Our Journey Living In Nature - Part 1

Our Journey Living In Nature – Part 3

Our Journey Living In Nature – continues

Part Three

The Journey Begins at Del Valle Campground

November 8, 2017 – Wednesday

We woke to another beautiful morning in Nature – Awe, what a grand, and magnificent place to wake up to each and every morning.

It is warmer than usual this morning, and got me motivated to get up and take a shower. It is well needed.

This morning the turkeys came out sounding like a bunch of drunken sailors, making a racket, and commotion, that woke up the whole campground. These sounds of Nature awakens us to a different world, that most of us have forgotten, and have turn off from our consciousness. They want peace and quiet, dang it! Not a bunch of turkeys gobbling away. Those people may have forgotten that is part of being in Nature. It is what makes Nature what it is. Yet when we are in Nature, do we care of the noise we bring to her.

During this time, a woman was walking her dog across the grassy field in the middle of the campground, and the boys focus was on the dog, while the flock of turkeys walked right by the boys. It was interesting they seemed not to care much about the turkeys. It was about 6:15 am and they came into the campground from all directions. They could be heard throughout the valley, gobbling away. Some of the group of gobblers perches in some trees close to camp.

While I was still in bed, looking up to the roof of the tent, I noticed these little specks moving about. My first thought was an ant invasion. We had these tiny invaders (actually large size ants) back when we were here for our three month stay during the same time of year. We had no problem with them staying out of the tent. I hope these critters this time are respectful to us by staying out of our tent.

When I set up my tent, I look for any scorpion, or spider burrows, or under ground ant colonies, or yellow jacket ground nests. I never place the tent over these holes in the ground, unless I want to take a chance of having uninvited visitors in the tent. This is a very important consideration while setting up a tent, as with not setting up under a tree that has dead branches, known as widow makers.

The reason I have chosen living in a tent vs. an aluminum box, referring to RV’s, motorhomes, campers, and recreational trailers, where this essential equipment is now becoming very popular for many campers wanting a camping experience these days. They are bringing a home like environment, a home away from home, for ease, convenience, and comfort into the natural environment. I have notice many prefer these comforts over being outside in the outdoors, reducing their exposure to the outside world. These two completely opposite environments pulls us even further away from the very reason, I would think, we go to experience Nature. And that is being fully immersed in the natural world, vs. being in a synthetic environment. But this is not so. Most do not know what truly experiencing Nature is, because of our disconnect with the natural world. I should clarify, Campers, and small trailers have a minimal impact in Nature then do the motorhomes, and large trailers, and are far less obtrusive in a natural environment.

As for using a tent, we are outside in Nature most of the time. It is the only place to be, to truly experience and hear all the sounds of Nature. To learn from Nature. I knew when I preferred a tent to live in for our journey we would experience the pureness of the natural world, like in a flower in bloom, like the birds singing their morning, and evening songs, or the turkeys gobbling, the calls of the hawks, the sounds of the wind blowing through the trees, or the cracking of a twig, the hooting of the owl, or the blood curdling cries of death, that suddenly wake you in the middle of the night, from a quiet sleep. Or the smells, and scents that permeates through the tent, and throughout the outside air. Or one is awakened to these many wondrous sounds, sights, and smells of this amazing natural world we live in, and one feels a part of this living organism, called planet Earth. Those who choose the So-called method of camping in a RV, or motorhome, or recreational trailer, becomes insulated from Nature, and is disconnected to Nature even more. It doesn’t allow one to go into Nature on a deeper level of beauty, and magic, and wonder. I have seen campers that never take a foot out of the synthetic world they call camping.

The five senses of the human species, sight, hearing, touch, smell, and tasting, only one, sight, is used mostly, but even sight, we see, but not see, as with the other senses, we hear, but not hear, touch, but not touch, smell, but not smell, and taste, but not taste. For most of us, our senses have become numb in our synthetic world, and have become numb to the natural world. We only see things on the surface, through judging, and labeling, it prevents us from going deep into what we are perceiving only on the surface. There is a deeper reality, and beauty, that goes beyond the surface. It is experiencing a pure awareness so few experience.

I try to heighten my awareness in the natural world, to take in as much as I can, through silence, and living in the present moment, and having the knowing that all living things are connected. That we are all One with all life.

A friend dropped by while I was writing, and I was distracted talking with him, and lost track of my line of thought, and of what I wanted to write. This is one reason why I like to be alone, especially while I am writing, and observing Nature.

It is almost noon time, and just felt a drop from the heavens. Rain could be near.

For someone to do a journey such as we have taken on, weather can be your friend, or your worst enemy. Being prepared for weather is a big factor, such as having the right clothing, the right equipment, and the right skills. One’s safety is always an important factor as well. Living in Nature full time is quite different then, a weekend camping trip. Especially when one has a responsibility for others. For me, it is my two canine companions. One has to have a different mind set. Although I am still learning through experiencing, I did have experience in the back country, and experience camping in general which does help. But for the most part, I too, was only meeting Nature on the surface, and missing out on the magic we can achieve, and in the knowledge we can gain by going deeper into the very soul of Nature. You can read my experiences in the wilderness alone, with my best friend Shiloh, in my Blog, “Our Journey Into The Wilderness.” It may help you understand why we chose to do this journey, and in doing it alone.

I gave up my business in Architecture, gave up a modern lifestyle, to live in a tent, and wander around the country to seek a better, and deeper understanding – my understanding of our relationship with the planet, Earth (Gaia). A relationship I feel most of civilization has sadly forgotten. But a relationship we all have deep within us all. And of course, experiencing this with Takota, and Nanook, which without them. I would not have taken such an endeavor.

Evening Entry

The thoughts that I had forgotten this morning, came back to me this evening. I was thinking while laying in bed this morning, looking out onto the green grassy meadow, and just experiencing the Beingness, the simplicity of being aware of ones surroundings, and being fulfilled just by the sheer beauty Nature provides to us. We don’t have to do stuff, always staying busy in Nature. Being in silent awareness is enough. More than enough.

We have been taught to always be productive, to always be busy, even in watching television, or on the computer, or being in the mind with many thoughts filling your head, and world. If we don’t do anything, we become bored very easily. We have been taught to always be thinking, always be doing, never simply beings still in silence, in pure awareness.

I am not saying, doing things one enjoys is wrong, just try to experience it in pure consciousness, and in stillness when you can. Be the experience, be the watcher. Also minimize thoughts, and shift those thoughts into just feeling the energy within, or through the cleansing breath of life. This helps silence the mind, and brings you into the Beingness of who you truly are.

Tom Brown Jr., a long time survival instructor, talks about improving one’s observation skill in Nature or anywhere for that matter, by focusing on one spot, and just noticing the subtle changes that are occurring. Do it in silence, avoiding any thoughts, judgments or labeling – beginning in short time spurts, because it can be difficult at first. and slowly increasing that time. It is like a meditation. While silently focusing on something, thoughts will arise, and when they do, just allow them to be, and return to what you were focusing on. At first, thoughts will want to control you, which is the ego. But once you begin finding that pure awareness, your experiences will shift to the miraculous in Nature. Feel the aliveness in what you are focusing on. I spend a lot of my time just sitting in my chair, watching, listening, smelling, and feeling Nature, and never experienced boredom.

I did not get much done today due to having a nice conversation with Joy.

But did get a load of trash dumped, and got a bit more emptied in the storage unit. It has been a long process. Much longer than I had hoped.

When we got back to camp, the wind was blowing, with the sky mixed with blue skies, and clouds. It was hard to tell if we would get any rain. The breezes were warm, changing directions from an easterly direction to a westerly direction. It reminded me of the warm Hawaiian tropical breezes.

I prepared the camp for the wind, and hope things will stay in place.

Yesterday I heard gun shots, and may have been focused on the coyotes. Nanook, and Takota did not like the gun shots. And with more gun shots today. They were from a further distance away, but still freaked the dogs out. Takota headed for the tent to hide. I opened up the tent and both Takota, and Nanook took refuge there. I joined them in the tent, and we took a little siesta. The boys felt much safer in the tent.

We had experienced a short 10 minute break in the wind that was a nice calming, and peaceful break. When winds are continuous, they can be wearing on one’s soul.

November 9, 2017 – Thursday

We spent most of the day away from camp. Met my friend Tammy, first thing in the morning, so she could help me set up my Ipad. We then went to Concord one last time to do a few things.

Got back to camp at 2:30 pm, took a bit of a rest, then the boys, and I had dinner.

It did rain off and on at camp. When we got back to camp, it was hard telling which way the weather would go. The weather turned out to be very nice, and no wind.

November 10, 2017 – Friday

Last night the winds picked up around 11:30 pm, and finally pulled myself out of bed to lower the canopy. Then about an hour later I heard some clanking. The clanking got louder, and could only mean the masked bandits had returned to the neighborhood. We have not seen them since we have been here. Yesterday evening while I was doing some reading, I had a sense that they were scoping things out for a planned night heist. I did not want to get up again, but remembered I had some protein bars outside, and I did not want those robbers to get them. When I unzipped the tent door, I heard the scampering of tiny feet making a run for it up the nearest trees.

Outside, I saw three glowing pairs of eyes up a near by tree, and staring down at me. The forth culprit was on the ground next to the tree. I am always amused seeing the raccoon’s looking down at us with their glowing eyes in the trees at night.

This morning it was overcast at 8:00 am, and 10:00 am, it was sunny, and warm.

Evening Entry

During our time away from camp, it rained a little bit at the park. And when we got back to camp, we got just a few drops of rain. Overall the afternoon was very pleasant. This evening I feel a little dampness in the air, but it is nice out.

The campground is full tonight. Lots of people here, but overall pretty quiet with the exception of some loud guys camping across from me in a cabin. They were going at it until about 12:00 am.

The raccoons should be pretty busy tonight with all the campers. It must be like a smorgasbord of goodies all weekend for them to look forward to. Even for the crows, magpies, jays, and squirrels. Some campers know, and are aware of these camp robbers, some are forgetful in leaving any temptations out, and there are those that don’t know.

When the boys and I were camping for our three month stay here during the fall, and part of the winter back in 2014/2015, I noticed all these cavities in the trunk, and branches of a pine tree that stood tall in our camp. These cavities were on the whole circumference of the trunk. All the times I have been in the woods I have not noticed these cavities, or never had seen them before. I was one of many who did not pay much attention to details in Nature. I did not ask questions about things I had seen, or heard on a deeper level. As I got older, the interest I did have became very blurred and non-existent. I had brushed the wonders of Nature to the side over for more important things, though I thought. But little did I know, Nature would always be there, behind the curtains, waiting for me to open them up to be reawaken back to Nature.

I did not know who made those many holes in the bark, or why, until I began observing. I would hear this tapping of a woodpecker throughout the woodland areas of my surroundings, and against the bark exterior of the pine tree next to us. I saw glimpses of the woodpecker, but did not know of the species. So I pulled my bird book out, and determined it was an acorn woodpecker. And with my continued observations, I had noticed the acorn woodpecker would fly to an oak tree to gather acorns one at a time, then bringing them back to the pine tree, and place the acorns in the cavities it had made. It was it’s winter cache in a pine tree in our camp. The pine tree would be dotted with these cavities, with more cavities always needed.

The acorn woodpecker would be busily filling these empty cavities with one acorn per cavities. But then, a squirrel who was watching, being aware of this abundant cache of acorns, would sneak the acorns out of the holes, dropping them to the ground, and placing them in their own hiding places while the woodpecker was gone. Sometimes the squirrel would get caught, and a scuffle between the two would ensue. The woodpecker making the most noise of it’s displeasure with the theft of his acorns. The squirrel really didn’t care much, and would be back taking more of the cache the woodpecker work so hard to get.

Acorn Woodpecker

November 11, 2017 – Saturday

Another awakening to a beautiful day. Sunshine, and a cool breeze kick starts the morning. I love camping in the Fall season of the year. Everyday stepping outside into the world of Nature, entering a different reality. What I had become in my past, and, I am no longer. I am part of Nature now.

With the guys camping across the way from us, thinking about nothing but themselves, it is hard to let go of them being loud, and disrespectful of other campers until 12:00 am, and since the quiet time is at 10:00 pm. This is an on going thing with this campground, as with most other camprounds. And alcohol is a big factor of being loud, and stupid. I could have yelled at them, I could have gotten up, gotten dressed, and walked over to talk with them, but I never want to get out of bed for that. Why should I have to? And always hoping, soon they will be quiet. Sometimes that soon, turns into 3:00 am. Unfortunately, there is no sound proofing in tents

After things quieted down last night, I was finally able to fall asleep. I was able to sleep through the night.

When the mind is silent and at peace, it is a good state to be in, in these situations. You can deal with these situations, with finding solutions for the problem, but being detached from the outcome, or just letting go, the best you can, or just being pissed off. I unfortunately tend to do the latter.

A good question is, is it better to be right, or be at peace? It is as simple as how we look at those things. It all depends on the story you tell yourself.

The boys got to meet the kids camping next to us, but were a bit hesitant by the kids high energy.

I was listening to the conversation of the campers next to us, talking about their everyday lives, about eating bagels, getting caught up in their stories, when instead, they can experience the present moment being in Nature. Unfortunately, this is what most people do, they tell their stories, instead of allowing Nature to heal them. Having this experience being with Nature, does not mean you need to have a vast knowledge of Nature, or knowing very little. It is about just being aware of Nature in silence. Being aware of the sights, sounds, smells, touches, and tastes (if appropriate), in Nature. By doing this, you will probably know more than most who think they know Nature in their minds.

Evening Entry

Today was somewhat productive. I got most of my books back on the book shelves I have in the trailer. Cleaned my truck of the bit of clutter, found some things in the trailer I was looking for, and found some adjustable bars at Home Depot to prevent my books from falling of the book selves.

The guys across from us are actually quiet this evening.

Tonight is pleasant with the wind coming up on occasion. It is not that cold, except when the wind picks up.

Two of the campers to the right of us left, packed up camp, and we have two campers to our left that are still here.

Last night I felt really drained of energy for some reason, tonight I feel much better.

Yesterday I bought a couple of strands of Christmas lights to be a bit festive during this holiday season, but also for practicality reasons. One strand will go on my canopy so I won’t walk into the support polls at night. And one strand on the tent.

November 12, 2017 – Sunday

Today, Sunday, is always a good day, because most campers leave the campground. This afternoon it will be once again, peaceful, and quiet, and we will be able to hear only the sounds of Nature.

Last night the clowns across the way continued their partying, though a bit quieter, they partied all night. I mean, all night!

There was an Eastern Indian family in a cabin, two cabins way from the clowns. I heard a beautiful voice coming from there, a voice of an Angle, singing, “Hallelujah,” Her singing was being masked by the surrounding noise from other campers. I had to listen intently to hear her singing over the noise. No others seem to care about this lovely voice, but Nature, and me. After the young teenage girl finished singing, her younger brother, was whistling the song, “Amazing Grace,” to perfection. I think he was about 10 years old.

I slept pretty well during the night. Those beautiful songs must have put me in a restful state of mind. In the early morning I had a collage of dreams, none I could remember.

The Arts, music, paintings, drawings, sculptures, and other art forms can connect us to the sacred, as does Nature. When they connect with each other it can be magical. I felt I was connected to both last evening. One good example of this is when I saw a video of a man who was playing classical music on the piano for an elder elephant, and one could tell the elephant thoroughly was enjoying it with the flapping of his large ears. And even extended his or her long trunk to tap the keys of the piano in joy with the man. Another video, a man was playing the drums for an elephant, and the elephant began tapping the drums with his, or her trunk. It is something that is much more than just something cute. It goes much deeper. These two examples were in the future span of time, and did not take place during our journey at this time.

I believe there is a parallel dimension to ours, where some, are able to connect into, and communicate with the spirit world of that dimension, and for the spirits to communicate with us.

I am experiencing some tendinitis in my right, and left elbows, and it could be from pounding stakes, chopping wood, lifting heavy things, or from the boys on our walks with them stretching me in every direction. Hopefully this is not an on going problem.

Today I will continue in my quest to organize the trailer, and camp. I want to spend my time in writing, reading, observing Nature, and in reflection. Not organizing, although that is important as well.

I think from my observations, most people want to spend time in Nature, are being drawn to Nature, but do not know how to truly experience Nature on a much deeper level, because they do not know how to. We were never taught this in my generation, nor the many generations past. To do this, it is up to each individual to learn from within. It is in all of us, we just have to be able to bring it out. And to be able to do it in silence, in alone time. Going into Nature with friends, or family, this alone time can be difficult, as with experiencing silence, but it can be done.

For most, we bring the city ‘us’ into the Nature ‘us,’ and the city ‘us’ consumes most, or all of our time. We can’t break lose from the familiar, and awaken to Nature’s wonders. There needs to be times where we can experience Nature in silence – to truly be aware of the here and now – and in all of creation.

Evening Entry

Didn’t get much done today, and not much needed to get done, really. So I guess I got everything done.

I did drop by the Eastern Indian’s cabin this morning. I noticed they were leaving today, and wanted to tell the young girl, and boy, that I enjoyed their singing, and whistling. The girl was still in bed, so I talked to the mother, and told her if she would, how much I enjoyed her daughters singing. The boy was up, so I mentioned to him how much I liked his whistling. They were truly gifts to Nature, and to me and the boys.

We should be able to stay in camp most of the week. Chance of rain / showers in the afternoon on Monday, Wednesday, and Sunday, so the weather forecast says. On Sunday, we move camp back to Site #60.

Our evening was pleasant, and quiet, with a near empty campground. Peace at last.

November 13, 2017 – Monday – Takotas, and Nanook’s Birthday

We tried to get up early this morning, but did not quite make it. The boys wanted to sleep in a bit more, from an exhausted weekend. And it was their birthday today. They are 4 years old. I gave them both birthday hugs, and kisses. We finally got up around 7:30 am to a beautiful sunny day.

First thing on the list of things to do today was to go the entrance kiosk to pay for two nights of camping. The gal that was working at the kiosk, our friend Kevin did not care much for. He said she was a mean one. So when I got there, I greeted her nicely, and she did the same. I asked her if she liked Jane Goodall, and she did, then I asked if she was interested in reading her current book? She was delighted to say, “Yes.” So I gave her the book, “Seeds Of Hope,” by Jane Goodall. And told her to feel free to give the book to anyone who wants to read it. From that time on, she was always nice to me.

We have had campfires in the morning, and evening, to keep the chill off, and the simple enjoyment of having a fire. I always keep my fires small, and manageable. Fires can be irritable though with the smoke always following you.

The turkeys have returned after all the campers had left. We only had a small flock of turkeys in the campground this morning. More bird activity come around with less campers, and less noise by the campers. It is such a great, and peaceful place when the people are gone. If people only knew the impact we have on Nature, with our noise, and presence.

I have not been writing about taking the boys for walks, but we do take morning walks, and evening walks everyday around the campground. No lake walks for the boys, because they can get aggressive with any dogs approaching them that are off leash, and I don’t want to take any chances. It was a great loss we couldn’t take walks along the lake. It is a beautiful Nature walk.

