the need to have one in most cases, nor do I want to spend the money for the few times I would use it.

The way I set up where I put our bedding also depends on the least damage the boys can do to the tent. Takota can be the biggest culprit in possibly damaging the tent with him stretching his claws along the tent skin. This is always a concern of mine, but so far they have done well inside the tent.

While watching the movie, I couldn’t hear much of it because of the rain drowning out the sound with its pounding on the tent. Even with my ear plugs on, it didn’t help much.

The rain eventually stopped, but the wind continued all night.

March 8, 2018 – Thursday

Before we got up each morning, I would always greet the boys with a “good morning,” then they would come over to me with their loving greetings. This was something we always did, and it gave me a sense of deep gratitude for the new day.

When we got up, we went for our walk. It wasn’t raining at the time, but soon started with off and on showers during the walk. We stopped at the kiosk to pay for three more nights. The sky looked very stormy looking, with low gray clouds, and rough seas pounding the shoreline, as with high winds and cold. The weather created a mysterious beauty to it, but I was getting tired of the wet winter weather living in a tent. But I knew it was going to be part of the adventure with no place to hide. I chose this. I chose to experience what nature throws at us, but trying to do it safely. It could be much worse I suppose.

On our walk, a woman stopped us to say Hi to the boys. The woman and her husband were here from Colorado. They would spent two or three days here, she told me. She loved the boys, and she gave them a lot of loving scratches and rubs. The boys took full advantages of these moments. They love their new human friends that they meet on our journey. And they are making a lot of human friends.

Back at camp and while writing in my journal, the rain had stopped, but the cold wind continues on. Because of our wind blocks we are not effected too much with the wind. If we didn’t have this wind block, this time here would be much worse.

I bought quite a few journals for this journey. They have hard covers with rings, making it easier to write in my camp chair, that I call my writing chair. I learned while journaling, just write, and don’t be to concerned about what one writes, or whether it will be used in a book or article.

While writing, two Coast Guard helicopters flew by. I am sure they stay busy with rescues, where people go beyond their boundaries in nature.

A Steller’s jay came by our camp and hung out for a bit, hoping it might get some food from us with his squawking.

Today might be one of those on and off days of rain. The rain would be a bit more tolerable, if we had a good tent we could rely on. I won’t set up our new tent until we are at our new camp.

While the boys and I are camping, you might be thinking, “what do we do all day camping in nature. From day to day it always changes, and as you can see, weather has a big factor in what we do.

Typically once we find a campground (when we camp in campgrounds), I try to find a suitable campsite that works for us. We are usually limited in our choices that works for us, and we just make it work the best we can when we don’t find that perfect campsite we are hoping for. We may not even know it is a good campsite until we settle into it and make it our home for one to two week. I then unhitch the trailer, and start unpacking. The tent is the first thing to always go up. The reason for this is, if bad weather hits, We always have a shelter to protect us. This applies especially in the backcountry, for it is ones only safe haven. but I also apply this in campgrounds. Then once the tent is up, I place our bedding in the tent. I then will usually get the stove set up for my morning coffee and for breakfast. Get my chair out, and if I have firewood, get some out for an evening fire. I never cook on the first night we arrive. I am usually too tired at the end of the day from taking down our camp, driving to another campground, then setting up camp again. If we don’t have any food for dinner, we will pick up a quick meal at the grocery store and any miscellaneous things we may need. Sometimes we may have some food left from our previous camp we can eat. At some point we will go for a walk to check out our new surroundings, and back at camp just relax at our new home, maybe enjoying a nice fire. We usually hit the sack early. I will finish up any small things that makes our camp complete, for the next day. We will go shopping for our week supply of food on our second day. If shopping is close by we may go more often. We do the things we need to get done in camp, and outside of camp. Then for the rest of the time it is the joy of being in nature, to immerse ourselves in nature.

Waking refreshed the next morning, we will go for a walk, then back at camp I will get coffee going, write in my journal, and fix breakfast for me and the boys. We then let the day directs us on what we are going to do. While writing in my journal, I may write relatively short entries, or I may write for the whole morning. My intention is to experience nature fully in each moment. To be fully present in silence.

When we aren’t out running around doing errands, we relax in camp and observe nature in silence. Just watching and listening. There are times I may write, or just read, but mostly quietly observing the beauty and wonders in nature. We may take walks to explore the area we are in. I never experience being bored or lonely. The boys always provides me with good company, and companionship, as does nature. I could not image Takota and Nanook not being part of this experience. Once we reach going into the back country, my routines will be quite different.

Safety is also a factor both for me and the boys. For me, doing everything alone creates a bigger opportunity for injury and possibly in getting sick. So I am always aware of this for me and the boys. We don’t take any undue chances where we may be injured. There is not that other person, to help out.