I went to get my work gloves for when I pick up my firewood. It is always exciting picking up a new supply. Our wood supplier is requiring a minimum purchase of a quarter cord now. I was usually only getting an eighth of a cord before. His wood is not cheap, but we get good burning firewood. An eighth of a cord usually lasts a week with small morning, and evening fires. The wood we usually get is oak, or almond. Burning these woods gives off a wonderful smell which adds to the pleasures of having campfires.

Nothing like a good supply of firewood

Well, I couldn’t find my gloves anywhere. I seem to be misplacing everything. I do have extra pairs of gloves hidden somewhere in my trailer, but where? And can I even find them? Unlikely! I tried to organize the trailer to have easy access to my stuff, and unfortunately that idea didn’t work out too well. I have too much stuff. But stuff I anticipated I might need or would need for this journey. I wanted to be prepared since we will be living outside in Nature.

When we go camping at campgrounds, I tend to use the typical things for each campground, and it makes it easy for the most part to keep track of things, and in planning what I need. Very seldom does that change much if at all. While going into the backcountry I have to readjust in what I will bring, and for the length we stay, requiring much more planning, and much more stuff needed. This also has a lot to do with what I want to try and accomplish in the backcountry.

I have been having a hard time staying up until 7:30 or 8:00 pm, unless I have a good book to read. Takota usually likes going to bed when it gets dark, or when I am ready for bed. Nanook prefers staying up later to watch for the critters that come out during the darkness of night. But Nanook has to come in with us when it is time for bed, although unwillingly.

Last night I saw a creature scurrying along the road, and I believe it may have been a bobcat. When darkness falls upon daylight, it is always fun trying to figure out what creatures that might be prowling, and the sounds they made. Darkness brings out many of the creatures.

November 14, 2017 – Tuesday

We woke to mostly clear skies this morning, with the freshness in the air that the rained left behind.

I talked with Dan, the park maintenance boss this morning, and it seemed, me and the boys were getting talked about at the park office. Probably for our three month stay at the park, about three years prior. I don’t remember seeing Dan back then, maybe because we left early in the morning, and got back after dark at night. It seemed everyone at the park knew about us. And of course they would. Who wouldn’t notice a guy, with two beautiful dogs staying two months longer than we should have. Maybe they had bets on how long we would try to stay this time. Dan also told me the park staff were talking about us in an afternoon meeting. Supposedly me, and the boys were well praised. They also knew I was related to my second cousin who works for the Park Service. It may have been a good thing, because it may have allowed us to stay longer than we should have. Dan was a really nice guy, and everyone else who we met at the Park was very nice to us. Unfortunately, I never got to see my second cousin at the park. I did find out that my favorite camp site at the park was hers too. And now there is a cabin there.

It is a beautiful day in Nature. Today we will be picking up my cooking grill, solar panels, dropping off stuff at our storage unit, and picking up more firewood.

We are suppose to be getting a good rain on Wednesday. Today in the afternoon, it looked like we may get some rain.

Evening Entry

We got everything done that I wanted to get done. It was a good day, including a good load of firewood (a ¼ cord of almond). We got back to camp at 2:00 pm.

There were a lot of small flies buzzing around after getting back to camp. I was carrying some firewood to stack, and felt and heard the buzzing of a fly go right into my right ear, and I thought it would just buzz right back out. It didn’t! It kept crawling deeper into my ear canal with a creepy, and weird sensation. This never has happened to me before. I couldn’t get the sucker out, and I could tell it was back in there just buzzing around, causing me a great degree of annoyance. I thought the only way to get the bugger out was to flush him out with peroxide. Putting the solution in my ear I immediately heard the peroxide fizzing, and crackling in my ear. I thought that would do the trick with a few flushes of water. But no sign of the fly coming out. I had thoughts of a rotting fly stuck in my ear. It completely threw my balance off, and it caused me to lean, and walk towards the right. I was getting disturbed with the idea of how I was going to sleep at night, knowing this dead, and decaying corpse was in my ear. I would flush it out again with water tomorrow.

It was a nice cool evening, with a small chance of rain tonight. Rain on Wednesday evening through Thursday.

November 15, 2017 – Wednesday

I slept okay last night.

It began raining lightly in the early morning.This morning the skies seems like a big storm is about to hit us. Yet the beauty of this creation is mysterious, and beautiful.

The turkeys came to our meadow at 6:30 am, with a mighty force from all directions, and when landing, setting off a torrent of gobbles filling the air. They can be a loud bunch.

It is suppose to be windy, and wet tonight. I need to get our camp ready for what comes in.

It is nice to have a warming fire on morning like this. I usually don’t try to have any campfires when it rains. I don’t want to waste good firewood.

While cooking breakfast, I saw six acorn woodpeckers fly to a nearby oak tree, while squawking away. I miss them being around, and observing their behavior.

Last week a lone turkey was pecking at a bumper of an RV, and I was wondering what got him so interesting in that bumper? There is a camping trailer across from us, and again I heard pecking against the metal of the bumper. I got a closer look to observe what this turkey found so interesting. It could have been the sound of the pecking, or the reflection of the turkey on the bumper. If I had a mirror handy, I could have hung it on a tree to see what a turkey would do.

I am currently reading Eckhart Tolle’s book, “The Power Of Now.” It is a good book on the teaching of spiritual awakening. In most modern day cultures we have been brainwashed into thinking, the mind shows us truth, yet it only shows us an illusion of what we perceive as being the truth, or a false reality of the truth. Real Truth can only be tapped into through silent awakening, and discovering this within each one of us. We can discover this anywhere, but the best place is in Nature.

For most, they would become easily bored, or frustrated or having a misunderstanding of this power we all have, but few use, or by this idea because they don’t understand the concept of silence, and how important it is. Silence is an experience, a Beingness, or pure consciousness of the present, of what is here, and now. Once one experiences this awakened Truth, it is hard to go back to the untruth of the reality we have been living through the ego self (the false self).

Evening Entry

The evening was a beautiful time to be. To be in Nature.

To ‘be’ is simply to experience an experience deeply within.

November 16, 2017 – Thursday

In the middle of the night a light wet mist was coming inside the large screened opening in the tent, next to where I have my bed. But nothing was getting wet inside that I could tell. This fine mist felt refreshing on my face. Looking out into the night sky, it was as clear as can be. The winds that were kicking up during the night must have been blowing moisture our way, and with more wind, more rain came, transforming from a mist to a light rain. And then, I felt the wetness on me and my sleeping bag, and I knew it was time to button up the tent.

The rain became progressively louder on the tent fabric, and the wind more intense. I would listen to the wind going through the valley, and through the trees, telling me if it will be coming our way. I enjoyed the roar of the wind, moving through the trees, that is just another being of Nature we should respect with it’s many personalities. As for the sounds of the rain falling on the tent, it can sound like it is pouring, but is only a light rain falling, or the more power of the rain falling, telling of a heaviness in the rain. And if one is set up under a tree, it could still sound like rain, but is only the drops falling from the tree’s branches. It is the simple things that can tell us so much about our surroundings.

With the rain falling hard, and the winds blowing through our camp, the tent performed well both with the rain, and wind. I also lowered the canopy to it’s lowest profile, and it stayed in place without any damage.

There is a mist of clouds laying over the foothills this morning. A beautiful wet experience Nature provides. Weather can be a very unpleasant, and uncomfortable experience while camping, but it is also a beautiful time to be out in Nature, as long as one can stay warm, and dry.

Our camping friend gave us a canopy a few years ago. I had it in storage all this time. I was not a canopy kind of guy. But I soon learned, it can be a nice addition to ones camp with good benefits. It provides shade from the hot sunlight, cooking can be done while it is raining, or sitting under the canopy, enjoying being outside when it is raining, as long as there is no wind. Screens, and side walls can be added as well for bug protection. The bad thing about canopies, is the wind. It is wise to always stake the poles, and the guy lines from the canopy to the ground. One never knows when a good wind will come through camp. I do dislike using guy lines on the tent, and canopy, because I always run into them, or get tripped up. And for that reason I don’t always have them staked. When the weather is nice, I like the openness of not having a canopy blocking my view of my surroundings. Another thing with canopies, don’t place them to close to fire rings, unless you want burned holes in the canopy from embers.

I don’t know how long the rain will last. Hopefully I can start packing up for our move to another campsite tomorrow. We will be staying at our new campsite for two days, then back to this one.

Nanook was scratching his muzzle with a muddy paw, and covered the muzzle with mud. Now he looks like a wolf.

It began pouring down rain, and Nanook finally got under the canopy next to me, a muddy mess. Takota decided he still wanted to play in the rain, and was soaking wet.

Afternoon Entry

It is 2:30 pm and the rain is finally lifting. We spent a little time in the tent to stay dry. When the rain did stop, I opened the large window rain flap and enjoyed the beautiful view of the low lying clouds beginning to lift. The turkeys came out from their cover, and on to the grassy area to feed.

Evening Entry

We got a small break in the rain, and then light rain showers began falling. It has become a very pleasant for the rest of the day. We may get more rain showers tomorrow on our moving day. I am hoping there will be a cancellation, so we won’t have to move.

November 17, 2017 – Friday

Today is moving day. We are only moving two sites over, then returning to the site we are just leaving from, on Sunday. It is a pain having to move camp in the same campground, especially having to do it alone. The site isn’t the best campsite, but it is close to this one when we have to move again. Our new site is a pretty good size to fit our large tent, The site does have a nice oak tree on it. There is no place to tie the dogs up to, and it is a corner site with a lot of traffic, both foot, and automobile that can be a problem for me and the boys. Good thing it is only for two nights.

We have nice sunny weather for our move. The tent is still wet from the rain on Thursday. The sunshine will help dry it out.

I prefer campsites with trees, for some protection from the sun, and rain, as with a place to tie the boys. It also provides a little more privacy. But one has to be aware of possible widow makers being under, or around trees. Trees, and vegetation also provides good wind blocks. It can be also be hard to find the perfect campsite, as with level campsites for the tents. In the fall, winter, and spring months, it is also good to have good access to sunlight for drying, and warmth.

After getting most of my gear moved to the new campsite, We went to the main gate to get checked in. They told me the site we just moved to was only available for one night, so we had to take the less desirable campsite, which meant moving all your gear across the street to the site I originally reserved.

This is one reason I dislike having to make reservations, especially when one is doing this full time, and even in the winter months for some campgrounds that have reservations for the full year. Most campgrounds have peak season reservations, then switch to first come first serve (no reservations) in the off season. Constantly having to jump around from campsite to campsite is a big pain in the rear. I will go into others reasons later on why reservations are a bad idea for the part time traveler, and the full timer.

The nice thing about camping in less desirable weather, in the late fall, winter, and early spring are far less people, typically no reservations required, and more campsite selections. And the campgrounds are usually quiet, and peaceful. But for some campgrounds, the popular ones, the weekends can be busy. We learned this lesson in Oregon.

Now, even though I am in the worst campsite in the campground, in my opinion, I get a whole different perspective of the whole campground which makes it interesting. I am seeing the good, even being in a not so great campsite.

Evening Entry

The move to our new campsite took twice as long since we had to move twice. But it could have been worse, it could have been raining, and/or windy.

It is 6:00 pm, and the campground is filling up quickly for the weekend campers. My site overlooks the lower campground, which tends to be pretty noisy. Hopefully it is not bad.

Our camp for two nights

While I was moving our stuff to Site 11, from Site 57, I left the boys alone at Site 57, and they did not have any problem of being alone. They could always see me, so that probably gave them some comfort. The boys are such great camping companions. If I had my choice between people or dogs, to go camping with, it would be the dogs.

I always seem to think a bigger camps are better, but this one is very small, but works well. Everything is close and easily accessible to get things. It will be much easier packing up for our next move in two days.

This site feels very remote, and very dark, though it isn’t get cars drive by. It has a feeling of being totally different from the other camps I have been in here.

While I was moving camp, and the boys supervising, I talked with a park employee, and he was telling me they were trying to keep us at Site 60, so we would not have to move. We have been treated incredibly well here, and watched over. That is a good feeling.

While I was loading up, I had problems with the canopy while taking it down, and bent one of the leg support poles. It was a cheap canopy. and now it is time for the garbage.

Because our tent is a large tent (ten person tent), and being high, it can be a challenge putting the rain fly on. And if there is wind, forget it. With any size tent, a four person or more, the rain fly can be a challenge putting on, especially doing it alone, and on a windy day. With my ten person tent, it has two settings on the support poles while setting it up. The first setting is clicked into place at mid point once the tent is balanced. Then it secures the tent pretty well. Then this is when the rain fly is draped over the tent, with the tent height low enough making it fairly easy to put on. That is as long as there is no wind, or if one has help. Once the rain fly is in place, the support poles are extended to full height, and everything else is clipped into place. That tent is definitely a balancing act putting it up with only one person doing it. On this particular day, we were getting wind gusts making it difficult putting up the tent. Once I got things in place and balanced, here comes the wind, and the tent would collapse. Then it would calm, and hope the tent goes up before the next gust of wind. Could you imagine doing this on a windy, and rainy day, and much worse, doing it alone?

At our new camp it gets very dark once the sun sets, and a great place to look into the night sky for stars.

Evening view

Tomorrow we are going to go to a Cafe we had spent every morning for breakfast, and became part of the regulars there, to visit with our human friends, and dog friends. The boys take their friendships very seriously, whether human or canine, and it gives me great joy when they see their friends, and how excited they get.

November 18, 2017 – Saturday.

Last night it has been the coldest it has been at 40 degrees F. It was 43 deg. at 6:45 am when we got up. I didn’t sleep well last night, but at least the campground was pretty quiet.

I was a bit chilled last night, my 20 deg. rated sleeping bag wasn’t making the grade.

We went to the Cafe for breakfast, and most of our friends were there. It was just like the olden days. Afterwards we stopped to do some shopping for food, then returned to camp at 12:30 pm.

We have no shade in camp, and the boys found shade under the picnic table or next to the tent. I also got my battery charging with the solar panels with the good solar access we have in camp.

I did find a tick embedded in Takota today.

I haven’t heard from a friend who was going make reservations for me for another two weeks here at Del Valle. Hope she makes them soon for the campsite we like.

Evening Entry

The campers at Site 60 left a day early, so that will make our moving back much easier by not having to wait for them to pack up camp. So the plan is for Sunday, is having my coffee, ponder, feed the boys, and ponder some more.

The firewood I have in the bed of my truck will limit how much I can load in the back, I will first unload the wood at Site 60, then start packing up my truck at Site 11. I will have about two trips packing and unpacking to and from the two sites. I will leave the trailer until the last which would be my third trip, with a total of 4 trips. Sounds like a good plan.

It is down to 49 deg. at 5:30 pm. It will be a cold night.

One of the biggest hurdles I am dealing with is anger – anger with people who are disrespectful towards other campers, and disrespectful towards Nature. I find letting go of this anger is difficult. But the reality is, the only one that it is hurting is me.

November 19, 1017 – Sunday

It is a tad cold this morning, but warming up.

Moving day today, once again.

We had more bird activity here at this camp than the camp we will be moving to. Maybe because there are more pine trees here, the birds have more of a preference for them. Just a guess.

Nanook is taking a snooze after a good breakfast, Takota is keeping guard at the camp, and I am doing the rest of the work. It would be nice if they could help out once in a while, but that isn’t a dogs role. This is what dogs do best, just being a dog.

I stayed pretty warm last night with a few modifications, by keeping the window coverings mostly closed, and wearing a hoodie to cover my head. We also did not have as much wind.

It is a beautiful moving day, and back to our favorite campsite.

On this particular campsite, I wake up to the sight of this elder oak tree standing alone. This 100 plus year old oak tree, with almost a skeletal look to it’s frame, frail like in comparison to the other oaks around. But I am sure can share stories, and much wisdom for those willing to listen. It is a tree I have become close to, and respect, as with the magpies, dark – eyed juncos, the acorn woodpeckers, the gobbling turkeys, and the other creatures of Nature who have enlightened our experiences here. We consider them friends, and teachers.

100 year old Oak Tree

Evening Entry

The move went well, and much faster than our last move on Friday. I think the boys and I are much happier at this site. It has a better feel to it. We have the campsite for eleven days, then hopefully, another thirty days in December. The crowds should lessen with winter coming.

I asked Joy from the store if she would help me with the set up of the tent, and she obliged, saving me about 15 minutes in possible frustration trying to do it by myself. She was much more thorough in the minor details than I was, in setting up the tent. I thanked her for the help. I did not mention, the tent is an Easy pop-up tent. It makes it easier, and faster to set up, and take down. Once the tent was set up, and organized with bedding and such, we headed into town to get a new canopy.

Our favorite campsite

Around 4:00 pm, I saw Joy walking to a dead fallen oak tree a short distance from our camp, and to the rear of the camp store. While watching her standing next to that dead oak, I had a sense, a feeling, I was looking at a human spirit having a spiritual connection with this once living oak tree, now dead. And yet still feeling the life force that once existed in this mighty oak. I had never experienced this type of observation before in a person’s connection to a dead fall tree, and showing this tree a deep respect for all that it had done in it’s life, and all that it still gives.

I felt a this connection between this person and the tree, this energy, that came through me, that welcomed me over to these to beings, to learn a deeper connection to all life forms.

While walking over towards her, thinking, “should I disturb her?” My curiosity continued pulling me in that direction. Once I reach her, I ask, “Joy, what are you looking at?” And before she could answer, I told her what I had observed, and sensed when I saw her walking slowly towards the tree with upmost respect. We then talked about the life the tree once had, and it’s story. And the spirit world that is all around us, that is in Nature, and that we human’s can experience when we listen, and see with an open heart in silence, and respect to the seen, and unseen.

Returning to camp I was thinking, if I didn’t talk with Joy by the oak tree, I never would have had that experience, and feeling a deeper sense of connection with Nature. That observation of Joy, and the tree, and our conversation, brought me into that experience with a greater appreciation for all life, and how sacred all life is.

In camp I checked emails, and read some comments on Facebook. One email I received was from my oldest Sister. She said, how what I was doing reminded her of Dad, who I had little memory of, since he died when I was only 4 years old. She also mentioned how much she is looking forward to seeing us when we come visit. I hadn’t seen her for over 20 years.

I had been thinking about my family a lot lately, and how grateful I was to have my two sisters, and two brothers with the many good memories I had growing up. I wanted to talk more about our family, and our Mom, and Dad with my Sis. She was a very big part of our family. As mentioned, I knew very little of our Dad. At this point in time I was not sure when I would get up to Magalia, next to Paradise.

November 20, 2017 – Monday

I had a restless first part of the night, but eventually fell sound to sleep.

We got up at 8:00 am, 55 deg. out, but feels warmer. It is cloudy out with a forecast of rain.

The turkeys didn’t fly in this morning.

There are five campers here, not counting me. One has a pumpkin out. Surprisingly the campground gets pretty full during Thanksgiving. I could see this place being great for the holiday as long as the weather is good, and not too cold. We are suppose to have nice weather for Thanksgiving. I stopped celebrating this holiday because of the lies it represents in our history books, and what we have done to the Native Americans.

The magpies are back, looking for breakfast, and visiting the boys food bowls for any leftovers.

Afternoon Entry

We were heading for the store, in Livermore, and checking on my friend Tammy’s progress on making us a reservation to extend our stay here. Before we headed down the hill, we dropped by to talk with Kevin, and Joy’s. They told me the park won’t allow people to make reservations for those who want to extend their stay longer then allowed, meaning, what I was having my friend do was not allowed. We will have to see what happens. Considering we stayed here for 3 months, surprisingly back in 2014 without an issue, we may have a chance. I hope!

So, I thought I should talk to our friend at the main gate on our way back to camp to get a feel of if we are going to run into any problems extending our stay. I did not want to push it so I told her we wanted to stay another two weeks vs. a month. She told me she will let me in, and not report it to reservations. It seems most of the park employees have our back. I had my friend make reservations for only 15 days. The gal at the front gate checked with her boss who is strictly by the book with rules, who would say, no to this scheme, and she said, she really didn’t care. So we have 15 days more in December. It is nice being liked.

It has been cloudy all day, and no rain.

I did one more ear flush, and I think I got that rotting fly carcass out of my ear canal finally.

Today, I was experiencing being in the present, in pure awareness. This was a big step from where I was yesterday, not being in the Now.

In the familiar, and unfamiliar in the dark blackened night sky, there is silence, not a sound to be heard. It can be eerie for some, peaceful for others.

Then a cry sounds out through the crisp chill of the darkness of the night air. This gives me pause, thinking about the life forms that are hunting, and being hunted. These different sounds this creature makes is unfamiliar to me. It begins with one sounding cry, then repeating it over, and over again, then changes to a different sound, and then a third that differs from the second. Could it be a bird, or raptor, or a mammal? I do not know, but my curiosity is heightened for the need to know more about these sounds in the night. Then there is silence once again in the darkness of night. It begins once again when a hawk cries out, then the faint sound of the hoot, of a Great horned owl in the distance. Then, the quiet silence again falls upon us.

The night life few ever see, but is still quite awake, and active in this blackness. Many times I wish I had sound equipment to record these sounds. There would be times I would be awakened from a deep sound sleep to a blood curdling scream. I never knew what it was from until I was told that it could have been a rabbit’s death cry.

Many of the stars are washed out, hidden, by the city lights, but the main constellations shines bright like beacons in the night sky.

November 21, 2017 – Tuesday

Slept pretty well during the night. It is 54 deg. when we got up at 8:30 am. Foggy out this morning.

I got a fire going, and the smells of the fragrant aromas of pine, and oak burning enhances the experience of camping, and being part of the woodlands. The coffee is almost ready. It will be a nice day.

This morning at around 6:30 am, I was looking out my large window at ground level, out to the meadow, with a back drop of pine, and oak trees. It was a beautiful setting in Nature to wake up too. Then a diesel truck drove by our camp filling the air with noxious exhaust fumes, ruining that pristine moment.

I have my solar panels, and battery pack out, and charging my laptop, and iPad. We have scattered clouds for charging. The battery and solar panels are working well. I use the next door campsite picnic table when the site isn’t being used for charging when it has good solar access.

I met a nice lady from Alaska, and will be talking with her tomorrow some time about good places to go.

A beautiful night at 57 deg. at 5:45 pm.

November 22, 2017 – Wednesday

We got up at 7:00 am, for a shower. Clear skies. A beautiful starry night last night. Didn’t sleep well with too many thoughts on if we can make it to Alaska.

We meet our friend Tammy this morning.

We haven’t seen the turkeys in the mornings lately.

Evening Entry

We went to bed early around 7:00 pm. It was one of those low energy days.

The campground we are in is pretty much full.

November 23, 2017 – Thursday – Thanksgiving day

I woke up at 5:30 am, then fell back to sleep. We woke again to a beautiful sunrise, and got up at 8:00 am. The morning sky was partly cloudy. The moist morning air, and the smell, reminded me of the Hawaiian Islands.

The group of campers that came in last night, across from us were a bit obnoxiously loud, but did eventually quiet down.

The birds were active this morning in song, and feeding. They are always welcome in, and around our camp.

I am still experiencing the pain of tendinitis in my right arm, but slowly it is hopefully getting better. With our new life style living in Nature, I hope this is not an on going problem. I will be constantly using my arms in the daily rituals required in camping, as with setting up, and taking down camps, and not giving the arms much time to heal. But for the past two months I have been doing a lot of lifting, and this will lessen a bit. And of course, age comes into play on how quickly the healing process occurs. At times, taking the boys for walks, can irritate the tendons, in the shoulders, and elbows, with their pulling me back and forth, and stretching me like a rubber band with them going in the opposite directions. They are very strong boys. They are getting better walking, but they have their moments. I am no longer a spring chicken, and at 65, soon to be 66 years old in January. In my past I have dealt with sciatica that could be a problem if it decides to flare up.

The weather began clouding up, and looked like a chance of rain.

Evening Entry

Not much to say. I got my laptop charged at the store, I set up the canopy, fixed breakfast for me and the boys, and I got a little reading done.

The rain never came today. The clouds remained this evening, but is very pleasant out.

November 24, 2017 – Friday

The leaves are beginning to fall off the oak trees for the winter.

It is a nice sunny morning with a temperature of 58 deg.

at 8:15 am. T-shirt weather. A very thin layer of clouds are above us.

I got the fire lit, and going, and the coffee perking.

I slept well last night, and felt very relaxed in bed in the morning, not wanting to disturb this peaceful state of Being. But Nanook seemed very restless, and I knew he was telling me he had to go out. So I rushed to get out of bed and dressed to take them out. He quickly took care of business relieving himself once we were out of the tent. For both Takota, and Nanook, they are really good at not having accidents in the tent, and doing their best in letting me know that they need to go out, though it can be a subtle gesture that I don’t always pick up on. Sometimes, I don’t get it as quickly as they want it to with me. And they will wait for me to get with it and let it sink in. I think it is a good idea if we go for a walk before bedtime.

Before we got up, at around 6:00 am, I heard some unfamiliar bird sounds, then the clanking of pots on the picnic table. I knew what was making the clanking noise. I shined my flashlight at the table, hoping they would scoot away, but it didn’t work. So I opened up the tent screen, and made some noise, and shined the light at them on the table and that got them to run off. I had to laugh when I saw their little glowing eyes bobbing up and down, and looking at me. The little critter’s were raccoons. I wasn’t too concerned since I had nothing on the table in the form of food that they could get at. So I went back to sleep, and the clanking had ended.

The group of campers across from us I was hoping they were going to leave today, but no such luck, and why would they, the weekend is coming up. Wishful thinking on my part.

The campers at our campground is pretty quiet with the exception of the group across from us. We are going to just hang out in camp. The rest of the park I am sure will be busy with lots of people.

I was observing a teenager, maybe 13 or 14 years of age, across the way, lighting a fire in the fire pit. He grabbed a plastic container from the bed of their truck, then filled a cup full of gasoline into a plastic cup to use to ignite the fire in the fire ring. He began pouring the gasoline into the fire, and began ignited the fluid he was pouring out of the cup. The boy flung the cup away from him, with no regard for the two younger children on each side of him. He is lucking none of the gasoline came near the other children, but easily could have. Or if it happened during a dryer season, could have started a grass fire. This is why one should never, ever use gasoline to start a fire. It is extremely dangerous. I did not see any adult supervision when the boy was doing that. A bit later, I heard his dad yelling at him for being so stupid. I wonder where the boy had learned this trick of using gasoline to start a fire? As well as teaching the other younger children in using gasoline to start a fire as well. The Dad rips into his son for being stupid when he learned it from his Dad. Who is the stupid, and irresponsible one here? Many people use lighter fluid for lighting campfires, and though it is less flammable than gasoline, it is still dangerous, and toxic. There are many safe, and sure fire ways to light a campfire, but they do not want to take the time to learn or properly prepare for a good light. Using gasoline, or lighter fluid is a lazy man’s way of doing it, as well as not being responsible in fire starting skills, and management of the fire. When one learns to start a fire safely, and responsibly, it becomes more enjoyable. And one shows respect to fire. This can be taught to children, and teaching them fire skills, and the responsibility of fire makes it more enjoy for the child as well.

The raccoons hit the group across the way. Thumbs up for the raccoons.

November 26, 2017 – Saturday

We left early to have breakfast at the Cafe, get gas, and clean the storage unit I was renting. Once we got back to camp, the campground we were in was pretty much empty of campers, and quiet. The lower campground was still pretty busy.

November 27, 2017 – Sunday

This morning I was expecting a wet morning, instead, the sun rise was spectacular. It had began with clouds hugging the tops of the foothills, becoming a bright red, turning to yellow, then beige. We are getting occasional showers, with mostly gusty winds.

I didn’t really want to go to storage today, and leave this beautiful experience in Nature on this stormy looking day. A perfect time to be outside in Nature, and to experience this peacefulness a stormy day can bring.

I remember enjoying listening to Beethoven’s 6th, and 7th symphonies where he was able to paint the perfect motions, and emotions of weather in his music.

The sounds in Nature can be magical, and mysteries, if we take the time to listen, like the sounds of the wind blowing through the valley, and trees. While I am listening to these sounds, the boys are napping after a good breakfast.

Afternoon Entry

I decided we would stay in camp today. We did leave for some quick shopping in town, and when returning to camp, it was raining, but of a light refreshing rain. I thought about going in the tent, but it was just to nice to be inside on a day like this.

Nanook is laying in his hole that he dug for himself, becoming mud that is sticking all over his coat. Both Takota and Nanook dig holes for a nice comfortable bed to lay. Sometimes at the base of a tree, next to, or under brush, or under the picnic table.

The turkeys too are enjoying this day, not being bothered by the little rain we are getting.

Driving to the store I had a sudden urge that we should move on up north. We will stay for two more weeks, then begin our travels north. I am starting to feel a bit stagnate here, when we have so much traveling we need to do. This is only the very beginning of our travel.

The nice people camping across from us are staying one more night, and had extra food, so they dropped off some steaks for us for dinner tonight.

Shortly after I started writing my afternoon entry, it began raining enough, we all headed for the tent for shelter. Once we got into the tent, the two, cooped up boys, started rough housing inside the tent. I thought their playfulness could do some damage to the tent, so our short stay in the tent quickly ended.

I always think about better tent designs, or improvements on tents, but they wouldbe based on my preferences in tents, and maybe not for others. One big gripe I have, even with supposedly good quality tents are the poor quality stakes they have for most tents.

Although I dislike Coleman tents, they did come up with a great idea of having a swing door for the entry. I wasn’t sure how I would like it, but I got to try it in one of my tents, and it was much better than the typical designed used in tents.

I was thinking the 10 person tent we were using, I would have enough room to put my chair in the front portion of the tent where the entry is, and where I slept. But is was just to tight in space. So I would have to put the chair in the back room where the boys sleep, which would be fine I guess.

Being outside again, after the boys playful outbursts in the tent, it stopped raining, and I fed the boys their dinner. I then decided it would be a good idea to stake the guy lines to secure the tent better with the winds we were getting. So far the tent is doing well, with the exceptions of better awnings for the large size windows they use.

I took the boys out for a walk, the rain was falling ever so lightly. It was very pleasant out. The light rain had a pleasant warmth to it.

Back at camp, it was 59 deg. The rain continues to come down, but still lightly, though with a breeze kicking up, the temperature instantly dropped.

With the exception of dealing with wet dogs, camping can be very pleasurable with a good tent, and canopy, in a fairly light rain. Anything more, with hard or steady rains, and even worse with winds, it can be unpleasant, and even just plain miserable. Once everything is wet, it doesn’t dry out. The benefit with where we are at, is that if it got bad with wet clothing. If a laundromat is available near to camp, that would be a good option for getting clothing dry, but one would still have a wet tent, specially with two big fury dogs.

I thought we were going to spend the evening in the tent with the weather being so uncertain, but it turned out to be very nice, and hated to waste such a fine night in the tent. This is one thing about living in Nature, one gets to experience everything it gives, and many of these times can be so amazing. It is the simple things that can make us so grateful for this experience.

At 6:30 pm, it was nice enough to spend an evening outside for the boys to look for the critters roaming at night, and for me, some reading.

We are getting a little dripping through the canopy, otherwise it is working pretty well. The flies are finding protection under the canopy to their liking, and luckily not in the tent.

November 27, 2017 – Monday

The rain seemed like it poured hard most of the night, pounding on the surface of the tent, like rocks pounding on a metal surface. It was hard to sleep with the continuous noise of the rain. I must have dosed off between the breaks in the rain, then to be awakened when the rain started up again. The boys did not seem to be bothered by this.

I would have to get use to the sounds of the rain to determine the intensity of the rain. A light rain can be deceiving for a heavier rain. There would be times I delayed getting up because of the rain, hoping it would stop, so we would avoid getting soaked on our morning walk. Rain or shine, we would take our walks. There would be times I thought the rain was pouring down, and once stepping out from the tent, it was just a nice drizzle falling, which I found to be pleasant to walk in – seeing Nature in her different moods.

But on this day, we awoke to a chilly, and sunny morning, with not a cloud in sight. Another beautiful day in Nature, and so peaceful.

The tent held up well with no leaks. That is always good to know.

At 7:00 am the chorus of birds began filling the air. The hawks, turkeys, magpies, crows, jays, woodpeckers, and the many other songs birds that find this place home. There was one bird that was a new voice in the area. It would continue it’s call about four or five times, but I could not place it to the species of bird. It would be nice to record them, and with the technologies now for App’s for Smartphone on plant, tree, and bird identifications it would make it much easier. But I don’t have a Smartphone.

I heard we are not suppose to get any rain until maybe Sunday.

Evening Entry

There are only two campers left in our campground. It should be a quiet week. Although I am happy when most or everyone leaves, I have an eerie feeling at times when the campground empties of campers. A feeling that I have when left here alone. An unsettling feeling. But it doesn’t last long when the campground is suddenly empty.

It is 46 deg. but with all the moisture in the air it feels much cooler.

The deer are starting to come back into the meadow. Like me, most animals don’t like human noise, and crowds of people in their area. If we only showed more respect for the natural world, and our impact we have on it. The only critters that don’t mind humans, are the ones who benefit by food left behind, or left out in campsites.

We got a late start in the morning, because our friends across from us wanted to say goodbye to the boys. After that we went directly to storage to clean up, and to the store for a few things, then back to camp. We arrived back to camp at 2:30 pm. I started a fire, and made a salad. I was pretty hungry due to not having dinner last night, or breakfast this morning.

Before our friends left, that were across from us, the husband gave me a tour of their travel trailer, and it was nice, although I don’t see this as camping. And I wanted to experience Nature in a tent, so I can be closer to Nature, and not be insulated from Nature. But for many, they like being comfortable with all the amenities trailers can offer, and the protection from bad weather.

Last night, I heard two owls hooting away. They were hooting to one another. One was close to us, and the other was a further distance away. The one close to us was in a tree near our camp.

November 28, 2017 – Tuesday

It is a chilly 42 deg. this morning when we got up. I decided to make a small fire to take some of the chill off the old bones. The warmth of the fire is greatly appreciated, and feels very comforting.

It is a nice sunny day.

I talked with one of the construction guys at the campground who are building the new bathrooms here, about the weather in Oregon, and he told me it gets pretty wet during February, March, and April. We just have to hope for the best. We will try to hit the drier parts of eastern Oregon. This was one of my concerns heading north through northern California, Oregon, and Washington – chances of a lot of rain.

We have been here a full month. How the time flies by. I have been spending a lot of time moving, and clearing out my storage unit. In a couple of days, I will be free from my old life, and stepping completely into my new life, with the boys, and Nature. I have no clue what the future will bring or where we will end up. This is just the beginning for us, and looking forward to our adventures heading north.

Who could not love this place (minus the people) with the magpies all around us, keeping us amused, a couple of ring-necked doves near by feeding. And the many birds, and critters that occasionally come to visit. I am writing, enjoying Nature, and having special times with the boys. A long time dream coming true. Although I never could have conceived in developing such a deep connection, and relationship with Nature. Nature comes alive in very unexpected ways when we allow ourselves to go deep within Nature’s beauty, and wonder.

We can find simple, and yet amazing beauty in Nature. I found a dead fallen oak leaf on the ground in camp, that was next to a dead leaf of a

Sycamore. Beauty in Nature can be found anywhere if we look close enough, and deep enough.

Oak, and Sycamore Leaves

Things are becoming greener here after the rains. I am even beginning to see the changing colors, patches of green on the otherwise brown hillsides.

I saw a small old oak scared by the cutting, and chopping of it’s branches. At the lowest part of the trunk, a branch snapped off creating a divot from scaring where water can collect. I had noticed it when I saw a scrub jay drinking from it last week. A fresh water reservoir created by this tiny notch in the tree for animals to drink when the rain fills it’s empty space. I had just seen a magpie take advantage of this water source, as I am sure many birds do. There are so many stories Nature can tell.

Evening Entry

We got on the road at 10:00 am, called my firewood supplier, and he said coming by Wednesday morning would be better.

So I spent the day at the storage unit getting a lot done, and getting a big load to the dumps. I will get my storage cleaned out by Thursday, and that will be it, no more cleaning, and dumping stuff I have been collecting for years, and most of it will be dumped, or given away. I will only keep the things I really need, while living in Nature.

I grabbed an extra blanket because it is suppose to be cold tonight, and I we will see how the fleece blanket works putting over my sleeping bag.

I was thinking about staying a full month in December, but we should really start heading up north. I don’t want Del Valle to be a safe place for us. It is time to move on after our two week more at Del Valle.

November 29, 2017 – Wednesday

Evening Entry

We left camp around 6:40 am, and made it to the Cafe at 7:30 am. On our way to the Cafe, I saw two crows side by side on a power line, looking down at the traffic going by. It looked like they were amused at watching these crazy people trapped in their automobiles, in traffic, on a two lane road in their meaningless modern lifestyle. I was very amused in seeing this.

We had breakfast, then headed to pick up a load of firewood. Once we got the firewood, we headed back to camp to check-in for another 15 days camping, and to unload the wood at camp. Once the firewood was unloaded, we headed for the storage unit. I didn’t get much done, I was running on low energy.

November 30, 2017 – Thursday

This morning was cold, with clear skies, and a breeze. The temperature was 43 deg.

Today is to complete the cleaning at the storage unit.

Afternoon Entry

I got the storage unit finished up. Finally!

I have a pickup bed full of stuff I have to organize, and find a place for. We arrived back at camp at 1:45 pm, and we are the only ones in the campground with the exception of the contractors working on the new bathrooms. Since it is Thursday, we may start getting campers slowly coming in for the weekend. But for now, it is very quiet, and peaceful. Just the way we like it.

The woodpecker I saw a day, or two ago, I believe was the ladder-backed woodpecker. The first of this kind I have seen here. It is always exciting to see new species of birds, and animals in nature.

The other day I was thinking about how early we go to bed now, at 7:30 pm. It now seems normal. It is definitely a different lifestyle adjustment. I suppose if I had another person with me I would stay up a bit more, but the weather plays a fact in when it is time to head inside the tent. We have to abide by Nature’s rules now.