Doing things in nature usually takes longer then being in the civilized world. Even the simplest things takes longer to do. As they say, we still have to chop wood, and carry water. We are not just camping for the fun of it. My goal is to immerse myself into nature with all my senses – to experience being one with all of nature’s beings – in the plants, the trees, and in the wildlife.

We always focus on keeping a clean camp, from garbage waste, and food, so we don’t entice any critters into our camp. I don’t mind them coming into camp, because I do enjoy listening to them, and watching them, I just don’t want them to think we are a good source for food for them.

I had a difficult time finding firewood here. I found cut wood on the roadside, and found some firewood dumped at a campsite next to ours. I made sure it wasn’t by a camper using the site. But at times, when most are leaving to go home on Sunday, I could find a good source of firewood campers would leave. Usually No wood collecting in State Parks is allowed, unless campers had left it. But for this campground due to the weather, we didn’t have many fires.

It is 12:15 pm and we have not been getting much rain, just a sprinkle or two.

Overall my leaking tent survived without me having to take it down and replacing it with the new one.

The weather outlook is good, for the weekend and for moving to our new camp.

Evening Entry

It looks like and felt like rain was near. So I took the boys for our walk, hoping not to get caught in it. It was still light out, so we walked along the cliffs of the shoreline. It was foggy out with the ocean horizon disappearing into the heavy fog. The ocean had a feel of calmness to her, yet the waves were crashing against the rocks of the shoreline, as if a storm was approaching, or maybe just with the high tide coming in. None the less, the beauty of the ocean was always there. It was a very pleasant and relaxing walk. Back at camp, I could hear the waves crashing on the shore. There is something magical about the ocean with her many moods. It can be so amazingly calm, or so fiercely raging.

Right before we entered camp from our evening walk, I saw a glimpse of a very large bird that flew over our camp. It was only a shadow of a figure in the darkening night sky, and quickly disappeared from sight. It could have been an eagle with it’s large wing span moving silently through the air or maybe an osprey.

It was a nice walk, with the exception of the boys misbehaving in their playfulness, pulling me every which way. It was a nice ending to a nice day.

Once we stepped inside our tent for the night, it started to rain. It was a pleasant light rain. I heard a sound in camp and poked my head out of the tent to investigate. I saw nothing, but felt the light rain falling on me. It was magical.

March 9, 2018 – Friday

The light rains that began when we stepped into the tent, soon turned into a down pour. It rained off and on all night. I don’t mind the rain during the night as long as I have a tent that keeps us dry. And always having hopes of waking to a fresh morning light of the Sun.

This morning as in most we have experienced, we woke to no rain. it was 55 deg. The Sun peeking through the partly cloudy skies with beautiful cloud formations. It was a good morning indeed.

The boys and I took our morning walk. I was getting warm and sweaty, and I didn’t even have a coat on. I am not sure if we will be getting anymore rain today. It would be nice getting everything dried out in the tent today.

This morning I chose not to have a fire this morning. I was getting low on our firewood supply.

We have not seen many birds here during our stay. I did see a hummingbird on our walk this morning. They are always a delight to see. They are amazing masters of flight for being so small.

I didn’t find any leaks in the tent this morning, from the rain last night.

The floor is wet, but no puddles. It is amazing the tent survived the weather for two weeks, although barely.

Yesterday on Facebook a past post I did, popped up. I titled it, “How May I Serve?“ It is a Mantra I use often to remind me how I want to treat other human beings, and nature itself.

When we ask this question, we may receive spiritual guidance for answers to this question.

There may be times we may receive them, but we aren’t listening to them when they come.

For me, this answer came to me almost immediately, an answer that is all too familiar to me. and that is: I may serve through unconditional love, empathy, compassion, understanding, forgiveness, kindness, non-judgement and non-labeling. And not to a selected few, but for all living beings, and even for ourselves. By practicing the above, it will transform our lives in ways that seems impossible. It will remove any anger, fear, or hatred to ourselves and to others. It will truly set us free from within. That is, if we allow ourselves to be guided by these practices. For so many, we have allowed these negative thoughts and feelings to dictate our lives, giving us this idea that we have no control over self. It is who we think we are. That we are separate from the rest. We must remember, we are One with all life – we are connected to all things in form, and in the formless.

This has nothing to do with a religion, but a deep spiritual connection with all life.

When we allow hatred, anger, and judgements into our lives, we move away from the sacred in all things. We become blinded, not being able to see through our ego mind.

I am once again choosing to walk on the sacred path on this journey we find ourselves on. I know that I will see things in a different way, through the wondrous beauty in nature.

Evening Entry

Today ended being a beautiful and sunny day. Tomorrow we have about a 40% chance of rain, and Sunday mostly Sunny.