SHE CALLS TO ME

As I was driving back to our camping site through the golden brown rolling hills of the Livermore countryside, I was being drawn to the presence of Nature.

Becoming lost in the landscape I see before me,

All I can feel within my Being is the magical essence and grace you bring to me.

Your silence and stillness opens my heart to you, feeling a deep connection to the wonders in all life.

The gratitude never ends with your silent voice, songs, beauty and wisdom you share with all who can see, and simply listen to with a silent mind.

Never asking, never asking, but Nature always giving.

For many people, their eyes, and hearts are blind and empty to your love, to your beauty and to your magic – they have become disconnected from your presence.

As the birds soar in their ballet of flight beneath the blue sky, as the branches of the majestic Oak tree sways in the gentle fall breeze, as the brown grasses of summers end, weave back and forth creating patterns on the land.

As the changing colors of the leaves of the Sycamore tree turns from green to red, to orange, to yellow and finally to brown, rustling with their songs in the gentle breezes, indicating the near closing of another year.

While the animals quietly notice as she sings her gentle songs to our very soul.

And she only asks, be with me, and I will be with you now, and forever in time.

~ Rick Theile

The road to the campground and the inspiration for the writing above.
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CAMPING AT DEL VALLE REGIONAL PARK – Continues

April 7, 2009 – Day 7 – Tuesday

The weather forecast was for rain Monday night, and instead turned out to be a beautiful evening. Tuesday morning was overcast, but it did not seem like we would get any rain. I was wrong. In this moment I had to stop writing in my journal, because of some rain drops splattering upon my journal page, creating ink smudges on some of the words I write.

This morning we went to work to do some contracts at our office / temporary home, and it rained off and on during the day. I forgot to protect the camp from rain, and I was concerned everything was getting wet. I was hoping my sleeping bag and the inside of the tent would stay dry. All one can do is hope.

I planned my dinner meal where no cooking would be involved in case it was raining in camp. Once I got to the lake I noticed the roads were pretty much dry, so not much rain hit us in camp and very little water effected the camp. It is a beautiful afternoon day in the country side. The evening was very pleasant with a mixture of blue skies and thunder clouds. It rained some during the night, but Shiloh and I stayed dry and cozy in our tent.

April 8, 2009 – Day 8 – Wednesday

Today is a special day for Shiloh and I. Our friend Tammy will be visiting us. That is if we don’t get rain. We got up at 7:45 AM, visited our horse friends then headed back to camp for a good cup of coffee and breakfast. The morning feels pleasant, with rain clouds looming overhead and small patches of blue sky trying to show itself. I think it will turn out to be a nice day. When I say, a nice day, it could mean anything that does not consist of rain. A light shower, can be okay. In the camp we are in, we have no protection from the rain, but the tent, and the natural covering of the branches of a pine tree.

On our agenda for this morning before Tammy arrives, I will take a shower due to things beginning to smell a bit around here, besides Shiloh’s lingering scent of skunk smell.

While visiting the horses in the pasture, I saw a patch of beautiful miniature blue-violet lupine along the dirt path, and displayed on the center of the palm shaped leaf, there was a solitary rain drop. The simple beauties nature provides. Many of them had captured these droplets and its appearance resembled that of a diamond in a palm shaped setting. Nature’s beauty unveiled itself with this visual delight – magical.

The days seemed to be going by fast with only eight nights left on this two week leg of our stay at this campsite. We have a forty-eight hour break and back to outdoor living for another two weeks.

This time with Shiloh has been a pure joy, although I am not getting as much done as I was hoping as far as my studying the flora, and fauna of the park goes. With all the spring flowers coming out it is very overwhelming trying to identify many of the plants. I am still relying solely on photos in books which as I mentioned before is not the best approach for learning about plants and the identification of them. The lupine plants seems to be one of the dominant plants in the area and is easy to identify with their palm shaped leaves and beautiful blue-violet flowers dominating many of the open meadows and clearings.

What has surprise me is, being consistent in my journal entries. I am writing in the journal at least once a day and mostly twice a day – in the morning while having my coffee and in the late afternoon.

It is 11:00 AM and the cloud cover is keeping things cool. It has been getting quite warm when the sun is out.

This morning before getting up, I had a couple of the window flaps open in my tent and I could smell the aroma of the wet grasses coming into the tent. This sweet smell reminded me of Hawaii, and transcended me back in time to the tropical islands I truly love. Hawaii has always had that aroma of a sweet freshness in the air.

Waking up to the sounds of nature; the fragrances of the oaks and many of the plants that cover the hillsides and meadows, and knowing you are just a few steps away from experiencing the splendor, and wonders of nature. It is truly an amazing and magical experience living in and with nature.

When we meet Tammy, we will take a walk along the lake. Her dog Bella is in recovery from an operation, so she won’t be coming with Tammy. Bella and Shiloh are best friends. When Shawnee was only eight weeks old I began taking her to the local dog park. Bella and Shawnee bonded immediately. The only dog Bella would let hump her was Shawnee and that says something about their friendship.

We will get to share with Tammy all our wonderful experiences here, and I am sure her response will be “Lovely, kill me now!” We will also show her our home for the last eight days. I am sure it will be a moment she will always remember.

We met Tammy at around 12:00 pm and had a short walk along the lake. Shiloh was so excited to see her. After our walk we then showed Tammy where we were living. Tammy stayed only a short while. I think she was experiencing the beginnings of a panic attack at the thought of someone living like this – a homeless friend living in a tent with his dog, in a regional park. Actually, I think she was really concerned about me living like this. Tammy is a pure city girl from Boston and the thought of wanting to live in nature is just too much for her to grasp or understand why any one would want to do this. When she was ready to leave, we hugged and she wished us well in her own quiet way. I hope she was able to recover from that frightening ordeal of being that close to “camping.” I think this was the first time she has ever seen a tent or a campground for that matter. We can only hope one day she changes her ways and finds nature a part of her life. Very unlikely though! Whenever I would mention to her the idea of being in the wilderness or camping, her response would always be, “I would rather eat dirt.” And that pretty much says it all. There is no converting her – she is a city girl through and through.

“Thousands of tired, nerve-shaken, over-civilized people are beginning to find out that going to the mountains is going home; that wildness is a necessity; and that mountain parks and reservations are useful not only as fountains of timber and irrigating rivers, but as fountains of life.”

~ John Muir

April 9, 2009 – Day 9 – Thursday

We got up around 7:00 am, took our walk then back to camp, fixed some coffee and just relaxed. There was a light rain coming down.

We went to the office for a few hours and met Maggie (another one of Shiloh’s friends.) and her parents Robin and Perry at the dog park. Shiloh and Maggie were happy to see each other. Some other dog park friends where also there and got to visit with them too. It was nice seeing our dog park friends once again.

When we got back to camp, the skies were dark with a threatening chance of rain. Later that evening a light rain fell and rained much of the night. The pitter-patter of rain drops against the tent must have been soothing to me because I slept like a baby all night.

April 10, 2009 – Day 10 – Friday

It was 7:30 AM when we got up this morning. It seemed that both of us just didn’t want to get up. The morning was cool and overcast with misty clouds veiling the hill tops. A beautiful sight that provides me with a feeling of the many ever changing paintings of Nature. The scent in the air from fresh rain fall was a wonderful gift from nature. One can only experience these wonders when in nature. With camping, you are always outside experiencing these things – the changes of the weather, the call of the wild, and the sights, sounds, and smells of nature’s surroundings. The tent is used only for sleeping or bad weather. One day when it was raining, we just stood under a small pine tree for cover rather then being in a confined tent.

“Peace in every step. The shining red sun is my heart. Each flower smiles with me. How green, how fresh all that grows. How cool the wind blows. Peace is every step. It turns the endless path to joy.” ~ Thich Nhat Hanh

We took a nice walk on the west side of the lake today. Our usual walks are on the east side. Shiloh had to stay on leash on the west side, but I took it off in one area where he could play in the water. So far I found four ticks on Shiloh. Not good!

When we got back to our camp it was like there was a massive invasion at our camping area. Campers, camping trailers, RV’s, and even motor homes of all sorts covered our once quiet place.

There is a growing trend of Campers, RV’s and motor homes replacing the simple tent. I have found especially with motor homes, people never leave them. They are in the motor home more then they are outside. What is the point of being in nature if you don’t experience it?

Even when people come out to experience nature, they still isolate themselves from it by keeping themselves far removed and disconnect from her (Nature). And the frightening thing about that is, they are teaching their children to be disconnected when in nature as well. Through my observation of these weekend campers, they are not here to experience nature and all the beauty that she shares with us, but they come to be entertained themselves through games they bring with them to play, to bar-b-que and party. I do have to admit I was one of those in my younger days.

Even those who come to fish here are usually interested in one thing, and that is catching the big one. It doesn’t go beyond that. Everything we do as far as recreation is fine, but when we experience this on a deeper level through pure awareness, our Beingness in our experiences in Nature, it takes us to a higher awareness few ever experience.

Camping today is like bringing all the comforts of home with us in Nature.

While writing in my journal this evening, finishing off a bottle of Chardonnay, and in closing to a nice day’s end in Nature.

The true experience of camping in a tent or sleeping out under the stars is becoming a lost experience. I suppose I tend to hold on to what was, and move very slowly to changing times. Probably because I don’t want to be that person who always needs more of the newest and fanciest gadgets, in having more stuff, and being consumed to much with materialism. I am happier with less. Waking up to Nature and stepping out into Nature is a gift. Deeply experiencing Nature goes beyond what most can imagine. I am actually regressing, looking toward how I can have less and enjoy more. All of these things that technology provides to us, does have a good side to them, but we seem to have a tendency of over doing it, and becoming an obsession, being over indulgent with little regard of the impact it might have on us, on others and on our planet. And all this technology tends to pull us much further away from living within our natural environment. We must try to create a balance between Nature, and our modern world with an intent to always keep Nature a priority in our lives.

I believe most peoples intentions are to get out into the country and mountains to enjoy nature, but most have forgotten how to experience nature, so they bring their home with them, and all their toys, because they don’t want to get bored. We have become easily bored just being out in nature, and nature isn’t enough to keep our minds stimulated.

April 11, 2009 – Day 11 – Saturday

Five more days to go for our first two weeks stay.

Noise wise last night was not too bad considering the amount of people in the campground area. The night sky was much darker then usual. On the previous nights the skies seemed much lighter, where you could walk around without the use of a flashlight. Both offer an interesting perspective of the night sky, and the surroundings in nature.

I am enjoying the night sky with the abundance of stars. For a few evenings I would sit and watch the night sky for shooting stars and locating some constellations that I am familiar with. I have noticed faint lights moving across the dark sky. Their direction has no rhyme or reason to the common observer. They are satellites racing across the sky, possibly spying on us, or providing our favorite TV programs, collecting scientific data or some other use. It seems they can be observed every fifteen minutes or so. Space is becoming very populated with man-made technology – some good, some bad. I don’t like the idea that we can be spied on though. I have a little problem with that as we all should.

I notice most people are not interested in looking at the stars anymore. People in nature no longer look at nature. Even the children lack the curiosity to learn and explore what nature offers to our senses. The children are not taught to respect nature, they only have their parents as role models and they have become totally removed from nature. There is nothing wrong with being out in nature to be with friends and family, but we still need to respect nature and to clean up after ourselves. I suppose in today’s world, we should not expect the parents to teach their children such things as learning about our natural environment. That is what our schools are suppose to do, right?

When I was growing up we lived only a block away from the foothills. My brother, and I, and friends would spend many hours exploring these foothills. We were not taught about or how to respect nature from our parents. I learned most of what I know from television and even that was not a real good source for how we should be respectful of all living things in the world. But I suppose it was enough to have a positive influence in my later years. It was only about fifteen years ago, I began to really focus more on our natural environment, and our impact on her, and became less interested on what I can have in a material sense.

The temperature warmed up quickly when the sun rose above the foothills this morning. A nice breeze followed the heat of the day making it very pleasant. In the background you can hear the sound of the wind through the trees. It reminds me of being in the high country.

How many are in tune to this wonderful sound of nature? Being alone, one can focus more attention on appreciating nature, and all its wonders, and beauty. That is if one can keep one’s mind from getting bored. The homeless guy I spoke of earlier, was easily bored. He needed to be with people. I didn’t. I wanted to be alone with my dog Shiloh. I did occasionally speak with people, but for the most part we stayed to ourselves mostly because I was there to observe nature, and experience nature. Most were not.

Larry the homeless guy has moved on – maybe to another camping area. His last day was Friday. I thought I would see him again, but he never returned. He may have gone to the Chabot Lake campgrounds which is part of the East Bay Area Regional Park system. I was also surprised he had not become a hang around person at my camp. He pretty much stayed in his camp, drinking beer, eating and being bored. On occasion when he did come to visit, he enjoyed Shiloh and always brought him treats like ribs or steak which Shiloh always looked forward to. Shiloh knew when Larry was walking toward our camp, he would have a treat for him or he would watch Larry’s camp to see if he was coming over. Larry usually did most of the talking and talked mostly about trucks, a subject I could not care less about. I did ignore him at times in his conversations, but it did not stop him from talking away. I don’t think he noticed I didn’t care much about what he was talking about. I may have been rude, but I wasn’t here to talk with people. People need to be with people, and some have the need to be constantly flapping their jaws to feel important.

This experience would not have been the same if I had someone else with me, unless they were totally consumed with learning and experiencing nature as I was. I also wanted to find out if I could be alone for a long stretch, camping. And of course my focus was also on Shiloh.

Today we will take a walk along the lake, and later go to our other home to pick up another sleeping bag. The zipper on my sleeping bag broke. Luckily I have an extra sleeping bag, and one I have not yet used.

So far I have not written about my thoughts of being homeless and maybe I won’t. My mind is constantly being stimulated by the breathtaking beauty of my surroundings and how fortunate, and lucky I feel being able to experience this especially with Shiloh. I think he is enjoying this as much as I am. Sometimes I feel the need to reflect on things in my life, but then again, I am finding I am just absorbing what is all around me.

Yesterday I saw a White-tailed Kite on our walk. For those who don’t know what a Kite is, they are in the hawk family and are spectacular looking birds with their white body, with gray on the top of the wings and white with black tips on the underside of the wings. They have large red eyes that can’t be missed by the close observer. It is enjoyable to watch them hover in the air looking for prey. The first time I had seen them was back in the late eighties. They had become almost extinct in the 1930s and 1940s, and they have since made a spectacular comeback in California. The dog park I took Shiloh to had a male and female nesting next to the park.

Shiloh and I took our lakeside walk and two people told me of two rattlesnakes on the trail. I believe the rattlesnakes in this area are the Western Rattlesnake. I didn’t see any or any sign of them, but I was concerned because I am not sure what Shiloh would do if he saw one. He also tends to sniff in the grasses along the trail where the rattlesnakes tend to hang out.

It was a beautiful day, but cool, caused by the nice cool breeze.

After our walk we went to pick up my other sleeping bag. I was looking forward to testing it out. While leaving the first gate from my camping area, I saw the occupancy sign and it said “Full.” I hope everyone leaves for home on Sunday.

Many teenagers and young twenty somethings spend their weekend here to party. Many of them play rap music and play it loud so everyone can hear it, but not necessarily like it. Some play nice music that is more pleasant to the ear. Most of the young people that come up here have very little consideration for others and are usually loud and obnoxious and drunk. Because Del Valle is very close to civilization, it brings in the low life as well. They seem to go beyond the boundaries of respect for anyone or anything.

On our walks through the campgrounds as well as our walks along the lake, it looks like what one would see walking along the San Francisco Bay – litter and garbage everywhere. Don’t people have any decency? Don’t they have any respect for nature? Obviously not! The park has provided large garbage cans for our convenience all along the trails, camping areas, and picnic areas, but you will find garbage left on the ground right next to the trash cans. Thinking about it, it could be the scavenger birds pulling trash out of the cans as well, but it still remains, people are still leaving their trash other than in a trash can. I have little hope for man and our survival as a species if we don’t begin to make drastic changes and begin taking responsibility for our actions.

While on our walk today, I would focus on trees. Most of the trees are a mix of oaks with some pine, buckeye, elder, bay, and sycamore mixed in throughout the area. I thought trees would be easier to identify, but they aren’t – at least not for me. I am finding out, studying plant and tree life will take some time, and not as easy as one would think. Something one cannot just rush into. Other trees in the area, I have not spent the time to identify.

April 12, 2009 – Day 12 – Easter Sunday

I slept well in my new sleeping bag except for having to relieve myself in the middle of the night. The morning skies are clear, and the temperature very comfortable once the sun rose above the tops of the foothills. For some reason many of these mornings feels as if I am in Hawaii. I haven’t been to Hawaii for about four years and really miss the islands and the Hawaiian people and their beautiful culture. Hawaii is a truly special place to me. It is a paradise in the purest form. It is not about the nice hotels or the fine dining, but the pure magic of the people and culture. It is about their spiritual connection to the land that most tourists don’t see or understand. As with most populations of a country or region, it is the original people who always suffer for the successes of a few. It seems most of the Hawaiians have forgiven their occupiers (America) and have continued to give to its visitors the Aloha spirit. Some still hold on to this anger, and hatred of the US stealing their land. In which I totally understand and share in this injustice in the ownership of land. I think the land should be given back to the Native Hawaiians. But then again, I believe we should be giving back much of the land back to the Native Americans. But it is obvious this would not or could not ever happen.

A few campers have left, but looks like Monday may be a holiday because it seems most are staying for another day.

The campers across from me that I was condemning for their loud obnoxious behavior left last night or early this morning and with my surprise, left a clean camp.

I was hoping and patiently waiting to feel a special connection with nature on this trip and it has not happened yet – possibly too many thoughts in my head and trying to hard to learn about the plants and trees, vs. just experiencing nature in silence. One can learn all they want about the animals, birds, plants and trees and still feel the lack of connection. I think I will spend the rest of the time just observing.

Shiloh and I went exploring today and hiked a small portion of the Ohlone Trail. It was all up hill and a warm day. We were both panting. It was a nice trail that would be nice to explore on a cooler day. The Ohlone Trail or Ohlone Wilderness Trail takes you to Sunol Regional Park from Lake Del Valle Regional Park and the only access to the trail is from Sunol Regional Park or Del Valle Regional Park. The Ohlone Regional Wilderness is a 9,737 – acre parkland with 28 miles of trail. Only hikers, backpackers and equestrian riders can use the trail. The trail transverses through mountains, canyons, through woodlands and grass uplands. The wildlife is abundant with very little interruption by people and consists of the majestic bald eagle, the illusive mountain lion and bobcat, deer and even a small herd of tule elk that were once abundant in this area. I wanted to take my horses on this trail, but never did.

During the hike I did not bring anything with me as far a water or emergency supplies. I thought, what if something happened to me or Shiloh? Would I be prepared for any type of emergency? I was definitely unprepared if anything were to happen. I just flunked survival preparedness. I did have my Leatherman Multi-tool, and was thinking maybe I would be able to start a fire by friction if needed for an emergency, but had never done it before and really did not have any idea on the right materials. Though we only hiked probably a couple of miles, it is always smart to bring some supplies in case of an emergency. After our walk on the Ohlone Trail, I took Shiloh along the lake so he could play and cool off in the water. As always, he had fun splashing around in the water.

In the afternoon, we ran down to the store and I purchase a couple of trout for Easter dinner and thought I would try cooking them over the coals in the fire pit. It was a total disaster, though Shiloh thought it tasted pretty good.

Not many people left today. Maybe Tuesday will be a peaceful day for us.

The late afternoon still has been pretty warm, and is just starting to cool down at dusk.

April 13, 2009 – Day 13 – Monday

Shiloh and I slept in late this morning – I had a bad morning with bad dreams. Got up at 8:30 am with overcast skies and a pleasant temperature. We went for a quick walk, then had my morning coffee and breakfast. And after that, took a shower. Our plans are to stay around the lake today and work at the office Tuesday and maybe do some site work on Wednesday for a job that I was working on. On Thursday we will leave our campsite from our first two weeks stay at Del Valle, take a one day break then head back to another campsite for our next two weeks. We will return on a Saturday at our new campsite. Not sure how the next two weeks will play out. It depends on my work schedule. I would like to take Shiloh on a boat ride and check out the lake and maybe do some fishing.

It looks like most people are packing up to go home today. I am thinking another two weeks here will be enough. The crowds of people are becoming intolerable here at Del Valle. Since I have some work, and a little bit of money, I will plan a one or two week trip into the High Sierra Nevada Mountains with Shiloh. Del Valle is an incredibly beautiful place with the lake, surrounded with oak studded foothills and numerous wildlife, but it is just too noisy, loud and crowded for my liking. It will be getting much warmer as well. The crowds will be even worse in the late spring and summer months where even the weekdays will probably be crowded with people.

Originally, I wanted to try and stay here for two months, one month is enough with all these people, and their loud noise. I also have to worry about Shiloh and rattlesnakes since they are beginning to come out. Usually rattlesnakes start coming out of their dens when it warms up above 50 degrees. And rattlesnakes are abundant in this area.

Shiloh and I took a nice walk along the stream close to our camp and then came back to camp to just relax.

Back at camp, I started reading a new book on Aldo Leopold’s Biography, “Aldo Leopold, His Life and Works.” Born on January 11, 1887, Rand Aldo Leopold became a leader in the environmental movement. He was an American author, scientist, ecologist, forester, and environmentalist. His best known book, A Sand County Almanac sold over two million copies. He was also influential in the development of modern environmental ethics and in the movement for wilderness conservation among other environment and conservation achievements. He died April 21, 1948.

Among the many survival books I have read, I also immersed myself with books on botany, Natural History, Ecology, wilderness and wildlife conservation. I had become totally consumed with the study of nature.

April 14, 2009 – Day 14 – Tuesday.

This morning there were clear skies, but exceptionally cold with a cold breeze.

Some campers were partying all night that kept me awake most of the night.

My tent is falling apart so I will look for another tent for my next two weeks. I will be spending most of my time in civilization today.

Warren, a new camper that set-up camp Monday at Kevin’s campsite just left. It was probably due from his disgust of the late night partying. It can be very annoying when someone like Warren or I come up for a little peace and quiet, and have to deal with obnoxious people. I found out later that he just moved down below our camping area to the camping area next to ours that was less noisy. I suspect the crowds and noise will get a whole lot worse with the nicer weather. The young people feel it is necessary to use foul language every other word they speak. This is extremely annoying, but even worse, many parents with their young children have to hear and deal with this as well.

Before returning to camp from town, I stopped at the store for a quick meal and some beer. To my surprise as with many others, it began to rain. No forecast of rain was mentioned in the weather forecast. I was a little concerned because my rain proof cover for my tent had failed and when I got back to camp a portion of my sleeping bag was wet. So much for my Coleman weatherproof tent. Coleman will be hearing from me.

Once I assessed the moisture damage, I closed everything up in the tent, and Shiloh and I took our walk along the shoreline of the lake. It was cold, but no rain while on our lakeside walk. Shiloh as usual was wet from playing in the water. It began to rain lightly, so we turned around to head back on the trail. It turned into a pleasant walk in the rain. It was to be one of those special moments we occasionally experience being in nature. We found a place to view the lake in the light rain, and just sat for a while to experience this magical moment in nature. It was one of those special times you find a place, an experience or a moment in time that feels so perfect, and so right – an experience one feels a oneness with one’s surroundings with nature. An experience that few seldom get to experience in ones busy life, or on a weekend camping trip, unless one pays attention to this awareness within. It was quiet, peaceful, with no one else on the lake. We saw only one person walking the trail and one person fishing. It was truly a feeling of solitude and beauty that cannot be matched, but for what nature can show us. The thing I like about Del Valle is the overwhelming beauty it bestows upon the observer of nature. It was like this experience was only given to me, Shiloh, the man on the trail and the man fishing on the shore line of the lake, to enjoy and experience.

For most of the lake area, they kept it natural for the most part. One end of the lake is developed for recreation and the rest of the area is all natural as it was for hundreds or maybe thousands of years with the exception of the lake and dam.

When we began walking back the thunder clouds let loose a rumbling of hale that added more excitement to our walk.

It is sad that, as human beings, we have lost our senses of hearing, smelling and seeing the wonders and beauty that is all around us. We have become so numb to nature’s voice, her crying out to us, to stop and just listen, smell and see all that is around you.

April 15, 2009 – Day 15 – Wednesday

Last night was a good night, I had a good night sleep. I woke up this morning feeling a chill in the air. Ice covered any water that had formed from the rain last night and Shiloh’s bowl of water was frozen on its surface. It is nice being able to experience these different changes in the weather while only having a tent for protection. Being able to wake up to nature everyday was truly a gift. I love to hear the soothing roar of the wind through the trees and waking up to the sound of song birds singing.

Many things I am experiencing being in nature may seem repetitive in my writing, but each experience feels new in its nature and quite different in its context. It is like opening a door in one’s experiences to find that each time the door is opened, one experiences a new and refreshing reality of the senses, a new awareness of the natural environment that is constantly changing.

I am still experiencing some soreness in my arms and back from the move to my friends house.

Since we have been camping here at Del Valle, I have been walking more, observing more, experiencing more then I have for some time. I am feeling a sense of well being. I still suffer from the active mind, but working on it slowly. It will come when it is time. I sense this is my place to be, being in nature. Everything I wanted to do when I was younger like photography would have been in nature, or things I have done such as painting and studying Art, nature was always something that drew me into Art, although I never painted nature.

In my current profession, Architecture, I was hoping to make a strong environmental and sustainable impact on our planet through this profession, in designing passive solar design, but still there is very little interest in the industry to do so or in the general public’s minds to move towards a more sustainable planet. Now that I have a nonprofit focused on the natural environment and indigenous cultures, I still search for ways of making a contribution for the betterment of our planet, though it has been a struggle in this economy.

Today is the last day of our two week stay here at Del Valle. We will pack up tomorrow.

I spent most of the day today in town doing things that needed to be done. Went to look at some tents and ended up buying a new tent, a big one. We will get to try it out for our next two weeks at Del Valle. I also bought another pair of boots.

Tomorrow I have a client meeting set up. I have been fortunate to have work coming in. Not a lot, but at least some.

After our errands we came back to camp in the afternoon. I took Shiloh for a walk and then began getting things packed up for tomorrow’s departure.

Shiloh and I went on our walk along the lake and on the way back I saw three birds soaring. At first I thought they were turkey vultures and then discovered one was a red-tailed hawk, one a turkey vulture and the other was a crow. I am not sure how common this is having a vulture, a crow and a red-tailed hawk soaring together. Observing them for a little bit longer nine other vultures joined the one vulture then flew off together. The crow followed them for a short time. It was an interesting sight to see.

While walking to the truck in the Marina parking lot where we always park for our walks along the lake, a woman stopped me wanting to know more about Shiloh. She was Native American, part Cherokee and something else. We had an informative conversation about the tragic loss of the Native American cultures in the US.

Returning to camp I began putting things away, organizing a little and had dinner. I had part of a sandwich, a salad and a few beers. We had a pleasant evening for our last night.

These two weeks were a gift spending them with Shiloh. He was a good boy, and enjoyed being in nature.

April 16, 2009 – Thursday

Today is our day off from camping. I spent time organizing my office and doing some work. Shiloh was getting use to his new home by finding a nice comfortable spot to lay down and take a nap on the front lawn. The few projects I signed contracts for, some have fallen through for some reason. I would be doing okay financially if I was able to complete them.

In my uncertainties with being able to sustain myself in nature, by far I would prefer it over civilization. I am finding the things I once enjoyed no longer excites me or interests me about life in civilization. There are too many people, it is too noisy, the air is polluted with car exhaust fumes and the buildings and houses I am finding are eye sores compare to being in nature. I have a feeling of restlessness being in civilization, where in nature I have a sense of well being. I sense this is my place and Shiloh’s place, my home and Shiloh’s home, being part of nature. It seemed everything I wanted to do when growing up such as my interest in photography focused on nature. Our society pulls us away from nature so as to make a living and during much of my life, nature was only a distant thought. Success and materialism took precedence over my life.

April 18, 2009 – Day 16 – Saturday

Our first day back to Del Valle was like we had been gone for months, though it has only been a day and a half. We arrived at our new camp site #61 around 4:00 pm. I unloaded some thing and immediately began to assemble our new tent. It went up easily and we have a lot of room inside for myself and Shiloh. Shiloh even has a new bed, and I have new socks. What could be better then that! Everything is good in the world for us. Once the tent was put up and things taken out of the truck, Shiloh and I went to the lake for our lakeside walk. The campsite was full and it seemed like my neighbors would be good neighbors, I was wrong. I will talk about that later.

Our campsite was one of the nicer ones in that campground area we were in. It sat right below the main road to the campground, and was one of the larger campsites with a good number of trees for good shade. It was somewhat private compared to the other campsites. I thought the noise from traffic on the road above us would be a problem, but it wasn’t bad. Our site was close to the campground entrance and the General Store. It wasn’t wilderness, but it was still a nice site considering where we were. Though this campsite is much larger than our previous campsite, our first campsite felt more secluded and set apart away from the main traffic, and campers. Kevin, who we were camping next to had the best site at the upper campground.

Our experience at the lake was beginning to change, changing from a pleasant place to experience nature, to crowds of people consuming the whole park. It is a perfect park for recreation. It has fishing, boating, boat rentals, camping, day use areas for picnicking, hiking, equestrian, nature photography, concerts, and for those few who enjoy being in nature. It has everything. But with so many people and the noise they bring into the park, it does impact nature in ways most do not consider or understand. Two of the biggest problems we face is over population that impacts the entire world, and the impact it has on the natural world, with much of the industrialized countries having little or no respect for nature. They lack the understanding, or have forgotten that the very things we are destroying, are the very things that supports all life. It is like going into National Parks with millions of people visiting them that impacts the whole eco-system, yet most visitors are unaware of their impact.

In an instant, everything seemed and felt different at the lake. Nature could no longer be seen or heard over the noise, the automobiles, and the hordes of people. The whole personality changed in this place that just two weeks ago was almost void of people during the week. Where nature could breathe once again. But now, nature is once again suffocating without a break from people until Autumn comes.

It was much warmer, more bugs were out, and the lake seemed to be getting ready for the summer season with an increase of people.

We got to the lake for our walk around 6:00 pm, and there was not much activity as I would have thought there would be on the lake for a Saturday. Shiloh knew we were back and excitedly moved along the trail quickly to find the first access to the lake from the trail. As always he enjoyed his time splashing around in the water and chasing sticks I throw out to him to retrieve. Shiloh didn’t swim, so I couldn’t throw the sticks out too far.

On the previous two weeks we were at Del Valle, we would occasionally stop at the Marina store for a drink or snack, and the employees would always welcomed Shiloh into the store. We dropped by the store today after our walk so he could visit his friends there. They enjoy seeing Shiloh again. As usual I get continuous questioning on his breed and weight. I am looking forward to new experiences with Shiloh here at the lake and it feels good to be back. It seems Shiloh is happy to be back as well bringing a warm smile to me.

When we returned to camp I got Shiloh’s dinner ready as with mine. On one side of us there were two guys, a woman and three small children. After having a nice experience at the lake with Shiloh, it changed quickly from a peaceful experience to one of disgust. One of the guys obviously the husband was swearing at his wife in front of his three young children. What came to my mind was, “not appropriate and a low life of a man.” People like that should not have the right to have children, in my opinion. What are these children going to be like, being mentored by a jack ass? I doubt they have much of a nurturing life in the environment they are in. The wife seemed to just except the abuse. His friend could have been a friend or brother and he said nothing. In any case they both had foul mouths. Hopefully they will be gone by Sunday. I found out later the guy’s friend had his wife or girl friend with him. One happy group of campers.

The bugs are out in full force, including the mosquitoes. The evening is beginning to cool as I am writing in the journal. The night sky is dark with no sign of the moon.

Our new tent, an Eddie Bowers tent, and is incredibly spacious for me and Shiloh. Maybe too much, but why not, if we are going to be camping a lot, why not be comfortable? I can stand in all the areas of the tent which is better than crouching down. There is a lot of room to keep things in the tent, and to keep dry such as my clothing and books. The whole roof area of the tent is open to view the stars when the rain fly is off, and has lots of windows for views, good ventilation, and light. One end of the tent has a large window / door opening that is like a screened patio. We sleep at the other end. So far I am very pleased with the tent. It will be interesting what Shiloh will think of his new tent. The great thing about Shiloh, he is not a complainer and just goes with the flow.

At this point, we have no plans for tomorrow’s activities at the lake.

I met the couple who were with the guy with the foul mouth from the campsite next to us, while taking Shiloh for a walk. They asked about Shiloh and seemed nice, but my impressions still has not changed for the definition of low life. It seems this is a recurring situation with a very dominant male, a submissive wife, and children caught in the middle in our society.

I remember growing up, parents never swore in front of their children. It just was not done, at least in my world and how we grew up.

During our evening walk before bed, I noticed there were fine yellow particles in the air. I thought they were possibly ash from the fires. I soon realized it was pollen from the pine trees. I have five such trees in the camp with a couple of small oak.

April 19, 2009 – Day 17 – Sunday

Last night I left the rain fly off the tent because it was such a nice night, and it allowed me to gaze at the stars It also allowed a nice breeze to flow through the tent.

Before getting up this morning, I looked up to the pine trees from my bed and a coating of yellow pollen lightly coated my tent and my sleeping bag. It looks like I will have to put the rain fly on the tent for the rest of the time, unless I want to be covered in pine pollen.

This morning we got up late with a gentle breeze in the air. The heat was coming upon us fast and I knew we were going to have a very warm day.

While taking Shiloh for a walk around the campground, we noticed no one was breaking camp, which meant no one was leaving, which meant a noisy camping area. On our walk I noticed each campsite had a short 4×4 post by the parking spot with a tag indicating the departure date of each campsite. So Shiloh and I wandered round the campground again to see who was leaving and who was staying. With our delight, everyone was leaving today and that meant peace and quiet, and the whole place just to ourselves, and the bugs.

Before getting up here Saturday, we had to pick up some supplies for the two week stay, so we dropped by where a cousin of mine works and talked with him for a bit. He told me he would tell me an area in the wilderness where he stayed for three months in the winter with only a knife and a fire starter. He also told me his daughter works for the Regional Park System as a Park Police officer, in the Parks Fire Dept. and as a biologist. I thought that would give me some sort of connection where I could stay at the park as long as I wanted. She was straight by the book and couldn’t help me. She may not have had any clout over how long I may be able to stay.

In our new camp, we have a family of ground squirrels with some very young ones who are now just starting to explore their new world. Shiloh and I would watch them play and eat around their holes with mom keeping a close watch for any danger lurking. I was surprised she allowed me to get close to observe the kids. I would tell Shiloh to leave them alone because they were our neighbors and he would just lie there watching them.

I was hoping Shiloh and I would take a boat out on the lake before our stay is over to see how Shiloh would do in a boat and maybe do some fishing. I really wanted to rent a canoe, but that would be pushing it with Shiloh. We would probably end up in the drink. I am still not certain on what we will be doing today. One thing I will do is brush Shiloh to get rid of some of his winter coat.

I forgot to mention, the smell of skunk on Shiloh was gone by day 10.

A few of the park employees we have met are very friendly and we usually attract additional attention because of Shiloh. One of the guys that works at the main gate is very friendly and always welcomes us at the gate when he is working, with a smile and small talk.

I noticed not a lot of Magpies in this camp. There is an equestrian trail going through our camp, so I will have to keep an eye out for horses, so Shiloh does not chase after them. When I had my horses and we would go to visit them, Shiloh enjoyed chasing them around, especially one of my mares. I also miss taking our walks to visit our horse friends at the other campsite. It was a nice daily routine for us.

It has been about a year and a half since I put Shawnee down. My friend Tammy always referred to her as a heathen. Shawnee and Tammy’s dog, Bella were best friends and saw each other everyday, rain or shine at the dog park. I still think of her and miss her especially now with me and Shiloh experiencing nature without her. But she may have been really a handful camping. She didn’t care much about sleeping in a tent and would just as soon destroy it than sleep in it. On one camping trip with the two dogs and two of my horses, I purchase a camping shower and Shawnee thought it would be a good idea to test it’s ruggedness. It failed the Shawnee quality control test. Tammy had a good laugh on that one. I am sure she had a clear vision of seeing Shawnee ripping it apart. On the other hand, Shiloh has really been great staying in camp and staying close to me, Shawnee may have been another story. One thing I do know, they would have had a great time together. Shawnee and Shiloh really loved each other. Shawnee always made it clear who was boss, but she gave Shiloh his moments of triumph on occasion. It was always a pure joy in my life watching them play together. Shawnee had a wonderful independent spirit to her. I really miss her. I am really thankful Shiloh is with me. It was a difficult time for me losing her, and Shiloh was able to fill that emptiness. Most of my attention was being with Shiloh and giving him as much love as I could. And in his own way returned it ten-fold. This journey we are taking would have been lacking so much without his company and companionship.

Since we have been camping, Shiloh would come over to me while I was still in bed and enjoy a morning scratch and rub from me.

One by one the weekend campers are leaving for their normal lives. They only got a glimpse, a microscopic piece of nature, if they got anything at all while they are here. It is virtually impossible for anyone to really experience nature in one or two days, unless it is their main intent for being in nature. But then again, most don’t go into nature to truly experience nature, they use nature to use, and play in. They do what they usually do in their lives, just doing it in a nature setting. They bring their campers, RV’s, and their disconnectedness, and lack of respect behavior to the natural world. They miss 99% of what is around them because they don’t change how they see things while in nature. Parent bring their children, and all their toys to keep them occupied so as not to get bored, and yet these should be times for the children to become immersed in nature, a time to explore, and a time to stimulate the mind with the wonders of the natural ecosystem. The parents should be teaching their children the many wonderful discoveries of nature and the reasons why nature should be honored and respected. But do the parents have that knowledge? It is not us who are giving to nature with our presence, but nature giving of herself to us unconditionally.

Shiloh and I spotted our first tree squirrel in camp. He or she was being chased down a tree by a scrub jay.