After getting back from the store, I read for a bit and felt a little guilty about not taking the boys on the beach more, so I got them leased up and walked over to the beach. They were all excited feeling the sand on their feet again. I wished I could have had them off leash, but it is not allowed, and if there were other dogs on the beach, it could have been a problem I did not want to take a chance on. Nanook attempted to do a sand angel rolling happily in the soft sand. Being on the beach and ocean was a beautiful site to see and experience with the boys.

Back at camp I got a fire going, but it was very difficult to get going due to the wood being wet. If I did it properly it would have been easier, but would have taken longer, and I was being too lazy in doing it correctly.

Tomorrow we will get some errands done, then leave for a new camp on Sunday. I am not sure if I will take our leaky old tent with us for backup if we have any issues with our new tent. It is always good to have a backup to be on the safe side.

This morning I had thoughts of getting old and starting late in doing this journey of ours. I wanted to start this much earlier, but it just didn’t work out that way. And it would not have been with Takota and Nanook. I am not doing to bad at this age of 66 years old. At least for now. Old age can slowly creep up on you before you know it.

March 10, 2018 – Saturday

It is 50 degrees out this morning, and overcast. It is hard telling if we will get any rain today. We got no rain during the night.

There was a lot of squeaking from the crows this morning.

It is daylight savings time, giving us a one hour jump ahead according to clock time. Giving us the illusion of a longer day. But we are getting longer days without the time change. It is a great trick to fool the mind, that we are getting more light, and longer days through our clocks time.

I am getting excited in moving to a new camp, with hopefully a new and drier tent, and drier weather hopefully.

Overall the campsite and area was nice, and would have been really good without the rain and the traffic and the wood mill noise we had to endure all night, every night. We didn’t see much wildlife either, that is always a little disappointing.

I decided to leave the old tent I refer to as #10 behind. It has been a good tent for three months.

Each time I move camp, I get a little stressed about finding a camp that will work for us. Especially during sleep time when the unpleasant thoughts and dreams appear. So far we have had good fortune with the weather when we have moved camps. I have never yet, broke down camp, and in setting up camp in the rain or wind. That makes this experience much easier. My Spirits Helpers must be watching over us.

I have been very blessed to be able to do such a journey like this at my age. And experience it with my two canine companions, Takota and Nanook by my side. It has gotten a little stressful and times, but nature always seems to give me the healing I need. As with the boys.

I try to enjoy every moment on this journey, but there are times I feel rushed, like setting up camp and taking down camp, I get in that rush mode that can put me on edge. Not all the time, but most of the time it seems. I do experience most everything else in a stillness. Even enjoying our drives from camp to camp. So far it has been a great journey. My focus is to put all my attention on the experience of being in nature, and having the boys a part of that experience. It is a journey of a lifetime. I wanted to live in nature as long as I can with Takota and the Nanook.

It seemed today was looking like a sunny day today. I will put the boy’s beds out to dry. I looked up to the sky and saw tiny droplets falling from above with the blue sky in the background. The droplets catching the light from the Sun, looking like tiny diamonds in the sky. It is the little things that nature bring to us in magical wonders of beauty.

One thing I have notice so far in the campgrounds in Oregon, is no broken glass. At least not in this one.

Afternoon Entry

In town, I checked the internet, picked up some food, then filled up the gas tank of the truck, and picked up a bag of kibble for the boys. When we returned to camp, I did some reading, and the boys relaxed. I called my sister to ask her some questions, then after the call I took a nice shower.

This weekend is full with campers. The campers next to us had a lab. I told them my dogs didn’t like other dogs. Hopefully they keep their dog restrained. We had a lot of people driving through looking for a campsite.

Tonight the fog rolled in completely obscuring the ocean and beach. A fine mist hung over the campground. I was hoping to keep the windows open tonight in the tent for our last night here, but it we quickly getting wet inside. The outside temperature was comfortable this evening.

March 11, 2018 – Sunday

For some odd reason I was having thoughts during the night that I was going to get up late that would screw up my schedule packing up, and leaving for our next camp. How can I be late? I did get up at 7:30 am, took the boys for a walk, and fed the boys, made my coffee then began packing up camp around 9:30 am. We still had fog along the shoreline.

I was a bit concerned if I would find a campsite at Humbug Mountain State Park. The girls camping two sites over from us told me it was spring break. That might not be a good time to find a new campsite. I had no idea what to expect at Humbug.

It took 3 hours to pack up camp. We departed at 12:15 pm. Much later than I wanted. It would be about an hour drive to Humbug. As always, the boys were always excited in going to another camp. When I told the boys if they wanted to go to another camp, Takota was always excited, running to his brother, telling him, “lets go!” In doggie language. Nanook too got excited.

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