Late morning today after all the campers had left, Shiloh and I took the truck and hit the different campgrounds for firewood. We picked up about two days worth. What a find – free firewood.

After collecting our firewood, we headed for town and bought another pair of hiking boots and a hat I have been eyeing for about two weeks. The boots I thought were about $70.00 ended up being $150.00. They were nice boots so I decided to get them. After shopping at the sporting goods store, we went to the grocery store for a few things.

After getting back from town, I unloaded our things in camp then took our walk along the lake. Nothing unusual happened with the exception of Shiloh playing in the water, and of course experiencing the magnificent beauty all around us.

The evening was warm and pleasant. We had a little fire going.

A man and his son are here next to our camp.

It is quiet and peaceful here tonight – a good night.

April 20, 2009 – Day 18 – Monday

I had a pretty good night sleep. It was windy all night. We woke up late to a nice morning breeze. There is nothing like waking up to nature, and to Shiloh. Truly a gift.

Before breakfast I was observing our little furry friends, the ground squirrels. They were scampering around eating and playing with each other. I actually saw one humping a sibling – pretty funny! One of the siblings was with the mother and was tugging on her while she was busily standing guard watching the other kids. The father was busy eating, and paying little attention to the children. If any intruder or threat comes close, the mother or father (if he is around) lets off a single chirping alert or multiple chirps. When the parents gave off a warning chirp the little ones stood at attention watching for any danger. When the parents gave off a series of chirps it is time to get in the holes quickly, and the kids wasted no time obeying their parents otherwise it could be a meal for a hungry red-tailed hawk or other critter looking to find a young squirrel as a tasty meal.

After enjoying a good breakfast of bacon and eggs, we relaxed for a bit. As with yesterday, it is warming up fast.

A young adult red-tailed hawk or maybe it could have been a red-shouldered hawk has been squawking continuously in the mornings. There is not as much bird activity here as with the other camp. I only see a few magpies on occasion. The acorn woodpecker is pretty active in these parts though. A small grey bodied bird with a black head is seen occasionally as well. It might be a Dark-eyed Junco. The crows come to visit more in this camping area for food, probably because of less competition of the magpies (the magpies are part of the crow family). Last night we saw our first deer, a doe close to our camp. There is also a medium size orange colored butterfly fluttering about in the camp. Not sure what it is. When the magpies are around, they compete with the crows and are usually the more aggressive of the two. A tree squirrel came to visit us in camp this morning until Shiloh chased it back up a tree.

It was too hot to do much today so we just lazed around camp. In the late afternoon we took our walk along the lake. And of course Shiloh could not wait to get into the water to splash around. He seems to never tire from a nice dip in the cool water. Occasionally if he finds a stick or I find one, I will have him fetch it from the lake as long as it does not go out too far or too deep. I was hoping he would take the leap and swim, but it never happened. The lake was calm and looked very refreshing for a dip. There was not much activity for a Monday – quiet and peaceful. It seemed a lazy day for the lake as well as for us. It was a nice needed rest from the busy weekend activities. I am sure most of the animals enjoy this quiet time as well as we do. I really wonder if the animals look forward to all the people leaving their home? It is like having relatives staying too long, and you can’t wait for them to leave. Do we ever think about the intrusion we have on wildlife when we visit their home? Do we ever think about being respectful to these creatures, and their home?

We have a number of reservoirs in our area and most are open to the public. Many go for fishing and every reservoir I have been to has warning signs about eating the fish. The warnings are basically telling the people fishing, that the fish may have poisonous contaminants that could be dangerous to people. This to me is a very scaring thought and tells me what we are continuing to do to our environment. This is also water stored as a possible emergency drinking water source if needed. We as a people have become numb to what we have done and continue to do to our planet and to our environment. We are polluting the natural resources we need, and all life needs to survive – air, water, food and land. With ignorance or stupidity, we allow this to happen, and that effects all life on this planet.

“For mankind as a whole, a possession infinitely more valuable than individual life is our genetic heritage, our link with past and future… Yet genetic deterioration through man-made agents is the menace of our time…”

~ Rachel Carson, author, Silent Spring

“We find ourselves ethically destitute just when, for the first time, we are faced with ultimacy, the irreversible closing down of the earth’s functioning in its major life systems. Our ethical traditions know how to deal with suicide, homicide and even genocide, but these traditions collapse entirely when confronted with biocide, the killing of the life systems of the earth, and geocide, the devastation of the earth itself.”

~ Father Thomas Berry

Before we went to the lake I notice those little gray birds (the Dark-eyed Junco) with the black masks bravely and with little concern for me or Shiloh, entering our camp for any signs of food they could nibble on. They are a very bold bird. I also noticed a black bird and ground squirrel bickering over some object. It was hilarious watching their antics. I couldn’t tell what it was they were fighting for, but it looked like a small chunk of charcoal. Only in nature can we see nature at work with the interrelationship, and at times playfulness of animals. We also had a very small doe wander through camp today. I don’t think it was the same one as last night.

On the lake trail, I saw another bobcat slowly moving through the tall grass. Once it realized I was watching it, it laid itself down in the grass and began to observe us, probably wondering why I seemed to be so interested in him or her. They are beautiful creatures to watch. I am not sure if Shiloh actually saw it, but he knew something was up there hidden in the grass. It was a good time to put his leash on.

Back at camp our young red-tailed hawk or red-shouldered hawk was again making a racket with his vociferous squawking. It seems like he likes to show off his fanciful maneuvered diving capabilities to who ever is watching. Maybe he is trying to impress an observing female.

It is evening and darkness has fallen upon us. I am watching Shiloh and his senses are on high alert for any critters lurking out in the dark abyss of the woods. I really believe he is really enjoying this whole experience being in nature.

A few campers have joined us in our campground.

I do have to say, this outdoor living really suites our liking. The mosquitoes are coming out in pretty good numbers, but amazingly they don’t hang around for very long. Good thing! Even with Shiloh’s great company and companionship, I still think of how nice it would be with a woman out here experiencing this with us. Hmmmmmm!

April 21, 2009 – Day 19 – Tuesday

Last night some of the new campers had arrived, with their RV’s and campers, had their annoying generators going. So much for the concept of peace and quiet. Maybe these people need a place strictly for them and far, far away from those who really want to enjoy nature. Maybe at a KOA preferably. A place away from nature where they can park their boxes and allow those who really are trying to experience nature do so. Unfortunately, they have become part of the landscape in all our campgrounds, like a swarm of nasty, irritating mosquitoes.

This morning a park employee is cutting the grass in the campground we are in, I suppose to make it look pretty and unnatural. It would be terrible if the grass got too long. I guess nowadays a nicely groomed campground area is more appealing to city folk. Then they can do all their unnatural things in nature. Maybe nature is just overrated and just belongs on television for people to enjoy sitting down in their comfortable chairs in their nice big house with all the comforts of home close by. Then while they are watching a nature program, the over weight man yells out followed with a belch after chugging a beer, “hon, let’s go camping? Lets go experience nature. I will pack up the RV, you pack up the kids.” So they pack up their home and take it into nature where it does not belong. Maybe they can watch nature programs in their RV’s while they are in nature? We have become so isolated from nature, so disconnected from nature, and what it means to really be in nature and to really experience nature.

We have become so accustom to the manicured campgrounds and manicured landscape, the natural landscape seems out of place thus needs to be manicured so people who want to experience nature will feel comfortable. I prefer nature’s way of what is natural. I am sure the campers see the pine tree pollen as being a nuisance and being something dirty. The next thing the park may do is just cut down the culprits and end this problem by planting GMO (genetically modified organism) trees. Don’t laugh, Monsanto is working on this. This would mean, if you chopped down one of those trees or damaged that tree in anyway, they can sue you and the courts will back them up, or if you used a log or branch from that tree for firewood, they could also sue you.

(As I am writing this for my blog on February 2023, Monsanto is dealing with lawsuits for poisoning humans with their product, Round Up)

Pollen is part of life and we should respect it as with all life on this planet. So what if it gets on a few of our things, who cares, it is an important part of nature. The pine pollen is high in protein and is a good source for a food ingredient, so if a little gets into my food, all the better.

The winds blew all night and into the morning until about 8:15 am. It sounded like gale force winds coming through camp, but wasn’t as bad as it sounded. Just a few things blew off the picnic table in camp. After looking at some of the tents in the area, they were not so lucky. It looked like a very windy and uncomfortable night for some. These people can’t even put up a tent properly. Some think the tents don’t need to be staked down.

If one listens to the wind, one can hear it coming and sometimes get a sense of the direction it is moving in. I can hear it coming towards us through the trees, and knowing it will not come through our camp, listening to the winds shifting directions away from us. And at other times when it reaches our camp, the wind ends up just being a strong breeze. It is pretty amazing if one thinks about it. Just by listening, nature can tell you a lot.

The campers with tent problems are reassembling their tents for another round of winds. The valley we are in and the lake causes the winds to kick up like they do.

One camper who is across from me didn’t read the instructions on how to set-up the tent. I usually don’t either (A guy thing) but it does make things easier when you do and much quicker. One may even have a nice and peaceful sleep when it rains or if it is very windy. I have seen a few tents come down since I have been here from not properly securing the tents.

One thing I learned studying survival skills is to set priorities. It can be helpful in normal camping as well. My first priority is to sent up the tent first thing, or a shelter. This way if bad weather comes through, one is covered, and one has a comfortable place to hunker down, staying warm, and dry.

It looks like the guy with the collapsed tent across from us is packing up with his two young children and their grandmother. I guess one night in the outdoors is enough for them. It seemed his children were having a good time, but dad was not. As far as the grandmother, it seemed she did not care.

The teenagers who got here late last night are packing up too. They had to try and set-up their large tent in high winds and in the dark. Not a good combination for getting a tent up. So what is the point of even camping? I find the winds, the rain and the other elements we have faced during our stay is just a part of the whole experience of camping. But at the same time you have to be prepared for weather when camping.

This is how most people get in trouble in a camping situations when unexpected whether hits in a wilderness setting and the campers are not prepared for it. This also applies to camping at a campgrounds. For proper planning, one looks at the worst conditions that could possibly happen and then prepare for them, or take the chances of a miserable camping trip. This is how people get into trouble or die, by not being prepared.

A few high clouds are in the sky, it feels like it will be another hot day. We went into town for supplies and got back in camp at 4:30 pm. I changed my shoes, grabbed a beer and we will soon be off to the lake for our afternoon walk.

Leaving the lake this morning to go into town, I looked down from the hillside to see the lake and it was as smooth a glass. A beautiful setting for the sole.

Shiloh was not feeling well today and is currently grazing on grass. Maybe he will feel better cooling down in the lake. There are some beautiful thunderheads in our area and a nice breeze coming up. Tomorrow is suppose to cool down by 10 degrees and Thursday through next week by 25 degrees or so. With the few disappointments, I am not getting tired of this place and its beautiful surroundings, and I know Shiloh is enjoying it with the exception of the hot days.

The kids (young squirrels) are out with the mom ground squirrel keeping a watchful eye on potential trouble. Shiloh is keeping a watchful eye on all of them.

On our walk we saw our first cottontail rabbit at the beginning of the trail. The lake was still and peaceful. Each day we walk the lake I see more garbage. I don’t understand why people do this. Are we not taught by the schools or by our parents to respect our planet and nature? Probably not! I remember a campaign ad when I was young on littering. It showed an Indian (not a true Indian) seeing people throwing litter out of their cars, and then it would show a close up of the Indian shedding a tear drop representing the disrespect for our planet. That ad did have an impact on me and I believe it was a successful ad, but people, and especially corporations now think our planet is just a garbage dump. Though the fines are high for littering, I really don’t think it is enforced or is it a priority. What will it take for people to begin getting it, that this is not a good thing?

Abuses against the natural environment have been discussed and written about by the early environmentalists, naturalists since the late 1800’s and people still abuse it. What will it take for people to wake up? I am sure the Native Americans have been talking about this for much longer.

Since this writing we are in the beginning stages as far as we know, of the effects of climate change. Most are clueless to what this really means. It does not mean we are just going to have warmer days, it impacts the whole ecology of the planet. It will not just impact weather patterns, but it will impact the water supplies, it will impact migration patterns of animals, and humans, it will impact farm lands, and food production, it will impact the oceans, it will impact forest lands, it will impact where people can and will live. We will get weather extremes, causing massive flooding, droughts, hurricanes, tornadoes, and fire storms that are beginning to occur this minute. Many island nations will be devastated by the rise in sea levels, as with coastal cities. We live in an age of apathy when it has to do with our paradigm of how we see, and treat our planet. And where we just sit like ancient mummies encased in our own denial.

What will come about with climate change no one can know for sure, but it can be easily speculated. Whether people want to admit it or not, over population for our small planet with finite resources will be a big factor and one day we will have to face up to this fact. Animals know this instinctively. If food resources are limited, animals know not to breed. Over population of certain animal species will cause potentially massive die off’s of animal if there are too many. Or disease from over population could occur. Nature knows how to correct the imbalance – humans seem not to know this or choose to ignore it. It is estimated we will reach 9 billion people by 2050 if not sooner. This will already put undo stress on our planet and on the limited resources we have. What other factors can result from climate change? Millions of people will be displaced, millions will die from natural disasters, starvation and possible wars. The amount of land on the planet will be reduced due to rising oceans causing people to relocate which will cause a huge amount of stress to our ecosystem, the little open areas we have left will be populated by people and what natural resources we do have left will dramatically swindle. Because human beings have not figured out how to be peaceful, and we still live in a very violent world with wars going on everyday, there will be wars created by countries to keep and protect what natural resources they have from others who will try and take it from them and the powerful nations who will take what they want with military might. I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to live in this type of world.

April 22, 2009 – Day 20 – Wednesday

We left early from camp, not even time for a cup of coffee. Headed back to civilization to get some drawings done. Got back to camp at 4:30 pm.

Today was a bit cooler. The wind was blowing again all night, but it was different from the previous nights. It did not have the roaring sounds we have been typically use to hearing, but more of a softer sound. When the wind is not blowing, the mosquitoes are out and are they a pesky bunch. They are eating my legs up. Maybe it was not smart to wear shorts.

A few more campers came into camp. A couple with teenagers brought their cat. I was not really sure what to think about that. They may wake up without a cat with the hawks and other predators around.

In the distance I hear Canadian Geese. I love that sound and love to watch them. On one of my horse packing trips, a Canadian was in our group and he called them flying rats. That irritated me a bit. I think they are beautiful birds.

Shiloh spotted a young doe walking close to our camp. I told him to stay and just observe. He did just that.

I decided to talk with the people with the cat. Shiloh and I dropped by their camp and talked with them for some time. Nice people.

Earlier I was watching Shiloh lying on the soft grass; he looked so content and happy. Shiloh is the type of dog who really does not move around too much. When he is lying on the floor in our old apartment, he would pretty much just sleep. Being out in nature, he is in tune with the sights, sounds and smells of nature. He is more alert and always watching and listening. Maybe our canine companions can teach us to be more aware of our surroundings.

It is nice to be in the fresh, and clean air, and away from the synthetic civilized world we human’s have created. We feel a sense of freedom not being stuck in one place and a freedom to experience nature.

Shiloh is dead to the world resting on a lush carpet of grass and I know he is in a good place. It gives me a sense of great joy, and happiness that I can give Shiloh, my best friend, and companion this experience as well as sharing this experience and journey of exploration with him.

While writing this on this beautiful evening, I see the flickering of distant fires of other campers. Maybe they are searching for the same thing we are?

Last night while taking Shiloh for our evening walk, I had my head lamp on and saw two pair of glaring eyes looking back at us from the pitch black woods. I thought at first they were raccoon’s, but saw that they were two deer. We watched and observed as they watched and observed us. At first it was like seeing aliens from another planet having a close encounter with us. It is nice having this connection with the wildlife here.

All I can say about this experience we are having is incredible. I love waking up to the fresh air, the sights of the trees and animals, the sounds and scent of nature all around us.

Earlier this morning I met some fellow campers in the campsite next to me. They had asked when the store would be open. They needed a coffee cup. I offered mine and they turned my offer down. A little bit later I asked if they would like some eggs and again they said no, but they decided to take my offer of the coffee cup. That coffee cup had gone with me on many camping trips and you get attached to certain items. I was attached to that coffee cup. I was hoping they would return it. We were gone for most of the day and when we returned to camp, I saw the coffee cup and it was clean, and a cd they had done with a thank you note. It was nice of them to do that. I believe in small acts of kindness to others with the intention of nothing in return, but it is nice when they reciprocate.

April 23, 2009 – Day 21 – Thursday

I slept pretty well last night, but had a little too much wine. There was no wind during the night. We got up around 8:00 am. The day starting out quite a bit cooler and should be a comfortable temperature today. There is a little cloud cover, with a cool breeze. Today and Friday we will stick around Del Valle with the exception of a store run for some food.

I have written 66 pages in my journal. May not be a big deal for some, but for me it has been a major achievement for me. I have written in the journal everyday. I do need some refining in my writing, but it is a good start.

We are starting to see more visits from our deer friends. I forgot to mention, I heard coyotes howling last night for the first time on the whole trip so far. It was pretty exciting.

Another windy day today and was pretty much that way all day.

Shiloh and I took a long walk along the lake today. Much longer than our usual walk. Portions of our walk I had Shiloh on leash. It was a warm day and thought the rattlesnakes might be out. Del Valle is a prime habitat for the Western Rattlesnake and can be easily found on the trail sunning themselves.

On our walk back I was watching for rattlesnakes, Shiloh was off leash. For one second I looked back behind me at Shiloh to see what he was up too, and when I turned back around, I walked right by a rattlesnake on the trail. It can be in that split second that one can miss possible danger. I thought, how I could have missed him? During that whole time I was constantly scanning the trail. The strange thing about that rattlesnake was that he was missing all his rattles with just a stub for a tail. He was about a 30” to 36” snake and he just finished a shed of his skin. His new skin had a greenish color to it. He may have still had some skin over his eyes, because he didn’t respond to me, and they tend to be a bit slower after a shed. I put the leash on Shiloh for the rest of the walk just in case there are others around. It would be impossible to see snakes in the weeds along side the trail and that is where the dogs usually stick their noses in. After watching the snake for a few moments, it just slithered into the weeds and he was gone. I was very lucky I didn’t step on him. Even when one is being very aware of their environment, things can still be missed.

On our whole trip, that was the only rattlesnake we saw which amazed me. I thought we would see a lot more.

Tonight was quiet, watched the sky for shooting stars, but the cloud cover prevented it. It did clear up and cooled down considerably, but did not see any meteors.

We did have a visitor come visit us in camp tonight. It was a small skunk. He caught Shiloh’s attention and we seemed to catch his, because he was coming right for us. I thought he would be scared away by Shiloh and I, but he came running towards us like an excited puppy. I wanted no part of this, and Shiloh and I headed for the hills. We stayed a safe distance away until the little guy was gone from the camp. Luckily he did not want to hang out with us. Shiloh obviously did not learn his lesson about skunks because he wanted to chase the skunk. I later noticed a mound with a large hole leading into it next to our camp. I thought maybe it was a skunk den.

One time when I was horse camping with friends at a state park, they told us that a skunk hung around camp. I did not really think too much of it until one night while I was cleaning up the dishes after dinner I looked down and saw a little skunk walking by me. I politely asked him not to spray me. He was not threatened at all and just went on his way.

April 24, 2009 – Day 22 – Friday

We got a few rain drops during the night. But it wasn’t even enough to even get the paper towels I left outside on the picnic table to get wet.

This morning it was cool and overcast with a few rain drops here and there. Our friends are leaving with the black camping cat. The first cat I have ever seen camping. The cat doesn’t want to go. She likes it here too much. I could imagine for a cat who loves the outdoors, this would be paradise. I wonder if Shiloh will be stubborn in leaving as well? Probably not.

They didn’t stop to say good bye to us, so farewell friends and good luck on your journey to Oregon. They too were homeless.

Today I am not sure what is on the schedule. Campers should start coming in later this afternoon.

I am finding that people who bring the RV’s and Motor homes to the park tend to spend much of their time inside. That really does not make much sense to me. If you are in nature I would think the whole point is to experience nature – outside!

I see them looking outside through their windows while drinking their coffee and reading their newspaper – maybe reading brochures on where they may plan to go next on their journey. And all day long they sit in their little boxed homes looking outside into nature. Isolated from the reason they came here in the first place – to be in nature. They will never really get to experience what it is like outside – experiencing the weather changes, the sights, sounds and smells. Looking through their tiny window to a vast natural world to only close the shades to block the bright sunlight streaming through their window. And then they think, isn’t this beautiful being out in nature with all our comforts?

For me, while I am sitting outside writing this, I am experiencing the coolness of the morning air, an ant falling onto my page from the tree I am sitting under, the sounds of all the birds chirping away or just seeing the panoramic view of nature before me. The Box People I shall call them, are looking through a small aperture called a window seeing the repeat of the same scene with only a subtle changes of what the day brings, while they are breathing the formaldehyde, and other chemicals permeating into the air inside their boxed home.

I am breathing in the smells and freshness of the new morning. I don’t see one camper living in their little box houses outside experiencing nature. They only hear the hum of their generator that provides life support in their enclosed dwellings. I suppose the box homes can be good for extreme weather for warmth and comfort, but why not experience bad weather outside once in a while. I remember as a child, weather never seemed to be an issue. Rain or shine, we would be out playing. Unfortunately, when we get older, we lose that child like spirit of adventure and playfulness. We lose the wonder and magic of our world.

The RV’s and motor homes are given all these names relating to nature when they don’t represent nature at all. Some of these names are the Canyon Star, Eagle, Sandpiper, Four Winds, Mountain Aire, Blue Bird Wanderlodge and the Cherokee or Apache. I am sure the Cherokee and Apache Indians appreciates their tribe’s name plastered on a box on wheels. Have we not forgotten how to experience nature? Yes we have! And yet they tend to stay in the safety of their box homes while being in nature. With camping in a tent, you are forced to be outside unless you choose to be in a confined space such as a tent. But then, tents are getting much bigger nowadays.

For a minute this morning I was beginning to get bored and thinking I would go to work, but all I had to do was just look around me and see the magnificence before my eyes and the boredom lifted from my soul.

Living in a synthetic world and living a synthetic life, we lose our ability to really experience life. Right now I am a little cold, but that cold is real – nature is real.

I remember one time my brother and I went to a reservoir for the day. It must have been in the summer because it was extremely hot. There was virtual no shade on the beaches. As with everyone else there, we were miserably hot. My brother brought his canoe with us. We were next to a small inlet, so we put the canoe in the water and we wanted to see how easy it would be to cap size it. After doing that, we wanted to see if we could sink it, so we filled it with water and it wouldn’t sink even with both of us in it. Then we realized it had become a floating bath tub and it provided us with cool refreshing relief from the blazing hot sun. The surrounding people were just watching us being simply amused by our antics and all the time we were laughing our heads off like two little children. Maybe as a reminder, it is time to be child like once more while we are in nature.

Our friends with the black cat came back to Del Valle, because they could not get a campsite at Chabot Lake Campgrounds. My plans were to stay at Chabot as well until I found a temporary place to stay at my friends house. They were now camping at our previous campsite #131. We took a walk up to visit them and to check if Kevin made it up. We talked much longer then I had planned, but enjoyed their company. They told me their situation and they were hard hit by the economy as well, and were basically homeless as I was and LJ and maybe others we have not met. They were hoping to find a new beginning in Oregon. If you met these people on the street, you would have never guessed they were homeless. I was really impressed with their teenage children. They seemed to take the experience quite well and acted as a family unit, being able to support one another. This was very refreshing from the human behavior I have seen in the past three weeks here.

April 25, 2009 – Day 23 – Saturday

This weekend would be a busy weekend at Del Valle. They were having a free concert on both days.

We left camp early for a client meeting. When we returned we checked out the concert. Stayed for about an hour or so then Shiloh and I headed for the lake for our afternoon walk along the lake. I was listening to a discussion on climate change on the radio and they were talking about the impact of global warming will be seen as soon as 5 to 15 years. (On this rewrite, it is January 29, 2012 and we have already seen changes in our climate in 2010 and more climate extremes in 2011 and we still are not doing anything about it.) I personally believe these changes were happening back in the early 2000’s if not sooner. Already disastrous consequences are beginning to happen, with droughts, more and stronger hurricanes, more flooding, more devastating tornado’s and more devastating forest fires. These are strong warning signs we should begin paying attention too. The warnings from the science communities are not being heard by our politicians or the American people on the seriousness of this issue of the survival of our planet. Much of the disclaimers or what we call the deniers are from the oil, gas and coal industries who are spending millions of advertising dollars and giving millions of dollars in contributions to the Republican party to persuade us that it really does not exist. They are saying it is not man-made, but a natural occurrence. This will impact life as we know it in a devastating way. As one Native American put it, “The planet will recover, but the human race may not.”

April 26, 2009 – Day 24 – Sunday

Last night was cold, but I slept well in my -20 deg. sleeping bag. The -20 deg. sleeping bag might be extreme, but it is the only one I have, so it has to do. It is the first time I have used it since I purchased it a couple of years ago. Since my other sleeping bag I was using had a broken zipper I thought I would try this one out. For the most part, it gets to warm, but last night it was comfortable due to the colder weather.

The people who camp at this campground seems to be much quieter than the others. A nice thing to have to deal with.

We woke up to a beautiful cool morning with clear skies. The lake is as calm as glass. We went into civilization for most of the day. One week left remaining for our month stay at Del Valle.

I have noticed that Shiloh is very alert being in this environment. He picks up on anything that is stirring day or night. Today Shiloh went after a squirrel and got it. I thought the squirrel found the hole in time before Shiloh got it, but saw Shiloh batting it around. At first because it was so small I thought it may have been a frog, but when I went to see what he was playing with, I found it to be a baby squirrel. I told Shiloh to leave it, which he did, but was very curious with what he had caught. The little guy found a hole and quickly made his exit. A few minutes later I noticed two baby squirrels exploring outside without the parents to keep an eye on them. Did they sneak out? I was wondering where the parents were? This is the first time I have seen these little guys out without parent supervision. I was wondering if the parents may have been snatched away by a predator.

Most of the weekend campers have left once again and most the crowd from the concert were leaving. I was thinking we will have a nice quiet Sunday evening. There were only a few campers remaining. My plans are to go into civilization Monday to get some work done, then on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday will hang out here and hoping to take Shiloh for a boat ride. Our last day will be Sunday.

April 27, 2009 – Day 25 – Monday

We left this morning around 8:45 or 9:00 for civilization to get some work done and to pay some bills.

The morning at Del Valle was sunny and a little on the cool side, but nice. Pleasanton was overcast and cold, and where we would spend all day.

After I got some drawings done, I had dinner with my roommate who owns the house we are staying at to do the little work I had, and when we are not camping. Then met our friend Tammy for a drink. Shiloh stayed in the truck and just hung out until my return. He does not like me to leave him alone anywhere, but for some reason he is fine being in the truck alone. I guess he knows I will always come back, and feels like the truck is just another home. When I can I always take him with me so he is not stuck in the truck, and I just enjoy him being with me. I don’t see Shiloh as just a dog, but a friend, and companion.

After a short visit with Tammy, she walked over with me to the truck to say, “Hi,” to Shiloh. Shiloh was happy to see her with a low cry of joy. Tammy tried to be supportive of us, but just couldn’t grasp, the idea why anyone in their right mind would want to camp.

We got back to camp around 6:30 pm. The campground was quiet with only one other camper here. I played with Shiloh and his squeaky tennis ball for a bit, than we went for a walk. I decided to take Shiloh along the stream that feeds into the lake instead of the lake. He had a little dip and then we returned to camp where we played a little more with his ball and then he ate dinner.

The weather was nice back at camp with a mixture of clouds and clear skies. The wind would blow off and on, and it was really nice when the wind did stop. The wind comes and goes when it feels like it.

Shiloh chased after three small does for a short distance this evening.

Shiloh was looking up the hill at something. His ears focused like a pair of radar dishes scanning for the sounds only he could hear. He probably hears some deer.

I was thinking about how this campsite is so different than the one we stayed at previously. Our other camp seemed more isolated, this one feels like we are camping in a city park setting. But it is still nice.

It was a long day, so we settled in for an early night. While getting settled down in my nice sleeping bag, Shiloh laying by my side, I was thinking of being in the real wilderness. Me and Shiloh, and what would it be like being alone in the wilderness. This experience cannot really count as a test for being alone. Too close to civilization, and there are always people around. In the Sierra Nevada mountains, the animals one would meet up with are about the same as here, with the exception for the black bear. The bear still puts a little fright in me, though I have had two close bear encounters while backpacking in the high country. I am more concerned with the damage they can do to a camp and to the camping equipment. I have seen many ripped up backpacks during my backpacking trips and it can ruin a trip in the back country right quick. Though bear attacks are few and far between, most all people are freaked out about bears while camping. Maybe this is why people prefer RV’s to tents or sleeping out under the stars. They have that protective barrier between them and the wildlife. Also, being alone, vs. being with a camping buddy, one tends to feel a bit safer. One feels safer in numbers, as with having more confidence.

We have been going to bed a little earlier these past nights because of not much to do here in the cold dark night sky, and if I don’t have a fire going or a lantern on, I am concerned with little critters coming to visit, like the skunks. It is also difficult to read with my lantern not providing much good reading light.

April 28, 2009 – Day 26 – Tuesday

This morning I realized I forgot to get some clean socks, so we will have to go back to the house to get some.

I didn’t sleep well last night – a little restlessness stirring.

This morning across from our camp are 13 to 15 turkey vultures enjoying a meal of dead squirrel. Most of them are just waiting their turn for any leftovers.

The morning is overcast and cold especially when the wind picks up. Our homeless friends are now camping at Lake Chabot before they leave for their trip to Oregon. I wished them the best.

Shiloh is watching a Great Blue Heron in another campsite.

Shiloh and I took a nice walk around the campgrounds. Many of the spring flowers I saw when we first got here in the beginning of April are now gone. The thistles are beginning to bloom and the green grasses on the hillsides are turning golden brown. It won’t be long before the grasses turn completely brown.

We headed to our new home for a clean supply of socks and a hot shower. Checked mail and phone messages and got good new on both fronts. I got a check and an approval for the engineering to proceed on a project I am working on. We were also surprised especially for Shiloh, our friends Perry, Robin and one of Shiloh’s best friends Maggie were coming to visit us at our camp. I called them back to set up a time to meet.

Once our friends arrived we chatted for a little bit and then took the dogs for a walk along the lake. Maggie and Shiloh were so excited to see each other and Shiloh was also happy to see Perry and Robin. It was a treat watching Shiloh and Maggie playing together.

It was typical when Maggie and Shiloh were together at a park, Shiloh would usually follow Maggie where ever she took him, he didn’t care. A park that we had been going to for walks for a while, had cattle grazing, and once Shiloh saw the cattle he was off and running to play with them and of course Maggie would follow. They chose to ignore our yelling at them to “come!”

It was a good day today, and it has turned into a beautiful evening tonight with no wind and the moon coming out to light up the night sky as it did when we first arrived here.

April 29, 2009 – Day 27 – Wednesday

We got up at 8:00 am to sunny skies and a cool breeze blowing through our camp. It feels like I may have a light case of Poison Oak. I could have gotten it from the wind, smoke from the fires or from Shiloh. I am guessing it was from Shiloh. I will see how it goes and if it gets any worse. We may have to cut the trip short. I am thinking, during Shiloh and Maggie’s romp while running all over the place on our walk yesterday, they could have run through some Poison Oak.

I have noticed a small sign of Poison Oak around my eyes, but does not seem to bad.

I just noticed my new Coleman stove is leaking gas at the valve. This is the second one that does not function properly. I am really losing confidence in their products.

This morning I glassed the Red-Shouldered Hawk. What a beautiful bird and even more so in flight.

We are continuously being visited by the Magpies. They seem to like Shiloh’s food. It is nice seeing them again.

Today I will be giving Shiloh a good brushing and tick search. I found a tick on him last night. They are usually in the thickest part of his coat and it always makes it difficult to get to them.

Being at Del Valle, I get a little sense of the feel of Alpine breezes. Can’t wait to be in the real thing soon.

Observing all the trees in the area, it can be overwhelming trying to identify them. I did identify the Digger Pine, but the many others have me stumped. I also haven’t spent the time going out to identify them.

Today ended up being a lazy day for me and Shiloh. I did some glassing, some reading, and some napping, then ran to the store for a few items for dinner. We had a sunny day, but the breezes came and went making it much cooler.

While sitting in camp I was listening to the wind going through the digger pine tree I was sitting next to in camp. I noticed a loud sound of the wind going through the tree. My question was, was the tree making the sound? Or was it the wind making the sound? I also experienced a moment of silence, a stillness with no sounds, no airplanes, no cars, no people, no birds, or animals, no wind, and no thoughts in my head, just perfect silence.

I wanted to see how Shiloh would do in a boat, so we went down to the Marina, and I rented a small motor boat to putt around the lake for an hour or so. Once we got to the dock, Shiloh did not care much about going on the boat dock, but got him to the boat. I tried to get Shiloh into the boat and he definitely wanted no part of it. I tried to coax him in gently, but again he adamantly refused to step one paw on to that boat. The guys that worked there and I were all laughing at poor Shiloh for his fear and apprehension about getting into the boat. One of the guys suggested trying one of their flat bottom boats. It was much wider and larger than the boat we were going to rent, and of course it had a flat bottom, giving Shiloh a more stable platform to be on. So I tried coaxing Shiloh into the flat bottom boat and he eventually stepped in. Success! Since he was still nervous about this whole idea of going on the lake, I decided maybe another time, and I also thought it would be a good idea to get Shiloh a life jacket for this type of adventure since he has never learned to swim. After we got our money back from the boat rental, we took a short walk along the lake. He liked his land legs much better.

April 30, 2009 – Day 28 – Thursday

Today we headed back to civilization to get some work done, and check the weather forecast. The weather forecast was going to be for the next few days, rain, rain, and more rain. So I decided to go back to camp and get everything packed up and head back to civilization – our month camping was over.

My final thoughts on this trip.

It was an amazing experience camping out for close to a month, and doing it with Shiloh. Only once was I bored, but I really got tired of all the people, and how disrespectful they can be to others, as well as to nature. I could not have stayed there for another month, or even another week. I found many of the rules for the park annoying, but I understand why they have them. It is because people are just to irresponsible, with little respect for nature. And even with the rules, many seem to just ignore them. I wish I could say it is just a few bad apples that are the problem, but the reality is, there are many bad apples at the party. We have lost that connection that deep inside brings us into nature. It is due to our educational system, our governments, as with poor parenting when it has to do with teaching our children about nature, and with society itself. It seems that it is okay to trash nature, and disrespect nature. But is it really our fault? This is how we were taught in our societies, and cultures.

If in the very beginning, the Europeans, then settlers, then Americans understood how important the Native Indigenous People’s understanding, and wisdom played in the natural world was, instead of the newcomers wanting to destroy them. We could have had a better understanding, relationship, and reverence for nature, and for all life.

Have I gained any wisdom or insight on this trip? All I can say is I don’t really know yet. What I do know is nature and being part of it and living in it is truly special, a gift. Every morning I woke up to nature and the freedom it gives. This experience with Shiloh has been truly a gift. It is a shame more people can’t experience this gift of nature and life in nature.

Reflecting back on this time, I am sorry I didn’t take any photos, but I did not want to be distracted from my full attention to Shiloh, and to nature.

“Rather than nurturing these gentle values (humility and empathy), we are encouraged to feel proud and superior, to use the gifts of nature without giving back, to cultivate our separateness from Earth Mother, and to exercise our “dominion” over plants and animals. At best, we are taught to “appreciate” nature, as though it were merely a scenic attraction and not the source of life itself. Contrast these values with those of the Native American, who literally worshiped the earth, who know its creatures so intimately that he could mentally “change places” with them, and who understood in his heart and soul that his own survival depended on their continued well-being.”

~ Tom Brown Jr.

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We Did Know This At One Time.

We have been conditioned in the modern world to believe in a very limited way. We have been taught that the human species is the supreme intelligence. Our minds have been closed off in this way of thought. In this human arrogance and conditioning, we have closed the door to the vast intelligence that is all around us – in every life form. In the plants, in the trees, among all the animals, in all the inanimate life forms we perceive has no intelligence at all. Do we truly know this? Do we truly know and understand the world and all it’s life forms we share our planet with? We maybe good at knowing these things on the surface, by being able to label them. But how many of us experience them deeply? We gloss over the deep beauty in all life. It becomes just a snap shot in our minds, and from that we think we know it, and understand it. But we don’t. By only going deep into our connection and relationship with all life can we begin to understand. The indigenous peoples of the world have known this for tens of thousands of years. We did know this once, but have forgotten. We have forgotten that we cannot live on an unhealthy planet. And that is what we have done to her. But there are so many who still do not understand this. We continue to take from her without giving back. Giving back to the very thing that gives life to all life. But many of us have been blinded in a false dream that we are not willing to wake up from. Because we are consumed with the false hope that having more stuff can make our lives fulfilling, and end all suffering. It won’t, and will only causes more suffering, not just to us, but for all life.

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The Call Of The Wild

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The Call Of The Wild

By Rick Theile

Our hike was about four and a half miles from the Sawtooth Lodge, Grandjean, where we were preparing for our departure into the Sawtooth Wilderness. It would be our first venture into the wilds of the Idaho backcountry.

We hiked in, me and my two canine companions, Takota and Nanook (Native American Indian Dogs), June 28, 2018, on a Thursday. We had our food and gear packed in by the Outfitter at the Lodge, requiring six pack animals total. The Outfitter would return in five days dropping off the rest of our food supply to us. We would stay at one camp for sixteen days—alone.

Our camp was on the Northern edge of the Sawtooth mountains, about a half mile up from the South Fork of the Payette River and about 300 feet elevation higher than the river. The Outfitter had been to this camp before—I hadn’t. He told me it would be easy to find and if you go beyond Minks Creek, you went too far. Our camp was right next to Minks Creek that was hidden mostly by thick vegetation, and no more than a couple of feet in width. This small trickle of a creek would be our drinking water source.

Before we left, I asked the Outfitter what critters we might encounter such as mountain lions, bears, or wolves. He said, “wolves, and I hope you are bringing a weapon, they will kill your dogs.” For some reason, I didn’t think wolves would be much of a threat.

On our 11th day out, I was getting some water from the creek and left the dogs tied up in camp. They usually come with me. Both began howling as they tend to do if I leave them alone. Back at camp, shortly after getting water from the creek, I heard wolves howling down in the Big Meadow about a half mile away from us that was just adjacent to the river.

With the thick vegetation that was all around us, it would be easy for the wolves to sneak up on us silently unseen—I had thought. I got my guns ready for any probable encounter and kept the dogs tied up. Things were quiet, eerily quiet, too quiet. I was a bit concerned, not knowing what the wolves would do. Would they come up to check us out or stay in the meadow? On occasion, we would hear the choirs of howls from the meadow. I was happy they weren’t coming any closer for a visit.

All afternoon and evening I kept a close watch on the areas around us. They could come in from any direction, and I wouldn’t know it, but hoping my dogs would.

We went to bed, and I was still thinking about the wolves and what they might do. Would they come into our camp because of the dogs, or just to check us out, or would they leave us alone knowing a human was there? The thoughts were always running through my mind with, what if’s. I did not want to shoot a wolf, but if I had to, I would shoot to scare them and would that be enough to stop them in their tracks? I had no idea, especially with a pack of wolves with possibly young ones with them they would want to protect.

Listening for any strange sounds and watching the dogs to see if they were hearing anything in the darkness of night, I heard Nanook get up and walk to the entrance of the tent—Takota, quietly laying in his bed. Nanook then began following something he heard outside from inside of the tent moving from the front to the side and then to the rear of the tent. I was thinking, could it be the wolves? I then heard directly behind us and very close, a wolf or two howling. That got me concerned, thinking, what are they going to do? The howling of wolves were then all around us. The howling persisted for a time, then stopped. It was an awesome experience listening to them, but also disconcerting at the same time.

In late morning the next day, we heard a distant howling from down at the river. I sensed they were leaving the area. After a couple of days of observing the region, they were indeed gone.

It was indeed an incredible experience and was the call of the wild.

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Longing For The Wilderness

Longing For The Wilderness

Each and every morning I get to walk my dogs in a beautiful country setting. A far cry from where we were living just a short time ago. Living in the City of San Leandro, with it’s constant threat of crime being perpetrated, the endless noise of automobiles, sirens and the guns shots that rang out in the night air. I hated that place and dreamed of the wilderness.

The country road we now walk is surrounded by oaks, sycamores and buckeyes, with pastures and rolling hills leading upward to the hillside ridges. Each morning we would take our first steps into nature, experiencing the beginning of a new day when the sun begins showing it’s presence, slowly rising above the crest of the foothills. The creek that once was flowing with water from the winter rains is now a dry creek bed that runs along side the road. The green velvety grasses that covered the pastures and hillsides are now a golden brown. Summer is here.

The season has changed from spring to summer before we knew it. We have been experiencing unusually hotter days so early in the season due to climate change. Something Americans seems not to want to really except fully and what it will mean for human kind and for all life on this planet we call Earth.

While I am writing this, I wondered where we came up with the name Earth for our planet and of course , I googled it and this is what I found:

“All of the planets, except for Earth, were named after Greek and Roman gods and godesses. The name Earth is an English/German name which simply means the ground. It comes from the Old English words ‘eor(th)e’ and ‘ertha’. In German it is ‘erde’. The name Earth is at least 1000 years old.”

Source by – Cool Cosmos

If we think of the name of our planet that represents dirt, it does not seem so romantic, but I think most like the name. At least I do. I don’t think we think of it as just a sphere of dirt, and in fact it is so much more. It is a world that is mostly seen as blue oceans covering the globe from distant space. We have been given a place to live that we call home with so much diversity it staggers the mind and imagination, if we think about it.

In our place in the country, new life has emerged, from the young ground squirrels scampering across the road to the many young fawns clinging to their mother’s protection. The wild turkey are active as are the many birds in our area. One being my friend, the Acorn Woodpecker. The many cows that grazed on the hillsides and pastures are mostly gone, but for a few stragglers that missed the truck ride to the slaughter house. My dogs were fascinated with them and the cows being the same. They would have loved to chase those cows. I saw a beauty seeing them scattered throughout the hillsides.

On these walks I am always grateful for these experiences – being out in nature with my dogs and at the same time, longing for the wilderness, a longing for a long lost love. Some day we will be in the wilderness once again.

I have been fortunate enough to feel a deep connection to nature. I have always loved being in nature, but never respected nature for much of my life. I used her for my own gratification. I now have a deep reverence for her and this respect grew from my learning and practicing survival skills and bush skills and learning the relationship traditional indigenous cultures had had with the natural world, the spirit world and the land.

On our walks into nature, I spend time honoring and giving thanks to what nature, what Mother Earth provides to us. It is something none of us should take lightly, but sadly we do.

She provides us with incredible, natural beauty and the essentials to sustain life as long as we respect her – and there is no charge. All she wants is a little respect. My walks are always with humility, and reverence for nature. I begin my walks with gratitude and thanks by giving thanks to:

I give thanks to the Sun who provides us with light, warmth and energy.

I give thanks to the Moon for keeping us firm on the ground and the beauty she gives us at night.

I give thanks to the Universe for her magnificent and awesome vastness.

I give thanks to the Earth for all she provides for us.

I give thanks to the Air we breathe, because without it we would not be alive. For also giving us the wonderful scents of nature we get to breathe in with each breath.

I give thanks for the Water that is the life’s blood for all life. Without her, life could not exist. She gives us the beauty of mountain lakes, the powerful oceans, the mighty rivers and the soothing streams. She quenches our thirst, she can refresh us on hot days and cleanse our body. The sounds of the oceans and streams can calm our soul.

I give thanks for Fire that keeps us warm, for light and the welcoming flame during the darkness of night, to help keep us dry and for cooking our food.

I give thanks to the Rocks that creates the magical beauty in the mountains and hillsides, and the beauty of the stones she creates.

I give thanks for all the incredible and beautiful Animals we share this planet with and for the food they provide to us. Providing us with tools, clothing and shelter. And the wonders of the very creation of life we get to see and experience. I give thanks to the mammals, the birds, the fish, the reptiles, the insects and the creatures that are unseen.

I give thanks to the Trees for their vast varieties, for their beauty, and for what the trees provide for us. I give thanks for the oxygen they give to life, the food and medicine they provide, for providing fuel for fire, to give us shelter, tools and clothing.

I give thanks for the Plants that provide us with food, medicines, tinder for fire starting, for cordage, for shelters and simply for the beauty and smells they give to us.

Now, for me, the things I give thanks to as I have listed above does focus on using nature for survival and living in nature. I also hope the reader realizes we cannot survive without nature and a healthy natural environment. Giving thanks to our natural world helps us have a deeper connection with all life, thus we will do everything to protect her and not to harm her.

When we sit in silence observing nature, she will magically open up to us and begin to teach us about truth – what is real and not real in our very distorted world today. You may see two whales breaching together, when those around you are oblivious to them; or you may observe a beautiful and vibrant flower and she bids you to come closer so she can teach you about life; or seeing a single droplet on the tip of a pine needle that shows us much more about our world; or you may look up towards the night sky in awe of the wonders of the universe. I truly believe nature can teach about life if we allow her to. These example I have listed above are just a few of the many experience I have been fortunate enough to experience in nature and has impacted my life in unbelievable ways. Nature is my church and my religion.

A person who I highly respect and admire is Ray Mears. Ray teaches bush craft skills and has had many programs on the BBC about Bush Craft. His love and respect for nature and for indigenous cultures are apparent. When Ray is in nature, his awareness is finely tuned to his surroundings. When he is in a canoe for example, he is one with the canoe and one with the water and one with everything around him. On one of his shows he was walking in some mud flats on the shore of the River Thames looking at dead trees over 6000 years old. He observed the types of trees (the species) and followed other signs he might find in his discovery. This exploration took him back to his ancestors some 6000 years ago and how they may have lived. How many people would get that excited walking in the mud with a bunch of dead matter and dead trees? Ray would. It says something about this man and his love for the natural world. He is a true naturalist.

As with Ray Mears, I feel very strongly about the importance of protecting traditional indigenous cultures and their traditional ways of life. We can learn from these cultures how we can once again connect and respect nature. And once you truly experience nature you will not want to come back to a life that is so disconnected with nature. You will truly experience real magic.

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Honoring Mother Earth

HONORING MOTHER EARTH

Yesterday, a friend of mine on Facebook made a post and wrote, “In honor of Mother Earth…” to a link she shared. I have written a lot about Mother Earth in my posts on Facebook, but when I read those few words, “Honor Mother Earth” they resonated with me on a different level and I wanted to see where my writing would take me focused on these powerful words.

I had never heard of these words before until I began reading about Native Americans back in the nineties. This obscure concept of honoring our planet never was taught to me in school, or by my parents or by anyone else for that matter. We were taught how we can take from the planet, strip the earth of valued natural resources that would improve our lives, but never honor or respect Earth, our home. In school we were filled with supposed facts in our science classes about Earth, but never the ideas of honoring her or respecting her. Back then, I could not imagine anyone even being able to comprehend such an idea. Many misconstrued this idea to worshipping or idolizing animals or the Sun or Moon as Gods by the misguided heathens still believing in primitive and uncivilized behavior.

The meaning of honor in the dictionary is to have public esteem; good name; privilege; fame; glory; sense of moral standards; respect and salute, to name a few. Pretty much all of these are relating to man. In our modern society, honoring something that is not human or relating to God would be considered blaspheme. I remember not long ago I was camping with a friend and I suggested we give thanks to the fish we ate for giving of their lives to feed us. He exploded in outrage, “we should only give thanks to almighty God, not a fish.” I gave thanks to the fish anyway.

How many of us can say, “I honor Mother Earth.” Planet Earth is our home, the only home we have – a place that gives us what we need to survive as a species. A place with amazing diversity in the animal world and within the many diverse ecosystems on earth. A place with incredible beauty and magical wonder. When we are in the mountains, or in the forests, or in the country side or next to the ocean, in nature we feel a sense of connection with our surrounding environment. But honoring, I don’t think so!

We honor God, but we will not honor what we believe She has created for us. I believe, if we honor our God or Creator, we should also honor all life if we believe the Creator has created all life. We even honor our fellow man who may or may not be deserving of such an honor. I personally feel very honored that so many of my friends on Fb who are Native Americans or First Nations have accepted me into their family.

With all this honoring we do as humans and the belief that the Creator has created all life (assuming you do have this belief), we openly except the dishonoring, disrespect, the abuse, the trashing, the destruction, the raping and the poisoning we continue to do to our home that sustains and gives us life – all life. We have reached such a point of total denial with our relationship with all living things and with ourselves, we are willing to ignore the most emanate threat that faces mankind and all life on this planet today – and that is Global Warming and yet we seem not to care.

In honoring something, we usually feel a deep connection with that thing, usually a person or a deed taken by someone. We cannot comprehend in our disconnected reality to nature, the possibility of even the thought of honoring a thing like our planet or other life forms other than ourselves. Our mind-set of the human species being supreme beings and separate from nature is a delusional idea that has obviously not done well for the planet or other life we share our home with or with us. It indicates in our modern society, we place more of our value on things, material things man has created then we do to life itself, to nature and the health of our planet. We continue to consume and consume more stuff then we can possibly use with little concern for the negative impact it has on our planet. The natural world never seems to play into how we live in modern society except for the endlessly consuming of its natural resources, occasionally looking at it, sometimes appreciating it and of course using it to pleasure our superficial needs to be and feel in control over nature that in itself is an illusion we have created. We can manipulate nature, we can use nature for our own personal needs, we can kill life in nature or poison nature, but nature, Mother Earth will have the last laugh with our arrogant attitude that we can dominate nature.

With our disconnect to nature, to the natural world, we complain when the weather is not to our liking with no understanding or appreciation that weather is an important part of our planet, to all life. We have been brainwashed by the weather reports on the news into believing that the weather is evil and it is out to destroy us and our property. It is out of control with a vicious temper man has not yet been able to control. The exceptions are when the weather suits our needs and plays by our rules. We see nature at times as a threat to our very existence that can cause horrific devastation in our lives and to property by what we refer to as natural disasters which obviously does happen. What we don’t see is that this is what nature does and it is up to us to take the responsibility to limit the impact these things have on us by our understanding that these things will happen and take the necessary precautions to minimize the impact.

Indigenous cultures all around the world have warned us repeatedly what will come if we don’t honor and respect Mother Earth and everything she provides for us and to all life. The Native Americans and the First Nations have share with us their teachings and wisdom, and have reminded us to honor Mother Earth. Their teachings and cultures are based on honoring Mother Earth and to all life. Their story telling, their songs, their dances, their ceremonies, their language and traditions are all related to honoring Mother Earth, honoring all life, and honoring the Creator.

We have chosen to live in a synthetic world with an unnatural connection which conflicts with the natural world. We have completely abandoned the natural world we have been part of for tens of thousands of years and have become accustom to and have accepted eating foods that are unnatural and unhealthy and foods that are genetically modified and foods laced with toxic chemicals. We turn to synthetic medicines that cause more harm to us than natural medicines. We choose unnatural things over what nature can provide for us for free.

We have a simple choice, choose to respect, protect and honor Mother Earth, or Mother Earth will have no choice but to eliminate the human parasite. We have all the knowledge and information to do the right things, but we have to make the decisions and take the responsibilities in doing so. Our planet is sacred, all life is sacred, we are sacred.

I have included a comment a Native American friend made to one of my writings that I wanted to share.

Rick, hi and thanks for painting that collage. Nice. Real. Truthful. Worried. Americans are unconscious of nature on this continent because they have no starting point here and they carelessly left any “origin” somewhere between Europe and here. You are so very correct about earth’s condition that, because of rampant overpopulation and limited resources may never regain livable balance. Too many indigenous follow the crooked white man path which leads to earth’s demise. After this earth perishes where do we go? In our ancient history and legend we are pointed towards the full moon upon the horizon. The Elder asks, “What do you call that? We answer, “Moon, of course.” The Elder shakes his head, “No. That is First Earth.” He then tells us what happened to First Earth to cause it to turn into a dead planet when it had all of the life our current earth has. Two thoughts came. From where nobody knows. One thought looked upon First Earth and said, “This is mine. I’ll use it for myself. The other thought said, “No! You must save First Earth for generations of children coming. “There was big arguments. There was big war. The side wanting to use earth used up half of First Earth assaulting the side that wanted to save First Earth for children coming. The side wanting to save First Earth used up half of earth’s resources defending against assault. First Earth was all used up. One day First Earth caught on fire. There was not enough water to put fire out. First Earth burned into the moon.”
The Elder then compared the “thoughts” and intents of humanity today with humanity then. In those days earth lacked love, appreciation and protection (like all mothers). The imbalance is apparent. Too many people are consuming earth and earth’s limited resources. Because of our habits, entire sections of the vast ocean die by poison and pesticide. Rivers burn like gasoline. Love and respect for earth simply does not exist. Earth is ragged and worn yet we continue to pour waste into the water and oil and jet fuel into the ocean.
We have a choice, either cease our wrong habits and amend our lives accordingly, Love Mother Earth cease pollution and protect earth with our hearts or stand somewhere in the vast darkness watching two moons silently move across the night sky.

We are instructed to use DANZA and YE’JA to bring abundant love to Mother Earth, which is a story for tomorrow.” Babe

I am sorry to say, Babe is no longer with us. I felt honored in his sharing with me his thoughts as a Native American.

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Nature – An Incredible Creation

NATURE – AN INCREDIBLE CREATION

I just picked up a book I have had for a while on Mushrooms and the author writes about the bad rap mushrooms have gotten throughout time. A quote from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, by gone creator of Sherlock Holmes on his perception of nature and of the fungi:

A sickly autumn shone upon the land. Wet and rotten leaves reeked and festered under the foul haze. The fields were spotted with monstrous fungi of a size and colour never matched before – scarlet and mauve and liver and black – it was as though the sick earth had burst into foul pustules. Mildew and lichen mottled the walls and with that filthy crop, death sprang also from the watersoaked earth.

Or that of the American poet Emily Dickinson:

Had nature any outcast face Could she a son condemn Had nature an Iscariot That mushroom – it is him.

Beauty is truly in the eyes of the beholder. In nature, many of us choose what deems beautiful or not. A mountain lake, cascading waterfalls, a tropical beach with palm trees swaying in the gentle breeze and the infinite expanse of the beautiful blue waters of the ocean. Or, a group of copper colored mushrooms on a rotting downed log, or as Doyle put it, “wet and rotten leaves reeked and festering under foul haze, or a grass hopper swaying back and forth on a single blade of grass.” For those who truly love nature, everything in nature is beautiful and worth the present moment in observation.

If we select and isolate from the all to what we only perceive as beautiful, we lose so much of what nature is. The wet and rotten leaves that reek and fester are the nutrients that gives trees and plants life. Looking into the looking glass of insects, opens up a whole new world of amazing creatures we can observe and learn from. Those slimy, biting, sucking creatures offers us many more pages in studying and knowing natures intricacies.

By looking deeply, and in silence at everything nature offers with awe and respect, our minds will gain a better understanding, love and respect for all living creation on our planet.

The next time you walk into the woods or in a nature setting, look beyond what you usually see and begin to look at what you have ignored in the past and walk gently on the ground beneath your feet.

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Nature Speaks

Nature Speaks

Nature speaks to us in many ways. Through the animals, plants, trees, the wind and rain and among the spirits that follow our movements and intentions. Showing gratitude, respect, and reverence towards all living things will make the spirits smile upon us and provide us with protection, and the wisdom, and the insight of all creation. In silence with nature, the magic, the beauty, and the magnificence will be shown to us. She will open her arms to us and she will say, “let me show you truth, let me show you who I am.”

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Stillness In Nature

Stillness In Nature

~ By Rick Theile

Experiencing stillness awakens our true self, our true essence of who we truly are. In experiencing stillness, we see the beauty and wonder in all things—we see beauty in ourselves.

When we are still, the simplest things become magical and beautiful beyond words. In the simplest things, we find joy, happiness, and love through stillness.

Stillness gives us a meaning, a gift and an understanding to all life we may never have experienced before. We see the miracles of creation in watching a Robin hopping around in the search for food, a bird singing their morning song, in a slow flowing stream, in a brilliantly colored flower, or in the leaves of the Aspen fluttering in the gentle mountain breeze, or a butterfly in flight. We can feel it in a deep breath of fresh air, or in a gentle cool breeze on our skin on a warm summer day. These simple experiences of stillness gives meaning to all life.

Stillness is the act of no thought, no judgment, and no labeling. It is just allowing oneself to be in silence within ones mind, and just observing. We then find an inner peace simply by being still in Nature.

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